Loveless
TRUSTRICK Lyrics

あなたがいい'と 言ったのは いつも 嘘じゃなかった
Every time I said 'I love you,' it was never a lie

導き合え Traumaよ
Let's guide each other through our traumas

最後までも ずっと その笑顔は 知らないひとだ
Until the end, I never knew the person behind that smile

傷つき方 懐かしさは一緒 運命を感じさせるには充分
Our ways of hurting are similar, enough to make me feel destined

一向に通い慣れないその部屋に 2人が無くて まるでリンクしない
In that room where we never grew accustomed to, it felt like we didn't even connect

気まぐれはなぜ一度は 輝かせる 人違い
Why does fickleness sometimes make us shine? It's a case of mistaken identity

「居てよ」と願えた あの日、十字グラフで重なった 面影は何処へ
That day when we overlapped on a cross graph, where did the remnants go, the remnants of me longing for you to stay?

未だ記憶にも フォルムさえ残せない
Even still, I can't preserve your memory or even your form

交ざり ただ距離だけが開いた あなたみたいに 甘い恋ばかりを 歌えないよ
We merged, but only distance grew between us. I can't sing sweet love songs like you

現実感はないまま 奥歯鳴らして 背後にある過去を 追い越そうとして 見上げた目は 嘘 琥珀色した嘘
Without a sense of reality, I grit my teeth, trying to surpass the past behind me. The eyes that looked up were filled with lies, amber-colored lies

妬けた首に 背伸びした 魅せるのが上手ね 多分もう見抜けない
I envy your charming neck, stretching upwards. You're good at captivating, maybe I can't see through you anymore

私では足りない、と知って 優しさのせいで 未来まで掠める
Realizing that I'm not enough, because of your kindness, I'm left out even in the future

長めの夢見てた 夜が味方になった気がした 大切にされた気がした
I had long dreams, and it felt like the night became my ally, it felt like I was cherished

あなたも持て余しては どこかで少し 変わろうとしていたの?
Were you also feeling overwhelmed and trying to change a little somewhere?

ただの'寂しい'とか 'もう大丈夫'とか ひとつには ならない感情で
Just the feeling of being 'lonely' or saying 'I'm fine' can't be summed up into one

切れた導火線 意地でも掴んでれば 形だけは愛された
If I stubbornly hold onto the broken fuse, at least the appearance of being loved remains

はじめからずっと 1ミリも動かない あなたはそう あなただけのもの
From the beginning until now, not even one millimeter has changed. That's you, you belong to yourself

良かった 私もう 寂しくて泣かないでいいや ただ恋だけが眠ったんだ
It's good, I don't have to be lonely and cry anymore. It was just love that slept