Twiztid's debut album, Mostasteless, was originally released independently by Psychopathic in 1997, but was pulled, then re-released a year later on Twiztid's new label; Island with a somewhat different track listing as a result of uncleared samples in a few songs in the original release.
On October 31, 2000, Twiztid released their second studio album, Freek Show. The album peaked at #51 on the Billboard 200. In 2002, Twiztid released the extended play Mirror Mirror. Mirror Mirror peaked at #5 on the Top Independent Albums chart, and #103 on the Billboard 200.
In 2003, Twiztid released its third studio album, The Green Book. The Green Book peaked at #2 on the Top Independent Charts and #52 on the Billboard 200.
On June 28, 2005, Twiztid released its fourth studio album, Man's Myth, Vol. 1 the first half of a double album concluding with Mutant, Vol. 2 , released the following month. Man's Myth focuses on the angst of growing up in a lying world, while Mutant deals with the outcome of this upbringing. Man's Myth peaked at #4 on the Top Independent Albums chart, #62 on the Top Internet Albums chart and the Billboard 200. Mutant peaked at #11 on the Top Independent Albums chart, #80 on the Billboard 200, and #215 on the Top Internet Albums chart.
On July 4, 2007, Twiztid released its sixth studio album, Independents Day. The album featured guest appearances from rappers signed to independent record labels, such as The Dayton Family, Tha Dogg Pound, Hed PE frontman Jahred Shane, Tech N9ne and Krizz Kaliko. It also notably features appearances by D12 members Proof and Bizarre. Proof's colaboration with Twiztid entitled, "How I Live" was Proof's last song before his death in April 2007. The album peaked at #4 on the Top Independent Albums chart, #9 on the Top Rap Albums chart and #57 on the Billboard 200.
On March 17, 2009, Twiztid released its seventh studio album, W.I.C.K.E.D (Wish I Could Kill Every Day). W.I.C.K.E.D is Twiztid's currently highest charting album, peaking at #11 on the Billboard 200, #4 on the Top Rap Albums chart, and #1 on the Top Independent Albums chart.
Twiztid's ninth studio album, "Heartbroken & Homicidal," was released on September 21, 2010.
On October 22nd, 2012 Twiztid released their tenth studio album Abominationz. It featured The Insane Clown Posse, and Royce Da 5'9.
On December 12th, 2012 the group announced via Twitter and Facebook that they have parted ways with Psychopathic Records.
wondering why
Twiztid Lyrics
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Off the windows in my mind at night
There somethings going on, some of them are not right
I've been locked in this house, and it's confused and cold
No one is there on the couch, and I'm alone
Inside of my head, things are unclear
I don't rely on the person I see in the mirror
And I don't die for the chance to be standing right here
[Monoxide]
I see everything flashing, I wish it would stop
There is something that makes me so nervous 'bout cops
All their pushing and shoving and mace in my eyes
It will only keep burning this hate that's inside of me
Hitting and kicking me just for the fun
And though all I keep thinking is "Go For his gun!"
To protect and to serve are the words you should heed
And if you don't we're going to watch you bleed
[Chorus]
Wondering Why (Why?)
Not giving up (No!)
Nothing can break me
Wondering Why (Why?)
Not giving up (No!)
Nothing can phase me
Wondering Why (Why?)
Not giving up (No!)
Nothing can save me
Wondering Why (Why?)
Not giving up (No!)
Nothing can change me
[Monoxide]
She loves me and hates me, It's all just the same
But I can't hear her screaming and yelling my name
Now her face is all blue, and her eyes are all red
From the bloodcells that just keep on popping inside of me
(Help me, I'm burning and pushing away)
Her pictures and memories and things she would say
They keep coming and flashing
So I keep laughing, Bitch
You never should of fucked my boy
[Madrox]
I'm in touch with my fear that's why I stay afraid
And I'll stay that way til night turns to day
And them nice words you say, will slowly mutate
And become the better part of you that we all love to hate
And while speaking on fate, I'm trying to relate
To the ever growing destiny, and it's amazing shape
They tell me I'm straight then they diss me on tape
There's a website debate, was it all a mistake?
