T.W.Z. was founded in 2003, spreading religious and mythical w… Read Full Bio ↴Biography
T.W.Z. was founded in 2003, spreading religious and mythical words and playing industrial/E.B.M. with ambient parts. The primary concept is Timewave Zero. Most of the songs discuss this subject but in overall the songs are not bound to a specific ideology, rather a category which can best be described as anti-humanistic.
History
In 2003, Richard and Marcus founded T.W.Z. Marcus left T.W.Z. after almost 3 years after writing most of the music for The Sixth Extinction and B-SIDES 0. Since Prologue: Death's Dance; Richard is writing all the music. Lars teamed up during december of 2005 and has been writing lyrics and working on the concept together with Richard since the last tracks recorded on B-SIDES 0.
Karin joined T.W.Z. in september 2006 and made her entrance on Evolution.
Lars and Karin are since Evolution no longer with T.W.Z..
In mid-2008 Solskugga appears on the track In Lak'ech M.R.T. and continues to do some more vocal work on the Serpent Column Portal album (release in 2009).
Confession
T.W.Z. Lyrics
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Things in my past been comin' back to haunt me
So much I gotta do its all been weighin on me
But still I gotta find my way, find my way back, oh
We on the road to destruction, baby, lead the way
You insecure like you Issa Rae
Tried to give you my sweet love, like Anita Baker
Blocked my last girl for you cause you'd act a fool
Now my eX got no value like we back in school
So please tell me why you still actin irrational
Gave up all my contacts for you and all my glasses too
(I dont see nobody)
Cutting everyone off is what I had to do
To show you that I love you, now you have the proof
But you was trouble, only tellin' half the truth
Drivin' me crazy, tryin' to take a different avenue
Can you blame me? Tellin' me I switched, but really I'm the same me
Gotta take a new direction, this road is too pedestrian
Sayin' I won't find another, will only get someone new elected
Thoughts in my head, yeah, I've been feelin' lonely
Things in my past been coming back to haunt me
So much I gotta do its all been weighin on me
But still I gotta find my way, find my way back ohh
Thoughts in my head, yeah, I've been feelin' lonely
Things in my past been coming back to haunt me
So much I gotta do its all been weighin on me
But still I gotta find my way, find my way back ohh
Keep my guard up, nowadays I'm too protective
I've been scarred up, nowadays I'm too selective
Said I'm too protective, and I'm too selective
Keep my guard up, nowadays I'm too protective
I've been scarred up, nowadays I'm too selective
All these flaws and you wanna act like you perfected
I'll send my location only if you address it
Keep my guard up, woah
Keep my guard up
In the song "Confession" by T.W.Z., the lyrics express the artist's feelings of loneliness and the weight of his past experiences haunting him. He acknowledges the struggles he faces and the overwhelming responsibilities he carries, but emphasizes the need to find his way back from these challenges.
The artist describes being on a path of destruction, where someone is leading him towards negative outcomes. He compares this person's insecurities to Issa Rae, suggesting that their lack of confidence is affecting their relationship. He had tried to give this person his love, similar to Anita Baker's sweet love songs, but realizes that it all felt like a dream and he needs to wake up from this illusion.
The artist expresses his commitment to the relationship by blocking his previous partner, showing his dedication to making things work. He also mentions how he sacrificed his contacts and glasses for this person, suggesting that he gave up things important to him. However, he questions the person's irrational behavior and wonders why they still act this way. This highlights the confusion and frustration he feels due to their actions.
The artist explains that he cut off everyone else in his life to prove his love and loyalty to this person. However, he realizes that this person was trouble and only told him half-truths. Their actions have driven him crazy, pushing him to seek a different path in life.
The artist acknowledges that he is still the same person despite the accusation of changing. He decides to take a new direction and leave behind the pedestrian path he has been on. He dismisses the notion that he won't find someone else and implies that he will find a new love interest. Despite feeling lonely, he is determined to find his way back.
