Twiztid's debut album, Mostasteless, was originally released independently by Psychopathic in 1997, but was pulled, then re-released a year later on Twiztid's new label; Island with a somewhat different track listing as a result of uncleared samples in a few songs in the original release.
On October 31, 2000, Twiztid released their second studio album, Freek Show. The album peaked at #51 on the Billboard 200. In 2002, Twiztid released the extended play Mirror Mirror. Mirror Mirror peaked at #5 on the Top Independent Albums chart, and #103 on the Billboard 200.
In 2003, Twiztid released its third studio album, The Green Book. The Green Book peaked at #2 on the Top Independent Charts and #52 on the Billboard 200.
On June 28, 2005, Twiztid released its fourth studio album, Man's Myth, Vol. 1 the first half of a double album concluding with Mutant, Vol. 2 , released the following month. Man's Myth focuses on the angst of growing up in a lying world, while Mutant deals with the outcome of this upbringing. Man's Myth peaked at #4 on the Top Independent Albums chart, #62 on the Top Internet Albums chart and the Billboard 200. Mutant peaked at #11 on the Top Independent Albums chart, #80 on the Billboard 200, and #215 on the Top Internet Albums chart.
On July 4, 2007, Twiztid released its sixth studio album, Independents Day. The album featured guest appearances from rappers signed to independent record labels, such as The Dayton Family, Tha Dogg Pound, Hed PE frontman Jahred Shane, Tech N9ne and Krizz Kaliko. It also notably features appearances by D12 members Proof and Bizarre. Proof's colaboration with Twiztid entitled, "How I Live" was Proof's last song before his death in April 2007. The album peaked at #4 on the Top Independent Albums chart, #9 on the Top Rap Albums chart and #57 on the Billboard 200.
On March 17, 2009, Twiztid released its seventh studio album, W.I.C.K.E.D (Wish I Could Kill Every Day). W.I.C.K.E.D is Twiztid's currently highest charting album, peaking at #11 on the Billboard 200, #4 on the Top Rap Albums chart, and #1 on the Top Independent Albums chart.
Twiztid's ninth studio album, "Heartbroken & Homicidal," was released on September 21, 2010.
On October 22nd, 2012 Twiztid released their tenth studio album Abominationz. It featured The Insane Clown Posse, and Royce Da 5'9.
On December 12th, 2012 the group announced via Twitter and Facebook that they have parted ways with Psychopathic Records.
Mirror
Twiztid Lyrics
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My parents hate me
These kids at school want to kick my ass
I just got fired from my job (Now I ain't got no fucking money, fuck Wal-Mart!),
My girlfriend dumped me for my best friend (Fucking backstabbing cunt!),
Man, fuck both of them
If I had a car, I would go over there right now, and bash their fucking heads in
Nobody wants to hang out with me cause I'm a Juggalo
Well fuck all of you!
Fuck you, fuck you, and fuck you!
I hate you mother fuckers!
Can't even stand to look at myself in the mirror anymore
Ahhhhhh
These lyrics depict the frustration and hopelessness of a teenager or young adult who feels defeated by multiple aspects of their life. The lyrics start off with material needs such as the lack of weed and no money, which can allude to a possible addiction problem. However, the song quickly delves into deeper emotional needs such as the need for love and acceptance. The singer mentions his girlfriend leaving him for his best friend, which could be seen as the ultimate betrayal, and his feeling of embarrassment as a Juggalo (a fan of the Insane Clown Posse and their affiliated music group, Twiztid).
The verse "If I had a car, I would go over there right now, and bash their fucking heads in" is particularly concerning as it shows a level of anger and aggression towards others. This line is followed by "Nobody wants to hang out with me cause I'm a Juggalo / I guess I embarrass everybody and that's my fault" which speaks to the isolation and self-blame the singer feels. The chorus highlights the self-hatred the singer has towards himself, culminating in the final line "Can't even stand to look at myself in the mirror anymore".
Overall, this song serves as a reflection of the struggles that many teenagers and young adults face such as the feeling of isolation, betrayal, and self-doubt. It shows that these emotions can often lead to self-destructive thoughts and a lack of self-worth.
Line by Line Meaning
I ain't got no weed
I don't have access to a coping mechanism that helps me alleviate stress.
My parents hate me
I feel unloved and rejected by those who were supposed to provide me with support and guidance.
These kids at school want to kick my ass
I am being bullied and physically threatened, which only adds to my feelings of isolation and vulnerability.
I just got fired from my job (Now I ain't got no fucking money, fuck Wal-Mart!)
Losing my job leaves me with no income, no sense of purpose, and a resentment towards the company that fired me.
My girlfriend dumped me for my best friend (Fucking backstabbing cunt!)
Being betrayed by someone I trusted and losing a romantic connection that I relied on makes me feel angry, hurt, and humiliated.
Man, fuck both of them
I am overwhelmed with feelings of betrayal, anger, and bitterness towards those who hurt me.
If I had a car, I would go over there right now, and bash their fucking heads in
I am consumed with violent thoughts and impulses, which only further escalate my sense of hopelessness and despair.
Nobody wants to hang out with me cause I'm a Juggalo
I feel rejected and ostracized by society for being part of a musical subculture that is often stigmatized and misunderstood.
I guess I embarrass everybody and that's my fault
I blame myself for not fitting in with mainstream culture and for being judged and ridiculed for my preferences and lifestyle.
Well fuck all of you!
I am lashing out and expressing my anger and frustration towards those who have hurt me and rejected me.
Fuck you, fuck you, and fuck you!
My anger and resentment towards others are taking over my thoughts and emotions, and I feel the need to express them through aggressive language.
I hate you mother fuckers!
My negative feelings towards others are overwhelming me and preventing me from seeing any ray of hope or positivity in my situation.
Can't even stand to look at myself in the mirror anymore
My self-esteem and self-worth have plummeted to the point where I can no longer bear the sight of my own reflection.
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