Heal
Statemachine Lyrics


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Sat down to write a book
But all that came out was one lousy line
Couldn't make up the story in time
It was twenty years ago today
The paper's still there in the typewriter
And I can still remember that very first line
Maybe all that I grow is a hole in myself
All I accomplish is lost on myself
Yet all I feel is the way I heal
Maybe all I can grow is this hole in myself
But then maybe I don't mind losing myself
When all I feel is the way I heal
I'm the dot at the end of the trail of debris




Been filling my void with semantic debris
Now all I feel is the way I heal

Overall Meaning

In "Heal," Statemachine explores themes of writer's block, loss of creativity, and the ways in which emotional pain can be a source of inspiration. The singer laments their inability to write more than one line of a book, suggesting that they have been stuck in this creative rut for the past twenty years. They recall the moment of beginning, the first line they wrote, which still stands in their typewriter. The singer questions the value of their productivity - is all they grow just a hole in themselves, with nothing to show for it? They seem to find some solace in the way that they feel, however. Even if their output is lacking, they can still find some semblance of healing in their emotional experience.


The line "I'm the dot at the end of the trail of debris" is a poignant and powerful metaphor, suggesting that the singer is just a small bit of punctuation amongst a vast and messy life. They have been trying to fill the void of their existence with "semantic debris" - in other words, meaningless language and nonsense - but they now realize that all that really matters is the way they heal. The song seems to argue that despite the difficulties and frustrations of finding artistic inspiration, it is ultimately our emotional journeys that matter most.


Overall, "Heal" is a reflective and introspective song that speaks to the universal struggle of finding meaning and purpose in life.


Line by Line Meaning

Sat down to write a book
I attempted to write a full story, but instead, something else manifested.


But all that came out was one lousy line
My creativity was limited to just one unsatisfying and inadequate sentence.


Couldn't make up the story in time
My ideas and imagination were not enough to create a story in the allotted timeframe.


It was twenty years ago today
This memory of creative difficulty is a recollection from two decades ago.


The paper's still there in the typewriter
The failed attempt at writing that single line remains physically present in the typewriter.


And I can still remember that very first line
The memory of that one lousy line remains detailed in my mind.


Maybe all that I grow is a hole in myself
Perhaps all that I produce is a void within me, reflecting my lack of creativity.


All I accomplish is lost on myself
Any success or achievement I attain is insignificant in comparison to my sense of inadequacy.


Yet all I feel is the way I heal
Despite my creative struggles and personal shortcomings, my ability to express myself through writing is therapeutic.


Maybe all I can grow is this hole in myself
Perhaps my limited ability to create represents a deeper emotional emptiness within me.


But then maybe I don't mind losing myself
However, perhaps losing myself in writing and creativity is not a bad thing for me.


When all I feel is the way I heal
As long as I can use writing as a form of therapeutic release, it does not matter if my creative output is limited.


I'm the dot at the end of the trail of debris
I am the small, insignificant endpoint of a larger, chaotic and broken creative process.


Been filling my void with semantic debris
I have been attempting to satisfy my creative emptiness by consuming and internalizing various ideas and experiences.


Now all I feel is the way I heal
Despite the difficulties and struggles of the creative process, writing is a therapeutic outlet for me.




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Comments from YouTube:

ambientwind

Wouldn't want to stir things up just because i'm dead....aww I love this song so much,!

Boerlady

Toppenlåt!!

Boerlady

super!

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