[Chorus]
[Monoxide]
It just keeps calling me, and wishes my name
Only moonlight was hitting the darkness again
All my friends they are dead, but remain in my ears
So I choose to believe that they are all my enemies
Telling me (DIE!)
And alter the sky, that hell is a ruin
and heaven's a fantasy
Capture me mentally, nothing substantually evident
Except that my head's a little fucked up
[Chorus]
The lyrics to Twiztid's song "Wondering Why?" delve into the inner turmoil and psychological distress of the two protagonists of the song. They feel trapped in their minds and in their physical surroundings, unable to break free from their negative thoughts and emotions. The use of vivid imagery in the lyrics, such as "blood cells popping" and "face turning blue," creates a haunting and urgent atmosphere that conveys the urgency and desperation of their situation. They feel detached from reality and cannot rely on themselves or others, as they struggle to find meaning and purpose in their lives.
The song also touches on themes of violence, revenge, and existentialism. Monoxide's verse portrays his paranoia and anger towards authority figures, such as the police, who he perceives as a threat to his safety and well-being. His desire to "go for his gun" reveals his violent tendencies and a desire for revenge. Madrox's verse explores the idea of fate and destiny, and the conflict between individual agency and external factors. His fear and anxiety are manifestations of his inability to control his own life and the randomness and unpredictability of the world around him.
Overall, the lyrics to "Wondering Why?" are a powerful and poignant reflection on the human condition and the struggles we face in our lives.
Line by Line Meaning
Off the windows in my mind at night
There are thoughts keeping me up at night
There somethings going on, some of them are not right
I'm sensing there is something wrong happening
I've been locked in this house, and it's confused and cold
I'm feeling trapped in a confused and cold environment
No one is there on the couch, and I'm alone
I'm lonely and no one is there with me
Inside of my head, things are unclear
I'm confused about what's going on in my mind
I don't rely on the person I see in the mirror
I don't trust myself
And I don't die for the chance to be standing right here
I'm not willing to die for what I have
Sometimes I'm a smart ass when being sincere
I can come across as insincere even when I am being genuine
I see everything flashing, I wish it would stop
I'm overwhelmed by the constant flashes of everything around me
There is something that makes me so nervous 'bout cops
I have an underlying fear and anxiety towards law enforcement
All their pushing and shoving and mace in my eyes
I've experienced police brutality before
It will only keep burning this hate that's inside of me
These negative experiences only fuel my anger
Hitting and kicking me just for the fun
The police seem to enjoy physically harming me
And though all I keep thinking is "Go For his gun!"
I feel like my life is in danger and I need to protect myself
To protect and to serve are the words you should heed
Police officers should abide by their oath to protect and serve the public
And if you don't we're going to watch you bleed
If police officers don't uphold their oath, there will be consequences
She loves me and hates me, It's all just the same
My relationship with someone is toxic and confusing
But I can't hear her screaming and yelling my name
I'm emotionally shutting down and not communicating with her
Now her face is all blue, and her eyes are all red
I've caused harm to the person I'm in a relationship with
From the blood cells that just keep on popping inside of me
I feel like my internal guilt is overwhelming me
Her pictures and memories and things she would say
I'm haunted by memories of the person I've hurt
They keep coming and flashing
These memories are very vivid and intrusive
So I keep laughing, Bitch
I cope with my guilt through anger and denial
You never should of fucked my boy
I feel like my emotional pain is a result of this person's actions
I'm in touch with my fear that's why I stay afraid
I'm aware of my fears and that's why I remain scared
And I'll stay that way til night turns to day
I'm constantly anxious and this doesn't change
And them nice words you say, will slowly mutate
I'm skeptical of kind words and how genuine they are
And become the better part of you that we all love to hate
I feel like people put on a facade of being nice when they are actually not good people
And while speaking on fate, I'm trying to relate
I'm trying to understand my own destiny
To the ever growing destiny, and it's amazing shape
I'm intrigued by the concept of destiny and its significance
They tell me I'm straight then they diss me on tape
I feel like people are dishonest with me
There's a website debate, was it all a mistake?
