IV
Solid I.V. Lyrics
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Here we go again, I'm fucked up and I can't escape my brain
Such a tragedy, the person who I am today
So end my suffering, before I fucking end it my way
I just wanna live, but I also wanna die
Give me piece of mind, I'm tired but I cannot sleep at night
Look me in the eye and tell me if you think I'm lying
When I say I'm alright, I'm on the fucking verge of crying
It's pouring on me everyday
And I'm so fucked up mentally
Depression and anxiety
Rain rain go away
It's pouring on me everyday
And I'm so fucked up mentally
Depression and anxiety
Shit be burning when it rains down on me
It feels like acid you know
It eats away at my skin
Devouring all of my bones until I'm left with nothing
Then everybody can see
Like everyone of my sins
Breakdown
I fucking breakdown
Breakdown
I fucking
Break break break break
Breakdown
I fucking breakdown
Breakdown
I fucking
Break the fuck down
Breakdown
I fucking breakdown
Breakdown
I fucking
Break break break break
Breakdown
I fucking breakdown
Breakdown
I fucking
The lyrics to Solid I.V.'s song IV seem to be an expression of inner conflict and a desire for self-discovery. The singer starts off by questioning someone's assumption that they could have control over him/her by stating that they own their own body. The following lines show the artist's desire to understand him/herself better but also the hesitation that comes with it, as evidenced by the repeated questioning of if it's wrong. Perhaps, the singer is speaking to a fickle partner who was romantically interested in them in the past, and they are now feeling abandoned and alone, as the partner never came back. This abandonment has led to the artist feeling like they are in a perpetual state of waiting, with their thoughts being stored away, waiting for the right moment to be expressed.
The chorus is a declaration that the artist is committed to hiding their pain for the sake of who they love, even though they may have been disowned and left alone. The artist expresses a willingness to be erased, perhaps from the mind of the loved one, and to sleep so that they might forget their hurt. This song is an introspective look at a situation of unrequited love or abandonment and the emotions that come with it.
Line by Line Meaning
When did you think
At what point in time did you believe
You could have me
That I would become someone you could possess
Well, you're wrong
Your expectation was misplaced
I own myself
I possess the authority over my own being
This is my body
It's me who decides what can happen to my physical form
Am I wrong
Are my thoughts and feelings incorrect?
Call me a piece of shit
To disparage and degrade me
But I was experience
I was living my life and learning from my actions
Is that wrong
Is that something that deserves criticism?
I want to be myself
I desire to adhere to my genuine identity
I want to see myself
I wish to perceive my existence more clearly
Guess I'm wrong
But it appears that my sentiments are misguided
But you wanted me
You expressed the desire to have me in your life
And you got me, eh
You were able to obtain me as your own
And now that I see
Now that time has passed and I've gained insight
It's blinding
The truth is overwhelmingly clear to me
Have I been by myself
Have I been alone all this time
All this time
Throughout the entire duration
Store my thoughts up on a shelf
I compartmentalized my emotions
Organized it, with time
I arranged my headspace to make things more manageable
Waited for you
I postponed taking action until you could be involved
But you never came
But your intended assistance was never provided
Chapters unread
Parts of my story have never been fully experienced
And dust will remain
These sections will continue to gather dust and be forgotten
I swear, mama
I'm making an oath, mother
I've used my brain
I have thought this through logically
There ain't no way
There is absolutely no possibility
I feel this way
I can't help but experience these emotions
And I know I
I am certain that
Will hide the pain
I will conceal the discomfort it brings me
For you and I
For both you and myself
I will erase
I'll eliminate my discomfort and emotions for the greater good
Disown me, yeah
Reject me entirely, yes
Leave me, yeah
Abandon me, yes
Just wanna sleep
I simply desire to slumber
Don't wake me, yeah
Please refrain from disturbing my rest
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Ozrik Stevens
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
TheMostFrench
It would have been difficult to implement with any depth, since you can kill or save each B&B as they appear. If devs wanted them to have a conversation with the player or with each other, to talk and interact with other characters during cutscenes, or to appear at different points in the game to assist you, there are potentially 14 combinations or more depending on how a developer writes them (e.g 'nanomachines turn their mind into a single unit').
e.g if x = a B&B you killed, and 1,2,3,4 are each member of the B&B Unit, then combos look like:
xxxx (all killed)
1234 (all saved)
1xxx
x2xx
xx3x
xxx4
12xx
1x3x
1xx4
x2xx
x23x
x2x4
xx3x
xx34
Lost-SoulSilver
Some memorable scenes
5:09 Fukushima was killed by the Yakuza
7:49 Sunny has two dads
12:41 Can something be good, even if nobody likes it?
22:49 Big Blast Sonic
28:55 Steak's description of a 60's con artist
35:38 Nanomachines. The cause and solution to all our problems
51:26 Where's Vamp?
58:30 Raiden's sad and pathetic life story
1:04:11 Snake is super old and can't have kids
1:05:13 Heavy Day
1:08:53 MGS4 passes the Bechdel Test
1:13:49 Big Boss is alive... as a biomort
1:20:29 Some dude drops an apple
1:20:47 The first serious MGS3 pull
1:22:15 MGS4 becomes unsalvageably fucked
1:33:49 The Patriots are these fucking guys
1:39:03 Light up the night by The Protomen
1:43:45 Liquid Ocelot injects some life and hope into this motherfucking game after hitting the stupid town orphanage
1:50:50 Snake's weird uncomfortable dreams
2:16:14 Giant Robot Fight
2:39:12 Golden Boy the animation
2:54:50 Raiden's role in MGS4
3:00:13 Raiden's role in MGR
3:07:08 The last serious MGS3 pull
3:16:43 Solid Snake is the greatest character in videogame history
AtheistJunior
I think my two absolute favorite moments in this video, that make me laugh literally every single time, are:
1.
