Wandering
The Hot & Heavy Lyrics

You know it's so
Acknowledgment of truth

Apropos
Appropriately

You're the only one who goes
You are unique in your ways

Thundering thru the alleyways
Moving aggressively in rough places

Of bombed-out cityscapes
Of areas destroyed by war

And when you go When you go
When you leave, when you're gone

You'd be better left alone
It's best if you go alone

It's hard to be invisible
It's difficult to not be noticed

When you're screaming all the time
When you are frequently yelling

There you go, There you go
You've moved on, you're gone

Oh you're never left alone
You are always accompanied

Not that that's despite a lack of trying
Despite efforts to go unnoticed

And here it goes
Here it begins (again)

There it goes
There it is (again)

You're the only one you know
You don't know anyone else like you

Who don't leave many options
Who doesn't provide many choices

But to stand and watch it go
But to remain and observe it leave

I've been seeing ghosts for eighteen years
I have been haunted by memories for a long time

And in that time I can see more clear now
Over time, my perception has improved

You're so alone
You are very lonely

So it goes
That's how things happen

That's why everbody knows
That's why everyone is aware

It's hard to be indifferent when you've made it your M.O
It's difficult to not care when you've always acted that way

It isn't true
It's not factual

Isn't true
It is untrue

All those things I think of you?
Are all the thoughts I had of you untrue?

I suppose there's some things better left unsaid
Perhaps it's best if some things were not spoken

I don't care what you were saying
I'm not interested in what you had to say

I don't care that much at all
I really don't care

That's how I knew
That's how I figured it out

How I knew
How I discovered

How I knew just what to do
How I knew exactly what needed to be done

I don't recall my options
I'm not sure what my choices were

But I know it's not with you
But I know I don't choose you

Now you know
Now you're aware

It's the only way to go
It's the only path to take

Falling thru the darkness all the while
Falling endlessly through the dark time

Oh you'll get thru
You will get past it

You'll get thru
You will overcome

Yeah don't get to fuckin' blue
Don't get too sad and upset

You know the end is never far from nigh
You know the end is always close

Did you recall
Do you remember

The last we parted ways?
Last time we separated

Did you know
Were you aware

That I curse you til the end of days?
That I will always hate you?