Last Night
Soen Lyrics


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hear a dead note sounding among the tones of restlessness
A harmony confounding, a capture moving in distress.

It keeps me chasing closure, preventing me from finding peace it holds me back from leaving this vicious circle I am in.

I'm becoming what I thought, what I shouldn't be, what I fear the most
Let me stay here for a while,
I depend on this, it's my only light.

It feels like I have journeyed for ages without getting there
The path of endless distance, the road of comforting despair.

I'm becoming what I thought, what I shouldn't be, what I fear the most
Let me stay here for a while,





I depend on this, it's my only light.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Last Night" by Soen might seem cryptic at first, but upon further analysis, one can understand the depth behind the words presented. The opening lines talk about a "dead note sounding among the tones of restlessness" and a "harmony confounding, a capture moving in distress." These lines metaphysically represent the inner turmoil that the singer is going through. The dead note indicates that there is something wrong within, which is giving rise to restlessness, and the harmony represents the search for peace. However, it is confounding and distressing the singer, making it a bitter-sweet journey.


The lyrics then progress to talk about how the singer is dependent on the turmoil present within themselves, and how it's impossible to break free of the vicious circle they are in. It goes on to say "I'm becoming what I thought, what I shouldn't be, what I fear the most. Let me stay here for a while, I depend on this, it's my only light." These lines reveal that the individual is surrendering to their fears and becoming someone they never wished to be. This "light" is the turmoil present within, making them believe that it is their only source of hope.


The last set of lines talks about how the journey has been long, but there is no end in sight. The path that they are on is one of despair, but it's comforting nonetheless. The final lines re-emphasize the point that the singer is dependent on the turmoil within and cannot leave it behind. The song, in essence, is a lament about being stuck in a cycle of inner turmoil and the impossibility of breaking free.


Line by Line Meaning

hear a dead note sounding among the tones of restlessness
I can sense something off-putting among the anxieties and unease around me, like a melody that doesn't fit in.


A harmony confounding, a capture moving in distress.
The jarring tune seems to be trapped in confusion, as if it's struggling to break free from its own turmoil.


It keeps me chasing closure, preventing me from finding peace it holds me back from leaving this vicious circle I am in.
The dissonance acts as a constant reminder of my own struggles, making it hard for me to move on and find inner peace.


I'm becoming what I thought, what I shouldn't be, what I fear the most
The inner turmoil is changing me in ways that terrify me, turning me into something I never wanted to be.


Let me stay here for a while, I depend on this, it's my only light.
Despite the pain and fear, I feel an odd comfort in the dissonance that I don't want to let go of, and it's become my only source of hope.


It feels like I have journeyed for ages without getting there
The struggles seem unending, and I'm not sure if there's a way out or a destination to aim for anymore.


The path of endless distance, the road of comforting despair.
The journey seems long and never-ending, and even the sense of hopelessness has become a strangely familiar and almost comforting sensation.


I'm becoming what I thought, what I shouldn't be, what I fear the most
The inner turmoil continues to shape and transform me, leading me further away from who I wanted to be and what I believed in.


Let me stay here for a while, I depend on this, it's my only light.
Even though I know that staying in this state is not healthy or sustainable, I still cling to the dissonance because it's my only source of validation and comfort.




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