Pay Me
Tom Waits Lyrics


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They pay me not to come home
Keeping me stoned
I won't run away
They say it's easy to get
Stuck in this town
Just like Joan

You know I gave it all up for the stage
They fill my cup up in the cage
It's nobody's business but mine when I'm low
To hold yourself up is not a crime here you know
At the end of the world

I kick my foot at the lights
I breathe it in all night
There's a light on a canvas tree
Money from home supporting me

They pay me not to come home
I won't eat crow
Ill stay away
And though all roads will not lead you home, my girl
All roads lead to the end of the world

And I sewed a little luck up in the hem of my gown
The only way down from the gallows is to swing




And I'll wear boots instead of high heels
And the next stage that I am on, it will have wheels

Overall Meaning

In this song, Tom Waits is telling a story of a performer who has given up everything for their art. The performer is being paid to stay away from home and is using that money to support themselves on the road. The line "They say it's easy to get stuck in this town just like Joan" refers to Joan of Arc, who was burned at the stake for her beliefs. Waits is suggesting that performers who stay in one place for too long will suffer the same fate as Joan.


The song has a sense of rebellion and freedom. The performer is not tied down to any one place, and although they are being paid to stay away from home, they are choosing to live this life. The line "To hold yourself up is not a crime here you know" is a reminder that it's okay to be different and to follow your dreams, even if it means being away from your loved ones.


Overall, "Pay Me" is a commentary on the sacrifices that performers make to pursue their passion. The song celebrates the freedom that comes with living a life on the road, but also acknowledges the loneliness that can come with it.


Line by Line Meaning

They pay me not to come home
I'm paid to stay away from my family and my hometown.


Keeping me stoned
They keep me drugged and out of it.


I won't run away
Despite what they do to me, I won't leave this place.


They say it's easy to get Stuck in this town Just like Joan
People here get stuck, just like Joan of Arc who couldn't leave her destiny either.


You know I gave it all up for the stage
I gave up everything for the theater.


They fill my cup up in the cage
They give me booze in my confinement.


It's nobody's business but mine when I'm low
No one else should know when I'm feeling down.


To hold yourself up is not a crime here you know
It's ok to be strong and independent, even if they make it hard for you.


At the end of the world
This place feels like the end of the world.


I kick my foot at the lights
I rebel against what they try to impose on me.


I breathe it in all night
I take it in, I don't resist it anymore.


There's a light on a canvas tree
There's hope, but it's just something temporary, like a light on a canvas tree.


Money from home supporting me
Even though I'm away, my family supports me with money.


I won't eat crow
I won't accept injustices or humiliations.


Ill stay away
I'll stay away from my hometown and my family.


And though all roads will not lead you home, my girl All roads lead to the end of the world
There's no going back home, but everything else leads to this place, which feels like the end of the world.


And I sewed a little luck up in the hem of my gown
I try to keep a bit of hope with me, no matter what.


The only way down from the gallows is to swing
The only way out of this situation is to fight and rebel, even if it's risky.


And I'll wear boots instead of high heels
I'll be strong and grounded, instead of trying to look pretty and dependent.


And the next stage that I am on, it will have wheels
I'll keep moving, I won't stop, and I'll keep my freedom and autonomy.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: KATHLEEN BRENNAN, THOMAS ALAN WAITS

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Comments from YouTube:

elijahlupe

The way he sings "you know i gave it all up for the stage" is so heartbreaking and real

Lupo Thunder

woooonderfuuul ❤

Eamon

Hope you are getting paid for this Tom.

Derek's Watch and Coin Reviews

As someone who dabs in acting,this song ignites my creative side.Cool song,multi layered tells a story.Makes me feel like wearing a hat similar to Toms then dancing by myself under a street light on a lonely cobbled street in the rain.Dancing for nobody.

Clyde Nolet

Do it. I am goinG to make a video to the ending

Михаил Сергопольцев

Чтоб я домой ни ногой
Бухлом мне платят с лихвой
Мне не сбежать
Джоан яркий пример
Того как застрять
В этих краях
Был ради сцены родной брошен кров
Наполнят мне в клетке бокал до краёв
И коль худо мне то моя лишь беда
В работе на публику нет здесь стыда
На задворках земли
Огни рампы ногами крушу
Ими ночь напролёт я дышу
Залит светом шатёр цирковой
Помогает мне ссудами дом отчий мой
Платят оброк чтобы я
Ни ногой на порог
Я не смирюсь
Но доченька всё же дороги домой не найти
В захолустье земное ведут все пути
Каплю удачи зашила я в свой кринолин
Вертеться – один лишь путь вниз из петли
Шпилькам несносным туфли я предпочту
И блистать на иных мне подмостках на колёсном ходу

Jeff Matuszak

At the end of the world

Wa[brick]LL

Real shit

Clumsy Dad

pay me, but in bitcoin please

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