No Regrets
Thurisaz Lyrics


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Distorted spine and legs of lead,
Unbearable silence and a spoiled stench
I cry dry tears, and hope with sudden fears
I try to hide my shame for you... this time

I close my eyes and try to hide
I blame myself for all the pain
Will I regret my life on the other side?
Is it worth playing this game

I won't even bother to explain
so don't ask me to share my burden again
Please, don't judge me now
for I must leave all of this behind

I hear the sound of absent voices
deep inside my head
What made me behave this way?
How could this happen?

I thought I've left this behind, I'm cold inside
Lost in search for the answers, I'm lost this time
I'll try to hide my shame but it's me I'll betray
I'm cold now, I'm going back, tomorrow I'll find another way

Today started as a promising day
But my grief has taken control
It's too late now, all harm is done
Please don't cry in compassion

I thought I've left this behind... I'm cold inside
Lost in search for the answers... I'm lost this time




In silence I fade away
This time I can't find myself in here

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Thurisaz's song "No Regrets" seem to be about a person who is struggling with some sort of internal pain, perhaps related to guilt or shame. The opening lines describe a physical manifestation of this pain - a "distorted spine and legs of lead" - as well as a sense of unbearable silence and a spoiled stench. The singer cries dry tears and tries to hide their shame, suggesting that they may feel responsible for something that has occurred. They wonder if they will regret their life on the other side and whether it's worth continuing to play the game.


As the song continues, the singer refuses to explain what is burdening them and asks not to be judged. They hear the sound of absent voices inside their head and question what has made them behave this way and how this could have happened. They feel lost and are in search of answers but can't seem to find them. The chorus repeats twice, emphasizing the singer's sense of being cold and lost.


In the final verse, the singer concedes that their day started promisingly but that their grief has taken control. They realize that it's too late to undo the harm that has been done and ask for others not to cry in compassion. The song ends with a poignant line - "in silence I fade away," suggesting that the singer is struggling with the weight of their emotions and may be reaching a breaking point.


Overall, "No Regrets" is a haunting and introspective song that explores the themes of shame, regret, and internal struggle. Its poetic lyrics and powerful instrumentation create a sense of emotional depth that is both beautiful and heartbreaking.


Line by Line Meaning

Distorted spine and legs of lead,
I feel physically and mentally weighed down by my emotions and can't seem to stand up straight.


Unbearable silence and a spoiled stench
The silence around me is deafening and the air is thick with the smell of decay that mirrors my inner turmoil.


I cry dry tears, and hope with sudden fears
I am trying to come to terms with my emotions but it's difficult and scary, so I cry tears that don't seem to bring any relief.


I try to hide my shame for you... this time
I am trying to protect others from my feelings of embarrassment and guilt this time around.


I close my eyes and try to hide
I am trying to avoid the pain and discomfort of reality by shutting myself off mentally.


I blame myself for all the pain
I am taking full responsibility for the difficulties I am facing and holding myself accountable for them.


Will I regret my life on the other side?
I am contemplating if my life has been worth it and if I would feel remorse when it's over.


Is it worth playing this game
I am questioning whether the game of life is worth the struggles and hardships that come with it.


I won't even bother to explain
I don't have the energy or desire to try and explain my feelings to anyone else.


so don't ask me to share my burden again
I don't want to burden others with my problems, so please don't ask me to open up again.


Please, don't judge me now
I am afraid of being judged for my emotions and actions in this difficult time.


for I must leave all of this behind
I need to move on from this pain and start anew in order to heal and grow.


I hear the sound of absent voices
I feel alone and deserted, as if I am surrounded by the echoes of voices that are no longer there.


deep inside my head
These feelings are internal and deeply ingrained, affecting every aspect of my being.


What made me behave this way?
I am wondering what has caused me to act in this emotionally distressed manner.


How could this happen?
I am finding it difficult to comprehend how I ended up in this painful situation.


I thought I've left this behind, I'm cold inside
I thought I had moved on from this pain, but it still affects me deeply and leaves me feeling numb.


Lost in search for the answers, I'm lost this time
I am trying to find my way out of this emotionally turbid state, but am feeling hopelessly lost.


I'll try to hide my shame but it's me I'll betray
I am trying to protect myself by hiding my shame, but in doing so, I am betraying my honest emotions and feelings.


I'm cold now, I'm going back, tomorrow I'll find another way
I feel emotionally distant and removed, and need to take a break before finding a new way to move forward tomorrow.


Today started as a promising day
At the start of the day, there was hope for healing and growth.


But my grief has taken control
Unfortunately, my strong feelings of sorrow and sadness have taken over my mind and actions.


It's too late now, all harm is done
The damage is irreversible and there's nothing more that can be done to fix it.


Please don't cry in compassion
I don't want to be seen as someone to pity or sympathize with, as it will only exacerbate my sense of shame.


In silence I fade away
I am quietly and slowly slipping into an emotionally withdrawn state where nothing seems to matter.


This time I can't find myself in here
I am feeling completely lost and adrift in this current state.




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@Unholygodhater

Words can not describe how much better my life is for this masterpiece.

@dropkickmolly666

best song of the alboem!

@mahirakdag9307

süper... awesome...

@MrTotallyRad

6:05 and onwards is melodically the summary of how I feel pretty much every day. Absolute brilliance.

@astriscaptor6825

Amazing!!!

@darkspells

This and unhealed are the best songs on the album.

@anadoluanatolia8485

great ...

@Shagthegoat

epic, fenomenaal,....

@thomasdewanckel

tblijft zalig om naar te luisteren

@wertherslotte

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