Two Lives Worth Of Reckoning
Soilwork Lyrics

It's just the way it starts
The situation or circumstance is simply the way it begins, whether good or bad.

The way it feels
The experience emotionally and physically is unique and subjective for every individual.

Submissioned while trying to find the lead
Having to act or do something counter to one's own will, while still trying to take the lead or control of the situation.

One thing to another
The natural progression of events or occurrences, leading from one thing to the next.

The way it goes
Things happen as they happen, without any real control or plan, and that's just the way it is.

The plans you were making are turning cold
The once solid and promising plans or goals are now losing their motivation or appeal.

One by one, they set your fall
Each individual failure or setback contributes to the eventual collapse or demise.

So distinguished yet having to go through it all
Despite appearing proper and refined, one must endure the obstacles and struggles of life like others.

Forged into something that wasn't meant...
Forced to become something that goes against one's natural inclinations or talents.

To be in the shadow of make believe!
Living in the unrealistic or imaginary world of dreams, rather than facing reality and making them happen.

Round two
A second round or attempt.

You're trying to make me
Someone else is attempting to control or coerce the artist into doing something.

Bound to
Tied or restricted to the situation or person.

The circle within me
The internal struggle and cycle of emotions and thoughts.

I gave it away
The sense of losing or giving up something important to oneself.

And now I am so tired
Feeling exhausted and drained from the situation or life in general.

There's nothing more left to fight
Having no more mental or physical strength to continue the struggle or battle.

I'll be learning to change
Trying to adapt or transform oneself to overcome the challenges.

(Two lives worth of reckoning)
The cumulative experiences and struggles of a lifetime.

It hurts to be blind
Not being able to see the truth or reality of the situation can be emotionally painful.

And how i've been fading lights
Losing the passion and drive, becoming less bright or energetic over time.

I've been crawling to pick my side
Slowly and painfully trying to determine one's beliefs or values in the situation.

And it left me deranged
Being disturbed, mentally unbalanced or irrational from the hardships and struggles.

(From the reckoning)
As a result of the experiences and consequences of the individual's actions or decisions.

It's just the way I need
The way the singer requires things or situations to be to achieve their goals or aspirations.

To plant that seed
Begin the process of creating something anew, making it grow and develop.

Won't settle for nothing
Refusing to accept anything subpar or lower than one's expectations or standards.

Won't settle with greed
Not allowing greed or selfishness to control one's actions or decisions.

All I'm asking for
The artist's simple request or desire.

Is to reach the point
The specific achievement or goal the singer is striving for.

Where I won't dwell
Not getting stuck or obsessed with negative thoughts or emotions, but moving forward.

On resentful times
Reflecting on past negative experiences or disappointments can hinder personal growth.

(When I see that graceful day)
Anticipating a day or moment of relief or success.

The hours remain
The time left until the moment of success or relief is still ticking away.

From the scar to the threshold
Moving from one difficult situation or memory to an uncertain or hopeful future.

(It will be the greatest slay)
Overcoming the challenge or obstacle will be a great triumph.

The forced mind will turn
Mentally choosing a new perspective or attitude despite reluctance or constraint.

Won't stick or burn
Changing can be difficult, but it won't damage the individual (like healing from a scar).

(I'm holding on, it goes deep within)
The individual is determined to hang on to their vision or aspiration, even though it may be difficult.

Releasing the guilt
Letting go of past mistakes or failures.

Please encourage my will
Asking for motivation and support during the process of change and growth.

(It will be the sweetest release)
Breaking free from the old patterns or habits will bring a sense of relief and joy.

The struggle makes free
The struggle and perseverance to change oneself brings liberation or freedom.

And the air I would breathe!
Achieving the goal or aspiration will bring the individual freedom and a new sense of life.

(Chorus)
The recurring section of the song that expresses the main themes and emotions.