In 2005, the band was signed to Victory Records. After their debut was reissued in January 2006, they entered Audiohammer Studios with Jason Suecof (God Forbid, Trivium) to begin work on Embrace The Gutter, which was released on May 16, 2006.
The band began work on a new album in late 2007 with new vocalist Matt McChesney (formerly of Hell Within) and new drummer Allen Royal. The new album, entitled Fear Will Cast No Shadow, was released on October 30, 2007.
The band is currently set to release their new full length self-titled album on August 31st via Victory Records.
Misery
The Autumn Offering Lyrics
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Too many lies to keep locked up.
I've made these mistakes for that I'll pay, you wait and see.
Self destruction seems to be the only way.
The truth are lies in me, anger leads misery.
I'll try so hard to change from day to day.
Falling back is all I know.
This book is broken upon, the time of death is chosen.
I've tried so hard through the years, I tried so hard but only failed.
Feels like I'm always stuck in here, my mind this hell.
I feel it's time to make a change, this time we'll see.
I'll say to you, don't hold your breath.
Don't hold your breath, you will regret.
I've made an attempt, for that I should make a change.
Self destruction lies.
I know what you want, I cannot be what you want.
The Autumn Offering's song Misery explores the themes of self-destruction, personal accountability, and the struggle to change for the better. The lyrics depict the singer as someone who has made many mistakes and is now stuck in a cycle of misery and anger. They acknowledge that they have caused their own suffering and that they will have to pay for their actions. Despite their desire to change, they feel like they are always falling back into old habits and patterns, making it difficult to break free from their self-destructive tendencies.
The line "The truth are lies in me, anger leads misery" suggests that the singer is aware of their own tendency to distort reality and become trapped in negative emotions. They recognize that this cycle of self-deception and anger only leads to more misery and unhappiness. However, they still feel unable to escape this pattern and make the changes they need to improve their life.
The final lines of the song, "I know what you want, I cannot be what you want," suggest that the singer is also grappling with external pressures and expectations. They feel like they cannot live up to the expectations of others, whether it's their own personal goals or the expectations of others in their life. Ultimately, Misery is a song that explores the universal struggle of self-improvement and the difficulty of breaking free from entrenched patterns of behavior.
Line by Line Meaning
So many times, fucked up been stuck.
I have been stuck in this situation too many times and it has resulted in my life being a mess.
Too many lies to keep locked up.
I have lied so much that it is hard to keep track, and they are now weighing me down.
I've made these mistakes for that I'll pay, you wait and see.
I am fully aware of the mistakes I have made, and I know I will pay the price for them.
Self destruction seems to be the only way.
My destructive behavior has become so ingrained in me that it feels like the only way to live.
The truth are lies in me, anger leads misery.
I struggle to come to terms with the truth and instead hide behind lies, and this causes me to feel angry and miserable.
I'll try so hard to change from day to day.
Despite my struggles, I am determined to change and improve my life on a daily basis.
Falling back is all I know.
Although I try, I often end up falling back into my old ways and habits.
This book is broken upon, the time of death is chosen.
My story, as written in this 'book,' has many flaws and mistakes, and it feels like my time to die is set in stone.
Falling down, no turning back now.
I am spiraling out of control and it feels like there is no way to stop or reverse my downfall.
I've tried so hard through the years, I tried so hard but only failed.
I have put in a lot of effort over the years to change, but unfortunately, it has led to repeated failures.
Feels like I'm always stuck in here, my mind this hell.
It often feels like I am trapped in my own mind, and it is a constant struggle to escape the negativity and pain.
I feel it's time to make a change, this time we'll see.
I am determined to make a change now, and hopefully, things will finally begin to improve.
I'll say to you, don't hold your breath.
I don't want you to expect too much from me immediately, as change is a gradual process.
Don't hold your breath, you will regret.
If you expect too much too soon, you will be disappointed and could end up regretting it.
I've made an attempt, for that I should make a change.
I have tried to change before, and I believe that if I make an honest effort, it will lead to real change.
Self destruction lies.
My destructive behavior is a result of lies I tell myself, and I need to break that cycle.
I know what you want, I cannot be what you want.
I understand that you want me to be better, but I cannot change just to please you. I need to do it for myself.
Lyrics © CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Tomas Eughene Church, Nicholas Dominic Gelyon, Matthew Alan Johnson, Dennis Mathew Miller, Sean Robbins
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