Sonya Alone
The Great Comet Original Cast Lyrics


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Hard as it is
In the coming days
I watch my friend in her strange unnatural state
Don't let her out of my sight
She trails off, stares at nothing
Laughs at random
and the letters come
She waits at the window
and I listen at the door
Until one day I see by the sad look on her face
That there is a dreadful plan in her heart
I know you are capable of anything
I know you so well my friend
I know you might just run away
What am I to do?
Who do I ask for help?
Is it all on me? Is it all on me?
I will stand in the dark for you
I will hold you back by force
I will stand here right outside your door
I won't see you disgraced
I will protect your name and your heart
Because I miss my friend
I know you've forgotten me
I know you so well my friend
I know you might just throw yourself over
But I won't let you
I won't let you
It's all on me
And I remember this family,
I remember your kindness,
And if I never sleep again
I will stand in the dark for you,
I will hold you back by force,
I will stand here right outside your door
I won't see you disgraced
I will protect your name and your heart
Because I miss my friend
Because I miss my friend




Because I miss you,
my friend.

Overall Meaning

The song "Sonya Alone" from the musical "Natasha, Pierre, and the Great Comet of 1812" is a poignant portrayal of friendship, loyalty, and sacrifice. The song is sung from the perspective of Sonya, a loyal friend to Natasha who is facing a challenging time. Sonya watches Natasha's mental state deteriorate and worries about her safety. Despite feeling powerless and not knowing who to ask for help, Sonya promises to "stand in the dark" for Natasha, hold her back by force, and protect her name and heart from disgrace.


The lyrics aptly capture the essence of true friendship, which is not just about having fun and sharing in each other's happiness but also about being there for one another during the most difficult times. Sonya's unwavering commitment to Natasha shows that true friends are there to lend support and help keep each other afloat through life's toughest challenges. The song is also a commentary on mental health, showing the consequences of not seeking help and the ripple effect it can have on people close to the individual.


Line by Line Meaning

Hard as it is
Even though it's difficult


In the coming days
As time goes on


I watch my friend in her strange unnatural state
I observe my friend's unusual behavior


Don't let her out of my sight
I don't let her leave my field of view


She trails off, stares at nothing
She becomes unfocused and looks at nothing in particular


Laughs at random
She laughs without an obvious reason


and the letters come
She receives letters


She waits at the window
She stands by the window waiting


and I listen at the door
I stand by the door listening


Until one day I see by the sad look on her face
Eventually I notice the sadness on her face


That there is a dreadful plan in her heart
She has a terrible plan in mind


I know you are capable of anything
I acknowledge your potential to do anything


I know you so well my friend
I know you intimately, my friend


I know you might just run away
I understand that you may flee


What am I to do?
I'm unsure of what to do


Who do I ask for help?
I don't know who to turn to for assistance


Is it all on me? Is it all on me?
Am I the only one who can solve this? Am I the only one?


I will stand in the dark for you
I'll wait outside your door in the dark


I will hold you back by force
I will physically stop you


I won't see you disgraced
I don't want you to be humiliated


I will protect your name and your heart
I will safeguard your reputation and your feelings


Because I miss my friend
Because I long for my friend


I know you've forgotten me
I realize that you have forgotten about me


But I won't let you
But I won't permit you


It's all on me
The responsibility is mine


And I remember this family,
I recall this family,


I remember your kindness,
I reflect on your compassion,


And if I never sleep again
Even if I never sleep again


Because I miss my friend
Because I miss my friend


Because I miss you,
Because I miss you,


my friend.
my friend.




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@aprilsalad

Sonya
Hard as it is,
In the coming days,
I watch my friend
In her strange, unnatural state
Don’t let her out of my sight
She trails off
Stares at nothing
Laughs at random
And the letters come

She waits by the window
And I listen at the door
'Til one day, I see by the
Sad look on her face
There's a dreadful plan in her heart

I know you are capable of anything
I know you so well my friend
I know you might just run away
What am I to do?
Who do I ask for help?
Is it all on me?
Is it all on me?

But I will stand in the dark for you
I will hold you back by force
I will stand here right outside your door
I won’t see you disgraced
I will protect your name and your heart
Because I miss my friend

I know you’ve forgotten me
I know you so well my friend
I know you might just throw yourself over
But I won’t let you
I won’t let you
It’s all on me

And I remember this family
I remember their kindness
And if I never sleep again

I will stand in the dark for you
I will hold you back by force
I will stand here right outside your door
I won’t see you disgraced
I will protect your name and your heart
Because I miss my friend
Because I miss my friend
Because I miss you, my friend



All comments from YouTube:

@lilliansunshine7499

Sonya is the guardian angel against fuckboys the hero we need

@estrellamartinez1458

Lillian Sunshine she's a hero with no cape

@lolgurl141

Lillian Sunshine this made my day💕

@cosmiccrux

Lillian Sunshine nOT ALL HEROS WEAR CAPES

@andioop1618

Lillian Sunshine I wonder where she was for me years ago now 😂😂😂

@andioop1618

K a l a w a k a n SOME OF THEM WEAR FLAWLESS WHITE DRESSES WITH FLAWLESS BUNS AND BANGS IN THEIR HAIR

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@irinakermong1217

Seriously, Brittain Ashford could totally have a pretty solid indie career. Her voice is just as gorgeous as it is unique.

@anarchoshaggy-ism3925

Irina Kermong She does have a solid indie career

@sanjnab8383

Avadno Saile lol savage

@lexschmidt703

SHE DOES AND ITS AMAZING

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