Counting the Cost
The Pineapple Thief Lyrics


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So here I am again
Gazing
And I'm doubled up in pain
So I'm gonna do it again
And again
And again
And again
I'm killing myself again
And again

But it feels too good
So wash away
The ones I love
The ones I love

But it feels too good
So wash away
The ones I love
The ones I love
The ones I love
The ones I love

So wonder where I've been
I've been counting
The costs of tricking in
Back here

I've seen this all before
And the water is burning my eyes
You've seen this all before
But I do it again
And again
And again
And again
I kill myself again
And again

But it feels too good
So wash away
The ones I love
The ones I love

But it feels too good
So wash away
The ones I loved
The ones I loved
The ones I loved
The ones I loved

The ones I loved
The ones I loved




The ones I loved
The ones I loved

Overall Meaning

The Pineapple Thief's song Counting the Cost is a song that tells the story of a person who is struggling with addiction. At the beginning of the song, the person is experiencing intense pain, and despite knowing that they are killing themselves, they continue to repeat their harmful behavior. The lyrics "But it feels too good, so wash away the ones I love" suggest that the person is aware of the damage that their addiction is causing to their relationships, but they cannot stop themselves from continuing.


As the song progresses, the person reflects on the consequences of their addiction, stating that they have been "counting the costs of tricking in." The repetition of the phrase "I've seen this all before" suggests that the person has been through this cycle of addiction, pain, and regret before, yet they continue to repeat the pattern. The line "the water is burning my eyes" is a metaphor for the pain and regret that the person feels as a result of their addiction.


Overall, Counting the Cost is a poignant and introspective song that explores the struggles of addiction and the pain that it can cause to both the addict and their loved ones.


Line by Line Meaning

So here I am again
Returning to a familiar place or state of mind


Gazing
Looking intently at something, perhaps searching for answers


And I'm doubled up in pain
Experiencing intense emotional or physical pain, to the point of being physically affected


So I'm gonna do it again
Repeating a past behavior or action


And again
Continuing the pattern of repetition


And again
Further emphasizing the pattern of repetition


And again
Continuing the pattern of repetition


I'm killing myself again
Engaging in self-destructive behavior, perhaps to numb emotional pain


But it feels too good
Despite the negative consequences, the behavior provides temporary pleasure or relief


So wash away
Removing or ignoring the things that hold meaning or value


The ones I love
Referring to people or things that hold significance and meaning in one's life


So wonder where I've been
Reflecting on past actions and behaviors


I've been counting
Taking stock of one's actions and the resulting consequences


The costs of tricking in
Reflecting on the negative consequences of engaging in self-destructive behavior


Back here
Returning to a familiar, potentially negative state of mind


I've seen this all before
Acknowledging past behaviors and patterns of repetition


And the water is burning my eyes
Experiencing emotional pain or discomfort, as if water is physically harming the eyes


You've seen this all before
Addressing someone who has witnessed the pattern of self-destructive behavior before


But I do it again
Despite being aware of the negative consequences, repeating the behavior


And again
Continuing the pattern of repetition


And again
Further emphasizing the pattern of repetition


And again
Continuing the pattern of repetition


I kill myself again
Continuing down the path of self-destruction




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