"You ever see a guy with like, a hat? And a weird shirt? He's flipping a coin, because he's trying to get a coin thing going. He wants to be the guy with the coin.
....
That's me. I'm the guy that scared you in Best Buy."
2.
[Steak] "Nice try Kojima, but Snake HAS a family. And they're happy together. You just go ahead and kill him."
[Brak] "See if I care! Cause I do!"
😂😂😂
roler42
I gotta come here and fully agree with you that Rising completely fixes Raiden's character. For the simplest reason:
Before Rising, Raiden had his life ruined 3 times, and all of them were because he was being manipulated. Solidus kills his parents as a personal experiment on individuality, the Patriots put him in the S3 program as a test subject for their social manipulation experiment, and finally Rose takes away his son and abandons him for Campbell so he had nothing to lose and no hesitation to help destroy the patriots, losing his body in the process...
Every happy ending he gets as a result feels like a consolation prize because he never actually had a say in the matter.
But then Rising happens, yeah, Raiden is once again fighting, but this time around it's because HE chooses to, it is the game where no matter what happens in the story, Raiden asserts himself as his own man, and it's pretty powerful if you think about it.
Because while Big Boss kickstarts the war economy that ruins the world in 4 and Snake is helpless to stop it, Raiden comes out of the new war on terror tearing a hole in the military industrial complex by taking away the possibility to create new child soldiers and his actions even ends up leaving a positive impact on his own allies.
Raiden's war in Rising is not one he fights for money, governments, or for grand conspirators, it's one he fights for himself. And that's fucking beautiful.
Pandamoniaque
I wanted to let you know that this is, in all honnesty, my favourite video on Youtube.
I've seen it for the first time about 2 years ago. When I was in a very depressive state, under medication and all.. Nothing out of the ordinary but my own personnal struggle.
And eventhough the video was 3 hours long I couldn't help but keep watching it to the end. Because your video managed to talk about a video game franchise that I've experienced myself, in a way that helped me dive back into the memories of it all.
In about 3 hours I could remember the whole game and how it made me feel, meanwhile your essay brought up so many interesting new things to the table for me !
I don't know how to describe it, but the pacing of the video really catch me and I can't help but watch it entirely everytime. Because yeah, I guess I've seen it 4 times in the last 2 years. Which is very weird and could be considered a waste of time, but since the video's so long, it helps with grasping all of what is said into it. And to me, what is said matters.
The pacing isn't the only thing here, the humour is there, and the selection of songs used, as well as the Protomen parts. I just think you worked a lot to make this and it feels so good to be entertained by it.
And not only entertained, because as I mentionned, the essay has some very insightful things too, regarding the game's story, but also the game design, and also our own relationship to it as players.
And the fact that this video seems to be quite personnal for you, makes it quite touching as well.
It's.. It made me feel a lot of things, back when I first saw it. And everytime I've been watching it again since then.
It makes me remember why I loved these games, why I love to still be around, why I love that people get to share their interests the way you did.
And to me, these 3 hours of videos, they're very important. The fact that I can take 3 hours of my life to enjoy this, and feel grateful like that at the end of it.
It makes a lot of the struggles in my life worth it.
So yeah, thank you, and I wish you the best !
Tristan Soucy
Okay, Ive always wanted to make a comment on this video and ive finally mustered enough courage after watching it 4 times (ironic) but I saw it only a week after it first came out and always come back to it every year.
MGS4 was the first Metal Gear Solid game I played when I was 9 or 10, my dad got it and I watched him and played it for myself afterwards, and replayed and replayed. To a young boy, even the "stupid/confused" aspects or spectacles and even walls of dialog were just so fascinating to me at the time
I remember when we sold a bunch of our PS3 games to make some money back I reluctantly said that MGS4 could be sold because I never could find a copy of it since IRL, and probably would buy it again anytime since I still have 2 PS3s
For some reason MGS4 has been near and dear to my heart, I never knew of the games that came before it and didnt have to compare it to its predecessors like you ever had to. I was thrown into a world with complex thought that (when you pointed it out could have been a lot more clear cut) blew me away. This was also in the period of my life that I first laid my hands onto Fallout New Vegas. The Resonance of "War Never Changes" and "War Has Changed" was a mind blowing mental idea to a young boy, and both messages flew over my head at the time, but both games are still close to my heart.
However MSG4 to me was an almost perfect introduction to the Metal Gear series as I could start at the ending and Conspiracy my way back into time. Seeing the Threads I had no idea existed and build my deeper appreciation of what ideas came out later.
you know... until I played MSG5 with no spoilers so the ending just burned me.
But Ive always loved this video because it to me shows that even a non-perfect product can still be loved... and frankly I love Metal Gear Solid 4, to no end.
And I just wanted to show my appreciation to this video masterpiece
So Thank you Steak
NFKRZ
"Johnny shidded and farded and camed his way into the story" oh my god I am crying
the number four
yep
BrandonIsWeird
What are you doing here?
spacedp
Yo what are you doing in an MGS vid?
Devin Crawford
It's Russian Pyro!
cloudzack1090⛪️
an hero
Jane Fuckerbutt
Liquid ocelot running backwards shrugging and pointing is what made this game a 6/10 to a 9/10 when I originally played it.
Jaune Arc
I love how much of a little shithead he was in that scene
OrtadragoonX
Best scene in the game bar none.
sasaki999pro
That cartoonishly meniacle laugh of his just sends me.
Ocelot is the single greatest antagonist in video game history.