Ballad of Jim Jones
The Brian Jonestown Massacre Lyrics


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I walked to New York and back from L.A
I lived on a mountain and once by the bay
I bought an apartment and slept in the hay
But there's no place that's softer than (your arms)

Living today is just getting so bad
There's a look on your face
And it says "you've been had!"
You can take all my money
But don't make me mad
Cause there's nobody meaner than (me)

I prayed to Buddha, to Allah, and Jim
I turned to Jesus and stayed there with him




I fell in deep but I learned how to swim
Now there's no one who's cleaner than me or than him

Overall Meaning

The Brian Jonestown Massacre's song Ballad of Jim Jones tells the story of someone who has lived a varied and adventurous life, traveling from coast to coast, living in both opulence and simplicity, but ultimately finding comfort and protection in the embrace of their loved one. The singer of the lyrics seems to have experienced disillusionment with the state of the world and the people in it, recognizing that the world has a way of taking advantage of those who are vulnerable. But despite this cynicism, the singer also expresses a deep faith in a higher power or powers, seeking comfort and guidance from various religious figures. Ultimately, though, the singer's sense of cleanliness and purity come not from these figures, but from within themselves and their partner.


The verses of the song can be seen as a progression through different stages of the singer's life. The first line suggests a youthful wanderlust, with the singer setting out on a long journey from one coast to another. The second line seems to evoke a period of settling down and finding stability, living in different types of dwellings. The third line introduces the theme of finding solace in another person's embrace, and the chorus reinforces this as the most important aspect of the singer's life. The second verse introduces a sense of disillusionment and wariness, with the singer recognizing the dishonesty and cruelty in the world. The third and fourth lines of the verse, which mention money and aggression, respectively, suggest a kind of bitterness or defensiveness that the singer has developed as a result of these experiences. However, the bridge of the song provides a contrast to this negative outlook, as the singer reflects on their spiritual journey and how it has helped them find a sense of cleanliness and purity.


Overall, the song can be seen as a kind of meditation on the human experience of seeking meaning, fulfillment, and love in a world that can be harsh and unyielding. The singer has gone through various phases in their life and has encountered both good and bad, but ultimately the most important thing to them is the love and protection of their partner, and the spiritual wisdom that they have gained from their own journey.


Line by Line Meaning

I walked to New York and back from L.A
I've traveled far and wide; from the West Coast to the East and back, experiencing life through my journey.


I lived on a mountain and once by the bay
I've lived in various places, including the solitude and isolation of mountain tops and the vibrancy and connectedness of the coast.


I bought an apartment and slept in the hay
I've experienced both luxury and simplicity; from owning an apartment to sleeping on the hay, I value and appreciate every aspect of life.


But there's no place that's softer than (your arms)
No matter where I go or what I do, nothing compares to the comfort and safety I feel when I'm in the embrace of someone I love.


Living today is just getting so bad
The world we live in is becoming increasingly chaotic and challenging to navigate.


There's a look on your face
I can see the feelings of disappointment and betrayal on your face.


And it says "you've been had!"
You've been tricked, fooled, taken advantage of.


You can take all my money
You can take everything I have, my possessions, my wealth.


But don't make me mad
But don't anger or upset me.


Cause there's nobody meaner than (me)
Because when provoked or challenged, I can be a ruthless and fierce defender of myself and what I believe.


I prayed to Buddha, to Allah, and Jim
I've explored different religions and spiritual paths in my search for meaning and connection with something greater than myself.


I turned to Jesus and stayed there with him
I found comfort and solace in Christianity, and have remained steadfast in my faith.


I fell in deep but I learned how to swim
I've experienced challenges and struggles in life, but I've learned from them and become stronger and more resilient because of them.


Now there's no one who's cleaner than me or than him
Having gone through the process of self-discovery and growth, I feel that I'm a better person now, more morally upright and cleaner in my actions and intentions.




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