The repetition of the phrase "keep my guard up" emphasizes the artist's self-protection and caution. He has been scarred from past experiences, leading him to be more selective and guarded in his relationships. He recognizes both his flaws and the imperfections of his partner, indicating that he is not seeking perfection but rather honest communication and genuine effort from them. The mention of sending his location only if they address the issue implies his desire for open and direct communication.
Overall, the lyrics of "Confession" delve into the artist's emotions of loneliness, past burdens, and the need to find his way back. It reflects his experiences in a tumultuous relationship where he wrestles with his own personal growth and the challenges of finding love and understanding.
Line by Line Meaning
Thoughts in my head, yeah I've been feeling lonely
I've been experiencing feelings of loneliness and my thoughts are consumed by it.
Things in my past been comin' back to haunt me
Past events and experiences are resurfacing and causing lingering negative effects.
So much I gotta do its all been weighin on me
I have a lot of responsibilities and tasks that are overwhelming me.
But still I gotta find my way, find my way back, oh
Despite the challenges, I need to navigate and rediscover my path.
We on the road to destruction, baby, lead the way
Our relationship is heading towards a damaging outcome, and you are influencing the direction.
You insecure like you Issa Rae
You are lacking confidence and expressing it similarly to how Issa Rae does.
Tried to give you my sweet love, like Anita Baker
I made an effort to express my affection to you in a gentle and loving manner, just like Anita Baker's music.
This really felt like a dream, I guess I need to wake up
Our relationship seemed perfect and idealistic, but now I realize it's not realistic and I need to face reality.
Blocked my last girl for you cause you'd act a fool
I cut off communication with my previous partner because I believed you were worth it, but now I see you also display irrational behavior.
Now my eX got no value like we back in school
My ex-partner holds no significance to me now, just like in school where someone's worth is often based on popularity.
So please tell me why you still actin irrational
I need an explanation for your continued irrational behavior.
Gave up all my contacts for you and all my glasses too
I sacrificed my social connections and personal vision for you, metaphorically speaking.
(I dont see nobody)
I don't see anyone else but you in my life.
Cutting everyone off is what I had to do
I decided to distance myself from everyone else in order to prioritize you.
To show you that I love you, now you have the proof
I took these actions as proof of my love for you.
But you was trouble, only tellin' half the truth
You were causing problems and only giving me partial truths.
Drivin' me crazy, tryin' to take a different avenue
Your actions and behavior are causing me great frustration, as you attempt to take a different approach.
Can you blame me? Tellin' me I switched, but really I'm the same me
You accuse me of changing, but in reality, I haven't altered who I truly am.
Gotta take a new direction, this road is too pedestrian
I need to choose a different path because the current one is ordinary and lacking excitement.
Saying I won't find another, will only get someone new elected
Claiming that I won't find someone else will only attract a new person into my life.
Keep my guard up, nowadays I'm too protective
I am cautious and defensive in my interactions with others, as a result of past experiences.
I've been scarred up, nowadays I'm too selective
Due to past emotional wounds, I am now very particular when it comes to choosing who I let into my life.
All these flaws and you wanna act like you perfected
Despite having imperfections, you pretend like you are flawless.
I'll send my location only if you address it
I will disclose my whereabouts only if you confront and resolve the issues between us.
Keep my guard up, woah
I maintain a defensive stance in order to protect myself.
Keep my guard up
I continue to be cautious and vigilant.
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Ernest Zazueta, Schama Noel
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Oahu Hawaii
Amber's lawyers should paraphrase the court dialogue from Gilligan's Island.
Thurston Howell III:
I'd like to charge Mary Ann with murder.
Professor Roy Hinkley:
Murder?
Thurston Howell III:
Her testimony's killing me.
Dee Jay
Here are some quick facts about Amber that we know that are proven:
1) He wasn't the only alcoholic and drug abuser. She drank 2 bottles of wine a day, took drugs as well by her own admission.
