My Soul Is Empty and Full of White Girls Remix Cameron Mizell
Slaves Lyrics

I wanna get out, I wanna get out
I feel trapped and want to escape my current situation

I'm sick of giving in to these demons
I'm tired of being controlled by my negative thoughts and actions

With eyes wide open, all I see is the dark
Despite being aware of my surroundings, I feel lost and hopeless

Another hit, another mark
Each time I give in to my demons, it leaves a mark on my soul

A small pinch and my whole world starts to spark
The temporary relief of drugs or other vices can give me a false sense of happiness

If I had another chance, I can't say what I'd do
I'm unsure of how I would change things if given the opportunity

The mind's a tricky thing when it comes to the loss of you
Grief and heartbreak can affect one's mental state in unpredictable ways

Sometimes I hear her cries, silence is the dirtiest trick in life
The absence of someone can be deafening, and the silence can be painful

If I'm so empty, then why do I feel alive?
Despite feeling lost and hollow, there are moments when I feel something and that feels like life

Let's go back for the last time, when you breathe you lie
Memories of a past relationship are clouded by deception and false promises

Pretty thing keep your mouth closed, and those legs tangled close
A misogynistic and controlling message to a former partner

Dear shame, are you forever?
Questioning whether the burden of guilt and regret will always linger

I'll never know what it's like to keep my head from spinning
The turmoil and chaos in my mind feels never-ending

I'll carry the flame for you, I'll carry the weight for you
Despite everything, I still hold onto love and am willing to endure the pain for it

In that moment I don't need to think twice, the end of a shattered life
When consumed by emotions and pain, self-destructive behavior can seem like the only way out

I feel her body break under the weight
The weight of my actions and consequences have hurt others, especially my past partner

My selfish lies, selfish lies, I can't do it any other way
Admitting to being selfish and unable to change despite the harm it causes

Sometimes I hear her cries, I hear her cries
The guilt and regret of past actions haunt me constantly

Under, under, under the weight of my love
The heavy burden of my unrequited or unattainable love for someone