The Assassin
The Brandals Lyrics


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I walk down on my knees and pray
I hold on to my breath all day
I was unloving, mistreated kind
I will hunt you down with no sound
Unforgiving, bleed unkind
In our bed I’ll lay down my crime

I look down on the bottles all night
I sold my soul to keep you satisfied
Slowly creeping, going nowhere
Nothing’s seems too bright when I’m there
Wet and weeping, frozen stare
I’m ready to sleep when I hear her manic screaming
And then she said..
Oh, you don’t understand
How a woman would stand, why don’t you just..

Get off my bed
Just leave the money
Look here honey
I’m already dead

Get off the phone
Don’t need your loving’




I’m already dead
I’m already dead

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "The Assassin" by The Brandals convey a sense of desperation and resignation, exploring themes of love, betrayal, and self-destruction.


In the first verse, the singer describes their state of despair, feeling unloved and mistreated. They express a desire for revenge, vowing to silently track down their betrayer and confront them. This suggests a sense of anger and a longing for justice or closure.


The second verse introduces the singer's self-destructive tendencies. They turn to alcohol as a means to numb their pain and maintain a facade of satisfaction. However, their actions only lead to a stagnant existence, with no progress or happiness. The reference to being "wet and weeping" and having a "frozen stare" depicts a state of emotional paralysis and hopelessness.


The chorus captures the breaking point in the singer's relationship. The woman they are involved with expresses her frustration and disappointment. She demands that the singer leave her alone and let go of their attempts to fix things. She reveals her own emotional death, expressing that she is already beyond redemption or salvation.


The final lines of the song emphasize the singer's isolation and despair. They are told to "get off the phone" and are rejected from offering their love or support. The repeated phrase "I'm already dead" reflects the character's emotional and mental state, suggesting that they have given up on themselves and any hope of finding happiness or fulfillment in their relationship.


Overall, "The Assassin" explores the destructive nature of love, the consequences of betrayal, and the emotional toll it takes on individuals. It showcases the internal struggle of the singer, who longs for resolution and connection but ultimately succumbs to self-destructive patterns. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a broken relationship and the profound impact it has on the individuals involved.


Line by Line Meaning

I walk down on my knees and pray
I humbly plead and pray


I hold on to my breath all day
I suppress my emotions throughout the day


I was unloving, mistreated kind
I was once someone who lacked love and was treated poorly


I will hunt you down with no sound
I will silently seek you out


Unforgiving, bleed unkind
Without mercy, causing emotional pain


In our bed I’ll lay down my crime
Within our relationship, I will accept responsibility for my wrongdoings


I look down on the bottles all night
I spend my nights consumed by alcohol


I sold my soul to keep you satisfied
I compromised my values to make you happy


Slowly creeping, going nowhere
Gradually losing direction and purpose


Nothing’s seems too bright when I’m there
Everything loses its brightness when I am present


Wet and weeping, frozen stare
Crying and cold, unable to express emotions


I’m ready to sleep when I hear her manic screaming
I am willing to ignore her frantic outbursts in order to sleep


And then she said..
These were her words..


Oh, you don’t understand
You fail to comprehend


How a woman would stand, why don’t you just..
How a woman could endure, why don't you simply..


Get off my bed
Leave my personal space


Just leave the money
Please go and take the money with you


Look here honey
Listen closely, my dear


I’m already dead
I am emotionally dead, devoid of life


Get off the phone
Stop contacting me


Don’t need your loving’
I don't require your affection


I’m already dead
I am emotionally dead, devoid of life


I’m already dead
I am emotionally dead, devoid of life




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: The Brandals, Eka Annash

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