Easy
Tayla Parx Lyrics

I'd give my right arm and my last, you wouldn't give me half of that
I am willing to give everything I have for you while you won't even offer half in return

In return, that's too bad
It's unfortunate that you won't reciprocate my feelings and actions

You party on, you live your life
While I am trying to cope with our breakup, you continue to enjoy your life going out and partying

While I pretend that I'm alright
I am trying to act like everything is okay even though it's not

I'm okay, I'm alright
I keep telling myself and others that I am fine, but deep down I am struggling with my emotions

I thought that we would both regret
I believed that both of us would feel remorse for what we said and did, but it seems like only I do

All the stupid shit we said
We said a lot of foolish and hurtful things during our relationship

And laugh it off as we go back to bed
I hoped that we could forgive each other and laugh off our fights as we cuddle in bed

Thought there'd be a late night text
I expected you to message me at night asking where I have been

Askin' me where I've been at
You usually inquire about my whereabouts by sending me messages

This should be harder for you
The breakup should be harder on you since you initiated it

But, baby, instead
But surprisingly, you seem to be doing fine

You make it look easy, way too damn easy
You make moving on from our relationship seem effortless, almost too easy

Ooh, like you don't even have to try
It looks like you are not affected by the breakup at all and don't have to put in any effort to move on

You make it look easy, baby, just teach me
I wish you could show me how to move on quickly like you did

Ooh, how you get to sleep every night
I want to know how you are able to sleep soundly without being bothered by the breakup

'Cause for me, it's not easy, easy, ea', no
It's hard for me to move on from the breakup and it's not easy for me like it is for you

Did something click off in your brain to help you not think of my name?
Did something happen to make you forget about me and not have me in your thoughts?

Wish I could say the same
I wish I could also say that I don't think about you, but unfortunately, I can't

I tried to go out to a bar, and soon as I stepped out my car
I attempted to go out and have fun, but as soon as I arrived at the bar, I left immediately

I left just as fast as I came
I left the bar as quickly as I arrived since I couldn't bear being there without you

I thought I'd run into your friends
I assumed that I would bump into your friends and get an update on how you're doing

And ask 'em how you really been
I planned to ask your friends about your current state

And they would say you haven't been the same
I anticipated that they would inform me that you haven't been doing well since the breakup

But baby, look at you right now
However, looking at you now, you seem to be enjoying yourself

Tearin' up the whole damn town
You are living your life to the fullest, partying and enjoying yourself everywhere you go

While I'm still here wrapped up in all my pain
Meanwhile, I am still struggling with my emotions and feeling the pain of our breakup

No, for me, it's not easy, easy, oh
It's hard for me to move on from our relationship and I am still hurting