Only Inhuman
Sonic Syndicate Lyrics


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My presence of mind
Gave away the route to find
Incessant self-discipline
And I took it to my heart

In return, it besieged all my emotions
In return, it raped my consciousness
Can no longer tell if this is my voice
Or the thing deep inside of me

Will I ever find my refuse now?
Ever know myself again
Will I ever learn to treasure
The ones I care for
Everyone leaves in the end
Doesn't matter how hard you hold on
Doesn't matter how much you
Drain your heart for

Trust-kill on my mind

How do you define
The infestation of mine
How do you define
An invocation of a fallen

Searching for something better
Will I ever find something better?

All that's left of me are counterfeit emotions
All that's left of me is an artificial soul




Even so, a black void in this synthetic core
Will always mark where the heart used to beat

Overall Meaning

The opening lines of Sonic Syndicate's "Only Inhuman" deal with the idea of self-discipline, connecting it with the singer's sense of personal identity. The lyrics suggest that the singer's relentless pursuit of self-improvement has become a prison of the mind, something that has cut them off from their own emotions and left them with a sense of dread about their own internal motivations.


The middle section of the song presents a series of unanswered questions that reflect the singer's attempt to come to terms with their emotions and regain a sense of self. They wonder if they will ever feel truly loved, if the people they care about will always abandon them, and if they will ever find anything better than the hollow existence they currently inhabit. The final lines of the song describe the singer's sense of being a counterfeit version of themselves, an "artificial soul," whose black void underscores their loss of heart.


The lyrics of "Only Inhuman" are characterized by a sense of existential dread and a pervasive feeling of emptiness. The song deals with themes of identity, love, and self-worth, expressing a sense of fear about the difficulty of finding meaning in a world that can be cruel and isolating.


Line by Line Meaning

My presence of mind
My focus and awareness


Gave away the route to find
Allowed others to find and predict my actions and thoughts


Incessant self-discipline
Continuously maintaining control over oneself


And I took it to my heart
Absorbed it into my being and way of life


In return, it besieged all my emotions
As a consequence, it overwhelmed and attacked all my feelings


In return, it raped my consciousness
My thoughts and awareness were forcibly violated and harmed by it


Can no longer tell if this is my voice
Cannot discern whether my thoughts and actions are truly mine


Or the thing deep inside of me
Or if they are being controlled by something within me


Will I ever find my refuse now?
Will I ever be able to resist it or find a way out?


Ever know myself again
Will I ever truly understand and recognize who I am?


Will I ever learn to treasure
Will I ever appreciate and value


The ones I care for
The people who matter to me


Everyone leaves in the end
Everyone eventually goes away or dies


Doesn't matter how hard you hold on
No matter how much you try to cling to them


Doesn't matter how much you
No matter how much you


Drain your heart for
Exhaust and deplete your emotions for


Trust-kill on my mind
The destruction of trust is on my mind


How do you define
How can you describe or explain


The infestation of mine
The takeover and growth of something negative within me


An invocation of a fallen
Trying to bring back something that is lost or fallen


Searching for something better
Looking for something more meaningful or fulfilling


Will I ever find something better?
Am I capable of discovering something that truly satisfies me?


All that's left of me are counterfeit emotions
All I am left with are fake and artificial feelings


All that's left of me is an artificial soul
All I have left is a fake and inauthentic essence


Even so, a black void in this synthetic core
Still, there is a dark emptiness at the center of my artificial being


Will always mark where the heart used to beat
Will always remind me of the love, compassion, and humanity that I have lost




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Jan Schwaltzbauer

Who's here in 2021 almost 2022?

I don't remember why me and a friend of mine had nothing to do on Thursday, October 18, 2007.

But I do remember that that same morning we found out that there would be an Eastpack Antidote Tour date that evening at 8pm at Backstage, in Munich.
Lineup: Sonic Syndicate, Dark Tranquillity, Caliban and Soilwork.

From where we lived at that time Munich was just a little more than 500 km away.

"well, ok, let's go then!" said I, and just an hour later, with some rags and a toothbrush in a backpack, we were on the road headed to Munich!

It was one of the best concerts I've ever seen!!!

After the concert we had beers and chatted all night with the guys from the bands, what a night!!!
Shaking hands and having a beer with Bjorn Strid, my lifelong idol, was an honor and a huge thrill and, as a bass player, chatting with Karin and Ola about our basses, amps and equipment was really cool!!!

I will carry the memory of that night with me for all my life!

So much time has passed... wonderful times, wonderful years....



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