I'm second guessing my choices and wondering if I made a mistake
It just keeps calling me, and wishes my name
I feel like something negative is constantly happening and it's affecting me
Only moonlight was hitting the darkness again
I feel like my life is in a dark place and there's no light
All my friends they are dead, but remain in my ears
I'm haunted by the memories of my deceased friends
So I choose to believe that they are all my enemies
I cope with my grief by believing that my friends are against me
Telling me (DIE!)
I feel like death is constantly looming over me
And alter the sky, that hell is a ruin
I feel like the world is changing around me and becoming a worse place
and heaven's a fantasy
I have doubts about the afterlife and whether it exists
Capture me mentally, nothing substantually evident
My mind feels trapped and there's no clear way out
Except that my head's a little fucked up
I acknowledge that my thoughts and emotions are not in a good place
Wondering Why (Why?)
I'm questioning why things are the way they are
Not giving up (No!)
I refuse to give up despite all the challenges I'm facing
Nothing can break me
I feel like I'm strong enough to handle anything
Wondering Why (Why?)
I'm still questioning why things are the way they are
Not giving up (No!)
I refuse to give up despite all the challenges I'm facing
Nothing can phase me
I feel like I'm emotionally strong enough to not let anything affect me
Wondering Why (Why?)
I'm still questioning why things are the way they are
Not giving up (No!)
I refuse to give up despite all the challenges I'm facing
Nothing can save me
I don't feel like anyone or anything can rescue me from my current state
Wondering Why (Why?)
I'm still questioning why things are the way they are
Not giving up (No!)
I refuse to give up despite all the challenges I'm facing
Nothing can change me
I feel like I'm stuck in my current state and nothing can alter that
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spiderbaby420
The whole cd is dope
mackdilla
one of my favorite Twiztid CD's right here...and one of my favorite Twiztid songs right here, it's motivational :)
zone 89 99
The CD that never left my CD player in the car
The duh ScRIP Shunn
@mike scott fresh ! We experienced it @ the same time ! I'm a 30 year old juggalo down since 2002 and this was the first Twiztid record I bought on release date ( July, 1st, 2003 ) Will never forget that date !!! Summer 2003 bumping Hatchet Warrior, Green Book, Shangri Leezy, and Wizard of the Hood all mufuccin ' day ;) Whoop Whoop !
I started listening in 2000 as a casual listener ( having no idea who I was actually listening to ) lol.
Jessica Slavik
Mine either
mike scott
Hell yeah! I'm on my fourth physical copy, the old CD cases were a whole vibe. The new ones are cool too tho. 17 years later Im 30 years old and still can listen to the whole CD start to finish without wanting to skip a track. Timeless freshness!
T Powers
The Green Book is still one of their best work.
Lace 7
This is a good album, and ICP clearly aren't anything close to what they use to be. Anyways, being a Juggalo was never mean to be about ICP, they just started the movement by bringing all of them together. I guess cos they were proud to be like that, and didn't make tracks about money and being rich, expensive houses, and cars like most do.
Kokain Rausch
I bet you're a grown ass man? Learn how to type basic English, I can't understand half the shit your dumbass is trying to say.
BigBewtieHoles
SHIT ON U!? ARE U JUGALO? vilent j has not sold out das like saying dat jesus and mohamed sold out! ARE U APART OF THE JUGALO RALIGON? fuking qeer bich probly dream about twisted showering u wit diarea! bich! YOU MAY NOT CALL URSELF JUGALO U MAKE US LOOK QEER