2) Caught lying about using the makeup that didn't exist back then to "cover her bruises" frequently, which was refuted by the makeup company in court.
3) Past domestic violence arrest against her ex, literally charged and arrested. Plus admitted to domestic violence against Johnny. Plus suspicion of domestic violence against her own sister (her sister was discussing it with her friends by the poolside in a video clip), and assaulted her ex-best friend in public. In contrast Johnny has no history of being violent towards women, every single one of his ex gfs and spouses all speak highly of him, and has said he's never laid hands on them.
4) Audio recording of her admitting to cutting his finger in Australia (not allowed in this trial due to technicalities), proving again that her testimony was a lie. (one of the voices on the tape is now deceased and can't testify)
5) Her psychologist lied about Amber having no domestic violence history and was called out by Johnny's attorney.
6) Has NO witnesses or evidence (all conveniently random strangers that she doesn't know or deceased people like the bodyguard)
7) Her longtime assistant testified under oath that she did not once see or hear any physical abuse from Depp or ever saw any injuries on Heard in all the years. She also testified under oath that Heard spit ON her face when she asked for a raise
8) She visits Dr Kipper's office the day after an alleged incident where she was severely beaten, the doctor's medical report states her in perfect health, with no injuries of any kind on her, also state her skin was in perfect condition. Her explanation was "this was a partial report and I didn't have time to get into the details with the doctor about the injuries". (Day 16 of trial cross examination)
9) Allegedly got her nose broken, hit multiple times, her scalp and hair ripped off, penetrated by a bottle, dragged over broken glass and got her arms and legs "pretty cut up", then somehow felt safe enough to take sleeping pills with her "attacker" in the same house, woke up the next day and made him coffee, then went to James Corden's show miraculously healed. No marks, no scars, no pictures, no medical report . Hair stylist saw no signs of abuse, the hair stylist would've been inches away from her face looking at all the details while working on her appearance, and she saw 0 injuries. Multiple witnesses (including 3 cops) saw no signs of abuse.
10) Allegedly got raped and assaulted multiple times on her honeymoon, then wrote Johnny a love letter saying "it was the most amazing and beautiful honeymoon any girl could've ever dreamed of". (evidence presented in Day 18 of trial)
11) Claimed she wanted to leave Johnny, but in all the audio clips she was the one begging him to stay. Claimed she always tried to de-escalate, but in audio clips she was always the aggressor preventing him from leaving and taunting him .
12) In all her "crying", there's never a single tear coming out of her eyes, even when reciting the most "traumatic experience".
13) Allegedly feared for her life but bought him a large knife.
14) Testified under oath that she was beaten by Johnny with huge chunky rings on all his fingers, said she was "hit so many times in the face over and over again she lost count". The photos taken the next day shows her face completely spotless without any injuries, when cross examined, she answers "there do not appear to be any injuries on my face in that photo".
15) Caught lying under oath again saying she "didn't receive money" from Johnny when she got $7 million, and lying about "never assaulted" Johnny when she admits to it on tape.
16) Proven once again as a liar when she made public statement of donating 7 million dollars for children's hospital but in reality donated exactly 0 dollars before she was called out, also caught lying under oath about donating the money. Her sworn statement was "I donated the entire settlement of $7 million to charity", when cross examined, she states "I did not lie, I pledged the $7 million, "pledged" and "donated" are synonymous, they mean the same thing." (Day 16 of trial cross examination)
17) Blackmailing Depp with her attorney, trying to make a deal for 3 of the adjoining penthouses where they both lived, 50k monthly expenses, 500k in attorney fees and the SUV Depp let her drive in exchange for not filing the protection order.
18) Her publishing of the op-ed "domestic violence" piece is timed perfectly with the release of Aquaman film, it didn't get published when they divorced, or before, or right after, but instead it was published right when Aquaman was being released and when the "Me Too" movement was grabbing the most headlines.
