Find Me
Theory Hazit Lyrics


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I'm just tryin' to find me (x3)
I'm just tryin' to find me, yeah
I'm just tryin' to find me (x3)
I'm just tryin' to find me, yeah

You lookin' just like yo
Daddy, that's what my momma told me
Hated every last single one of my homies
Did the very best she could to try to control me
From sending me to Granny's and threaten to call the police
Now what's a mother to do
When she's fed up
She used to trip when her son didn't make his bed up
Daddy ain't around and the pressure won't let up
Same ghetto story
I'm numb to the head rush
At school I never said much
Too busy writing dope lines
They though I was gay
Cus I wouldn't give them girls time
And dudes want to fight me over girls
I'm on they girls, mine
All this love that I'm gettin' all cus I wrote rhymes
If this is high school,
I know college sucks
I'd rather hang with thugs
And toss 40 bottles up
We moved out the hood
But the hood followed us
And me and baby bruh kept fallin' in and out of touch


At night momma cried
Put her feelings aside
Prayed for the safety of her son
Hoping there's a safety on the gun
Cus her son is attracted to the wrong ones in the slums
Hoping that he find what he looking for
Find that reciprocal
Love that he lookin' fo'
And pray to God give him mo'
Yeah, and pray to god give him mo'
Cus right now, he just wanna be found
I'm just tryin' to find me
Run from my past
It keeps on chasing me down
But I leave it behind me
Come out of hiding
Put it all on the line
See, I'm just tryin' to be found


When I was young me and my momma had beef
Cus all I did was kick flows
And hang around young G's
Listenin' to beats
Runnin' studio times sometimes
But not enough to keep a child from doin' crime
So my cousin Rashad gave me a little job
Sellin' crack to my neighbors, smokin' that good pine
But watch out for them haters
Cus when you on top
They wanna see you collapse
Just like a bad stock
Here come the cops
All I ever wanted in life was a deal
But with a hole in my heart
I'm constantly tryin' to feel
Resorted to packin' steel
Cus the homie got low, got smoke
Right before the economy got low
Got home, mom's trippin'
Mom, what you yellin' fo'?
Mom's found out, kicked me out
No more sellin' dope
Called me out my name
Doggone shame
How I mistreated momma
Plus the drama remains


But at night momma cried
Put her feelings aside
Prayed for the safety of her son
Hoping there's a safety on the gun
Cus her son is attracted to the wrong ones in the slums
Hoping that he find what he looking for
Find that reciprocal
Love that he lookin' fo'
And pray to God give him mo'
Yeah, and pray to god give him mo'
Cus right now, he just wanna be found
I'm just tryin' to find me
Run from my past
It keeps on chasing me down
But I leave it behind me
come out of hiding
Put it all on the line
See, I'm just trying to be found
I'm just tryin' to find me
Run from my past
It keeps on chasing me down
But I leave it behind me
Come out of hiding
Put it all on the line
see, I'm just tryin' to be found


I'm just tryin' to find me
Run from my past
It keeps on chasing me down
But I leave it behind me
Come out of hiding




Put it all on the line
See, I'm just tryin' to be found

Overall Meaning

Theory Hazit's song "Find Me" is a heartfelt and introspective look into the struggles and challenges he has faced in his life. The lyrics reflect his search for self-identity and purpose in a world that often seems hostile and threatening. The song begins by highlighting the difficulties of his childhood, with a mother who struggles to control him and pressure from absent father figures. He then describes the challenges he faced in his teenage years, including bullying, social isolation, and involvement in criminal activities. The song ends on a hopeful note, with Hazit seeking forgiveness and hoping to find love and acceptance.


"Find Me" is both a personal reflection and a universal message to anyone struggling with finding their place in the world. It speaks to the desire we all have to be understood, loved, and accepted, no matter our background or experiences. Through his lyrics, Hazit shows the transformative power of self-reflection and the importance of seeking help when needed. The song is a powerful reminder that no matter how lost we may feel, we can always find ourselves again.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm just tryin' to find me (x3)
The artist is searching for his true self and purpose in life.


You lookin' just like yo Daddy, that's what my momma told me
The artist's mother sees a resemblance between him and his absent father.


Hated every last single one of my homies, Did the very best she could to try to control me
The artist's mother mistrusts his friends and tries to exert control over his life.


From sending me to Granny's and threaten to call the police, Now what's a mother to do
The artist's mother resorts to extreme measures to discipline him and maintain authority.


At school I never said much, Too busy writing dope lines
The artist is introverted and expresses himself creatively through writing rap lyrics.


I'm on they girls, mine, All this love that I'm gettin' all cus I wrote rhymes
The artist attracts attention from girls because of his talent for writing catchy rap lyrics.


We moved out the hood, But the hood followed us, And me and baby bruh kept fallin' in and out of touch
The artist's family moved to escape their troubled neighborhood, but they still faced challenges and strained relationships.


When I was young me and my momma had beef, Cus all I did was kick flows
The artist's mother disapproved of his passion for rapping and saw it as a distraction from other responsibilities.


But watch out for them haters, Cus when you on top, They wanna see you collapse, Just like a bad stock
The artist warns about the dangers of success and the envy from those who wish to see you fail.


Called me out my name, Doggone shame, How I mistreated momma, Plus the drama remains
The artist acknowledges past mistakes and regrets how he mistreated his mother, but still struggles with unresolved issues.


See, I'm just tryin' to be found
The artist desires to be accepted and understood for who he truly is.


Run from my past, It keeps on chasing me down, But I leave it behind me, Come out of hiding, Put it all on the line
The artist seeks to overcome his troubled past and move forward in his life by being vulnerable and honest with others.




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Comments from YouTube:

Victoria Madden

I heard this when I wasn't saved. Who knew the depressed girl would get saved a year later and get called to serve on missions. #amazinggracehuh

Bonabellfilms

Best decision you made....G O D

Thomas Curtis

Salute n praise God for you

Richard Wynn

so dope! peace & best wishes to you and your journey. :o)

Justin Gooden

The beats on Theory Hazit's tracks are so tight! B. Reith's vocals add to it!! God Bless

Zack Banton

Im really feeling this remix. The instruments really bring out the emotion of the remix.

mychalp241

Classic, Theory Hazit one of the best to do it

The Luxury Playlist

Awesome song! I am looking forward to sharing my testimony and all these amazing songs are truly inspiring THANK YOU

justin williams

The homie B. Reith is dope with it. Big ups to Reith and Theory making great music. Uncompromising.

Peace Iyiewaure

Can't wait for all the new 2013 albums to drop!

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