A Million Memories
Susana Lyrics

I can almost hear your laughter
I have such strong memories of your laughter that I feel like I can still hear it, but it's just a memory and not reality.

I can almost feel your touch
I remember how you would touch me, and I miss it so much that I can almost feel it now, but it's just in my mind.

I still see you in the shadows
Even though you're gone, I still catch glimpses of you in the corners of my vision or in the darkness, but your presence is just a memory.

But you're not here
Despite how much I want you to still be with me, the truth is that you're gone and I can't change that.

Bitter sweet sadness
There's a mix of emotions within me when I think about you, a combination of joy and sorrow that feels bittersweet.

In every room
Every room I go into reminds me of you, and the memories we shared together.

So many memories
I have so many memories of us that it's overwhelming, but I cherish them all deeply.

Gone too soon
You were taken from me too early, before we had the chance to do everything we wanted and live a long life together.

Did I miss the warning signs?
I can't help but wonder if I somehow missed something that could have saved you or helped us to prepare for your loss.

Did I hold on to an imaginary dream?
I question whether I was holding onto a false hope or dream that wasn't based in reality, and if that's why you're really gone.

Why do I blame myself,
I feel guilty and responsible for your loss, even though logically I know that it wasn't my fault.

For just about every little thing?
I blame myself for things that I logically know I couldn't control, because I'm struggling to come to terms with your loss.

All that's left of you and me
The only thing that remains of our relationship is the memories we shared together.

Are a Million Memories
But those memories are enough to sustain me, even though I wish I still had you here with me.