My Singing Soul
St. Germain Lyrics

I'm all alone and I want to go home
Feeling lonely and desiring peace and comfort.

But I can't let go of all this pain that I hold
Holding onto the past hurt and struggling to move on.

I'm on my own and I just don't know
Feeling lost and uncertain about the future.

If I can live anymore with all this hate in my soul
Questioning if it's possible to keep going with so much negativity inside.

Your gone and your never coming back again
Reflecting on someone's departure and mourning the loss.

I'm still out here waiting so i'm hopping on this track again
Seeking a way to cope with the pain and emotions through music.

Your lost and i'm never going to find out
Accepting that the person is gone and cannot be found.

Putting it behind me girl i'm going to never mind you
Making a conscious decision to let go and move forward.

Moving forward all the things that I can't hold back
Taking active steps to release the things that are holding back progress.

Want to fold under pressure I don't move like that
Refusing to give up and break under difficult circumstances.

I've been keeping it in when I think about you
Bottling up emotions related to a specific person or memory.

But I know that it will hit me when I mix this track
Anticipating a release of pent-up emotions while working on music.

Been wanting all the things that I know I can't have
Yearning for the unattainable.

The things that I hate are the reasons you laugh
Feeling that one's flaws or insecurities are a source of amusement for someone else.

Lately I've been feeling like i'm under attack
Feeling overwhelmed and stressed by various pressures.

Reminiscing about the days when we didn't have a past
Reflecting on a time when things were simpler or easier.

I don't want to be alone
Craving companionship and connection with others.

I just want to go home
Desiring a place of safety and comfort.

I just want to get some credit for the love that I've shown
Yearning for recognition and appreciation for one's efforts and feelings.

You left me on my own
Feeling abandoned by someone who was once there.

I keep checking my phone
Constantly hoping for a message or sign of the person's return.

Trying to see if maybe you've heard all the words that I wrote
Hoping that the words expressed in the music have reached the intended recipient.

With all of this hate in my brain
Feeling consumed by negative thoughts and emotions.

I got addicted to pain
Becoming accustomed to pain and negative feelings.

I don't want to get to the point where they don't know my name
Expressing a fear of being forgotten or overlooked.

But still want all of my fame
Desiring success and recognition despite fears of being forgotten.

So i'm staying in my lane
Focusing on one's own personal goals and success rather than the opinions of others.

I'll never switch for a hater that's going to say that I changed
Staying true to oneself even in the face of negativity or criticism.

Get the fuck away from me
Expressing frustration or anger towards someone.

Say you want a feature bitch but this ain't free
Asserting one's own value and worth in a professional context.

I don't need you if you don't need me
Recognizing that relationships and collaborations must be mutually beneficial.

And I won't be here in a couple of weeks
Asserting one's independence and ability to move on from certain situations or people.

I'm moving on like waves in the sea
Continuing to progress and adapt in life like the constant motion of the ocean.

You're changing so much that I can't even see
Struggling to recognize or understand someone who has changed dramatically.

The person that I know you used to be
Reflecting on someone's past identity or character.

Me and you don't equal we
Recognizing that two people may no longer be compatible or able to work together.

Cause you're too good for me
Admitting feelings of inadequacy or unworthiness.

I've been thinking for some time and finally now I see
Reaching a new realization or understanding after a period of reflection.

That I just can't compete
Realizing that one cannot measure up to someone else's expectations or standards.

With curiosity
Acknowledging that one is questioning or unsure about a situation or relationship.

So i'll walk this lonely road until you follow me
Resolving to move forward alone and hoping that others may join or follow at some point.

Do you love me anymore
Questioning the status of a relationship or connection with someone.