Keen on Boys
The Radio Dept. Lyrics


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Already dead
So kill my head
There's a sun in his eyes
It won't go away
I'm already dead
Why is it I can't kill my...?

He would never sleep
Said, I didn't mind it at all
Made me feel quite cheap
Looking back on it all
Then there was this kiss
He said that he couldn't resist
And was I aware of what I missed?

That night I slept on his couch
With my back turned to the wall
Nothing assumed but you know
You know
In the morning we said nothing at all
All I could think of was this:




He said that he couldn't resist
And was I aware of what I missed?

Overall Meaning

The Radio Dept.'s song Keen on Boys is a melancholic and introspective piece that delves into the complexities of unrequited desire. The lyrics convey a sense of longing and resignation as the singer realizes that his affections will never be reciprocated. The opening lines "Already dead, So kill my head" suggest a deep sense of hopelessness, as if the singer has already given up on the possibility of love. The line "There's a sun in his eyes, It won't go away" suggests that the object of his desire may be oblivious to his feelings and is perhaps distracted by another love interest.


The second verse paints a picture of a fleeting romantic encounter that has left the singer feeling devalued and unfulfilled. The lyrics "He would never sleep, Said, I didn't mind it at all, Made me feel quite cheap, Looking back on it all" suggest that the singer has been used for physical gratification without any emotional connection. The mention of the kiss further emphasizes the physical nature of this brief encounter. However, the singer's thoughts linger on the kiss and the possibility of a deeper connection despite the lack of acknowledgement in the morning after.


Overall, the song Keen on Boys conveys a sense of emotional vulnerability and the disappointment that comes with unrequited desire. The lyrics are introspective and poetic, with a touch of ambiguity that allows for multiple interpretations. The use of minimalist instrumentation and dreamy soundscapes match the lyrical mood of the song perfectly.


Line by Line Meaning

Already dead
The singer feels as though they are emotionally numb, possibly due to past experiences.


So kill my head
The singer hopes to escape or numb their thoughts and emotions further by whatever means necessary.


There's a sun in his eyes
The singer is drawn to the brightness or warmth they see in the person they are describing.


It won't go away
Despite any doubts or potential issues, the artist's attraction to this person persists.


I'm already dead
Reiterating the feeling of emotional numbness and detachment from the world around them.


Why is it I can't kill my...?
The singer questions their inability to fully detach themselves and their feelings.


He would never sleep
The person of interest is described as being always awake or alert.


Said, I didn't mind it at all
The artist doesn't seem to take issue with the person's nocturnal habits or behavior.


Made me feel quite cheap
The artist begins to feel used and/or not valued by this person.


Looking back on it all
The artist hints at retrospection of past events and relationships.


Then there was this kiss
Describing a pivotal moment in the relationship, indicating that things advanced to a physical level.


He said that he couldn't resist
The other party takes responsibility for initiating physical intimacy, possibly absolving the artist of any guilt or shame felt.


And was I aware of what I missed?
The singer questions what they may have missed out on by engaging in this relationship and/or not pursuing it further.


That night, I slept on his couch
Describing a specific event in the relationship, possibly hinting at temporary intimacy or vulnerability.


With my back turned to the wall
The singer seems to have a lack of trust and/or fear associated with sleeping so close to the other person.


Nothing assumed but you know
Although nothing may have been directly said, there was still an unspoken understanding about what took place that night and the nature of their relationship.


In the morning, we said nothing at all
Both parties seem to be avoiding conversation despite the events that took place the night before.


All I could think of was this:
The singer's thoughts are still consumed by what took place the night before with their partner.


He said that he couldn't resist
Reiterating the other party's responsibility for taking action in the relationship.


And was I aware of what I missed?
The artist continues to question what they may have missed by not engaging further in this relationship.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: JOHAN DUNCANSON, MARTIN LARSSON

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

@langfordjeremy100

Already dead
So kill my head
There's a sun in his eyes
It won't go away
I'm already dead
Why is it I can't kill my...?

He would never sleep
Said, I didn't mind it at all
Made me feel quite cheap
Looking back on it all
Then there was this kiss
He said that he couldn't resist
And was I aware of what I missed?

That night I slept on his couch
With my back turned to the wall
Nothing assumed but you know
You know
In the morning we said nothing at all
All I could think of was this:
He said that he couldn't resist
And was I aware of what I missed?



@FluXez00

I love this song. I wish I had this song at 14 and on. I love it for its pursuit on two males with one in question and how it is so soothing and its rhythmic beat. Like a renewed spirit comes about.

Already dead
So kill my head
There's a sun in his eyes
It won't go away
I'm already dead
Why is it I can't kill my...?

He would never sleep
Said, I didn't mind it at all
Made me feel quite cheap
Looking back on it all
Then there was this kiss
He said that he couldn't resist
And was I aware of what I missed?

That night I slept on his couch
With my back turned to the wall
Nothing assumed but you know
You know
In the morning we said nothing at all
All I could think of was this:
He said that he couldn't resist
And was I aware of what I missed?



@langfordjeremy100

Already dead
So kill my head
There's a sun in his eyes
It won't go away
I'm already dead
Why is it I can't kill my...?

He would never sleep
Said, I didn't mind it at all
Made me feel quite cheap
Looking back on it all
Then there was this kiss
He said that he couldn't resist
And was I aware of what I missed?

That night I slept on his couch
With my back turned to the wall
Nothing assumed but you know
You know
In the morning we said nothing at all
All I could think of was this:
He said that he couldn't resist
And was I aware of what I missed?



All comments from YouTube:

@luddeerikson2695

The guitars in this song sounds like the feeling of sun-rays continously hitting your skin, like taking a bath in sunlight

@MioHasMoe

That’s exactly how I feel haha 🥰

@alanjosh4335

I always play this song when I know I have a long drive ahead of me. It gets me in such a relaxed and blissful state of mind. It feels like I’m moving through space and time.

@sphher

I remember crying so much to this song and now it only represents innocence and confusion and weakness and... I might cry again

@kayladye59

This comment .....

@didsthecat1503

I feel the same. All their music gives me a sense of hopelessness, yet I still love it.

@2buscuits

Melodies and chord progressions transport me back in time and far into the future. Music is a time machine.

@Romes007

The one cheat code we are gifted in this life ❤ cherish it

@vgzlz

Thank you Ryan O'Connell for including this masterpiece in such a meaningful scene. I can't stop listening now. #SpecialNetflix

@ZimZum4ever

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