19) Amber Heard's team desperately tried to stop the trial from being publicly broadcasted while Depp's team made sure it was made public
20) Long time friend and co worker of Amber Heard telling about her hardcore cocaine and drug habit dating all the way back to 2008 when they were close associates, (youtube show called "Steven and Jason" and in the newest episode titled "We need to talk about AH").
21) Amber testified about having injuries such as “gross colored puss coming out of her temple” and “suffering a broken nose”, but when cross examined she changes the lines to “gross colored puss UNDER HER SCALP” and “FELT like a broken nose”, because she knew the evidence is about to show ZERO injuries visible on her. (How does she see gross colored puss under her scalp? With an X-ray machine??)
22) Allegedly got beaten up for FIVE YEARS and not a SINGLE injury shown on her face, no doctor visits, no dentists, no surgeons, no photos, despite countless appearances in public events and countless photos taken given her celebrity status, many of those public appearances were the night after "the beating", keep in mind the beating were all allegedly done by Depp with "huge chunky" rings on all his fingers, yet after five years of beating, she didn't need to visit the doctors once or show on sign of injury on her face, sounds like her facial bone density and durability of her skin can match that of armor platings.
23) Alleges Johnny slashed the soles of her feet, but was seen the next day walking completely normal, again no doctor visits or treatments of any kind even though she has a personal doctor on retainer.
24) Constantly changing details of her stories and allegations, she's already given 4 different versions of the poop incident, she has said "1: told security guard that she pooped and it was a practical joke gone wrong. 2: Johnny did it to frame her. 3: said it never happened and Johnny was gaslighting her. 4: said the tiny puppies did it."
25) Her lying under oath is not even worth mentioning anymore, there is too many to list, just to list a few in this trial alone. Lying about not receiving any money from Johnny, when in fact she received $7 million. Lying about having donated the money, when in fact she has donated $0 so far. Lying about never assaulted Johnny, when in fact she was recorded admitting to it multiple times. Lying about never assaulted anyone before, when in fact she's assaulted at least 4 that we have evidence of. Lying about her injuries, when a medical record showed absolutely no injuries.
26) She put someone through hell for years, publicly shamed and destroyed his career and life, just so she can be seen as a noble victim and use the attention and sympathy to advance her career and profile. She claims she's never wanted to be seen as a victim and wanted to move on, but appears in countless TV shows and articles talking about her "abuse" and "donation" non stop, literally appeared on every show she could to talk about her being a victim and being noble on the donation that never happened.
27) Amber's own friend, Tillet Wright, a long time close friend with Amber Heard, testified under oath that he's never seen or heard Amber being abused by Johnny Depp. (Day 20 of trial)
Samuel Cornish
This guy is actually a really good witness. He doesn't go on about random junk and answers the questions truthfully and fully.
Not-even -German
@Hugh Sweeney 😂😂😂 right
Cindy Tartt
@renee fenn you might be a wreck but not probably wreak havoc ❤️😉
Somy Sadr
he was super intelligent
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"She was supposed to turn towards the camera so we could get a shot of a bruise on the right side of her face."
Contradicts Amber's statement how the paparazzi just turned up. She knew!
Nia Shantelle
@FutureMediaPro oh I see. You abuse people in your life too, and then cry victim and get mad when nobody believes you even after you've told on yourself. Makes sense. Good day
FutureMediaPro
@Samus in a hat You probably know about that......funny comment.
FutureMediaPro
@Nia Shantelle YOU CLEARLY HAVEN"T WATCH THE TRAIL'''' That's all yeah say the same thing funny af.
FutureMediaPro
@Nameless You do know there's a difference between the movies and real life.....hello.
Virtual Asylum
I can't even comprehend how SCANDALOUS a person can be...to make up such vicious lies, fake bruises, and then tip off the paparazzi to film it? Wow....what a piece of work.