Return to Surrender
Tamaryn Lyrics


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A desert of sand
Passed through your hands
I'll follow you there
Where the dust meets the land

She's standing here with her colors on
Imagine her hair
Untied and long

And you were there
With her hand in hand
You let go running through the falling sand

Here we are again
A longtime surrender to the end

I asked her here
What's not mine?
She's not empty at all
she's crystalline
I'n silver hues
It fades again
She won't always be there to hold me and

Here we are again
A longtime surrender to the end

Death is sudden
Not certain death
Sure we die again

Death is sudden




Not certain
Death sure we try again

Overall Meaning

The opening lines of Tamaryn's song Return to Surrender create an imagery of a desert, which is a recurring symbol throughout the song. The disheartening desert made the persona feel desperate, and she wants to follow her lover wherever he goes, even if it means traversing the dusty land. The second stanza paints a different picture of her lover, someone she admires and dreams of being with. The love interest is described as a vivid and radiant person with long untied hair. This part can suggest how the persona sees her lover as a freeing spirit that she wishes to embrace.


In the chorus, Tamaryn implies the idea of returning to the same place again with her lover, "here we are again, a longtime surrender to the end." It suggests that for the persona, the end is imminent and inevitable. However, the persona has become okay with surrendering herself to the circumstances, to the point where she's asking her lover, "what's not mine?"


The last part of the song leaves the listener with a haunting ending as Tamaryn sings about the certainty of death, but not the time of death, implying that death is inevitable yet unpredictable. The last line ("Death sure we try again") can signify that although the person will die, her or his spirit will live again.


Line by Line Meaning

A desert of sand
The setting of the scene is in a desert.


Passed through your hands
The sand in the desert was once held by someone else.


I'll follow you there
The singer is willing to follow the person who held the sand previously.


Where the dust meets the land
They are meeting in a place where sand and ground meet.


She's standing here with her colors on
There is a woman present with colorful clothing.


Imagine her hair
The singer is prompting the listener to imagine the woman's hair.


Untied and long
The woman's hair is not tied up and is lengthy.


And you were there
The person who held the sand previously was present.


With her hand in hand
The person who held the sand previously is holding hands with the woman with long hair and colorful clothing.


You let go running through the falling sand
The person who held the sand let go of the woman's hand and ran through the sand.


Here we are again A longtime surrender to the end
This situation has happened before and it is a continuous surrender to the end.


I asked her here What's not mine?
The singer is questioning the woman about something that is not hers.


She's not empty at all she's crystalline I'n silver hues It fades again She won't always be there to hold me
The woman is not empty, but rather filled with crystal-like qualities in the color of silver. However, this quality cannot be relied upon forever.


And Here we are again A longtime surrender to the end Death is sudden Not certain death Sure we die again Death is sudden Not certain Death sure we try again
A repetition of the previous understanding: this situation keeps happening and will continue to happen, and despite the uncertainty of death, we will continue to die and try again.




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Comments from YouTube:

Herbstwind

another lovely one from this band.

Christopher Williams

Great artist, great cycling music. 415 represent. Thanks for posting!

AbstractMan23

what are the other songs on this EP? links? thanks!

spystyle

You should be more specific, that's a bold claim.

Laissez faire

Nico meets King Rex

Velindro

i almost fell for this girl when she bartended at the dark room in the lower east side manhattan. soft eyes and a brash temperment that could seduce any casanova. so enveloped in becoming an epic star, she could never see me as more than a common patron. sad. nice tunes though

Noka

Woww

Wayne Gragam

half the songs ar recreations of old goth club bands frome late 80s early 90s and she change the name and dousnt give credit for cover

AUroRA BoReAliS

is it just inspiration or cover?

Kenneth Aquino

Sounds a bit like Zombie but doesn't matter.

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