C
Suicide Lyrics


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I'm not into you
She in love, know she a fien
I'm high off these percs, baby girl, they in my jeans
I just bought my ho some wang, no we don't do McQueens
Im just outside with my gang, yea you know what I mean
Yeah, I just bought the percs so I don't need you
Yeah, I paint that hoe ass like it's evisu
Yeah, I'mma hit it once, but I can't keep you
Yeah, niggas fake like plastic, they so see through
I can't fuck with that lil' hoe, she think I need you
Bullets kill that boy, yeah, this lil' bulldog, it gon' eat you
Get on your knees like you gonna pray, but I can't preach you
Only bitch that ever had my heart, no I can't leave you
Yeah yo shawty proud of me and shit I got these diamonds they floodin my wrist
Hellcat with two fast got kick, she want the old me, I don't know where he is
three hoes on me right now, lil' nigga, know they asian
All these fed ass niggas talkin', all that shit interrogation yeah
These niggas know I'm smarter, nigga a bitch, he ain't my son, he my daughter
She in love know she a fiend
I'ma high off these percs baby girl, they in my jeans
I just bought my hoe some wang no we don't do McQueens
I just outside with my gang yeah you know what I mean
Yeah, I just bought these percs, so I don't need you
Yeah I paint that hoe ass like its evisu




Yeah, I might hit it once, but I can't keep you
Yeah niggas fake like plastic they so see-through

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Suicide's song "C" delve into the theme of self-reflection, regret, and isolation. It seems like the singer has done something wrong and is trying to make it right, but is struggling to find the courage to confront the person they have hurt. The first stanza talks about how the wrongdoing is hidden behind a curtain and how the singer faces their inner demons alone. The second stanza talks about how they woke up to the realization that they were wrong and are now trying in vain to make it right. The third stanza talks about the singer's fear and nervousness, maybe because they are not sure how the person they have hurt would react to their apology.


The chorus of the song emphasizes the difficulty in expressing one's thoughts and feelings with words. It seems like the singer is struggling to communicate their remorse and the other person's reaction is ambiguous to them. The line "And a truth appears that I could not bear" suggests that the person they have hurt may not forgive them or may react with disdain. The line "It's understood, it's so understood what you're trying to say to me with no words" suggests that despite the lack of verbal communication, the singer understands the other person's reaction.


Overall, the lyrics of the song "C" convey a sense of emotional struggle and the difficulty in communicating with others. It highlights the theme of isolation and how it can be difficult to bridge the gap between oneself and others.


Line by Line Meaning

Behind a curtain
My mistakes and shortcomings are hidden from the public.


Lies my wrong
My wrongdoings are concealed behind the veil of secrecy.


And I face some evils alone
I have no one to share my inner demons with.


I wake up, I realize
I wake up to the fact that my life has issues.


That I was wrong
I come to the realization that my decisions were misguided.


And I try
I make attempts to right the wrongs I have done.


In vain to make it right
My efforts to correct things are unsuccessful.


But she sits, but she sighs
Despite my apologies, my partner remains unimpressed.


But then she looks into my eyes
Despite being let down, she tries to understand me.


And a truth appears
She sees the real me and my flawed character.


That I could not bare
I cannot accept the truth that my partner exposes.


It's understood, It's so understood, what your trying to say
I know what you are communicating to me.


It's understood, it's so understood what your trying to say to me with no words
I understand what you mean despite the absence of words.


Down in a basement
I confront my fears and doubts in a confined, dark place.


I came to grips with fear
I finally accept the reality of what scares me.


Reality... it was not right
The truth about my life is hard to accept.


I chalk it up to false pretense
I blame myself for faking it until I've made it.


Nervousness, it was my downfall
My mental state caused my failure.




Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: chris mapps

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@molly5457

What do u think of my lyrics anyone? I made this up in 5 minutes it's based on a true story

I am a kid
A kid of survival
Always brought up
To respect the bible

But when I WAS just a kid
I just wanted to be big
Never wanted to be told
Always wanted to control

We were a happy family
Until my mummy said
Goodbye to me

(That's it so far, I'm still working on it and will put versus in between, as it sounds weird changing like that)



All comments from YouTube:

@DECOY275

The instrumental is Atmosphere - Last to say

@avatowers6772

DECOY275 her last words by Courtney Parker ?

@DECOY275

Ava Towers Atmosphere made the beat. They made their song 2 years before courtney parker

@reconstructings2001

This made me cry when mom walked in and witnessed the attempt

@RRen-km6bt

Check out a rap song I made about depression

https://youtu.be/MNClWKmEB_M

@natd.6807

in tears ...when u realize this song explains who u are....

@katielouisewyatt8133

it really does with mee too

@freyabi

Same here

@beycieraaa4118

yea....... its sad that it describes me😫😫

@toricarter8403

same

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