Fighting
Tyler Joe Miller Lyrics
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Talkin' tough but it ain't true
cnd any girl tries to love me
I'm scared to death I'll break her heart in two
Still lookin' for something to believe in
To be the man my daddy told me to be
For on my knees searchin' for the reason
I find my strength the good Lord gave me
I ain't lyin', there's some dark ones underneath my bed
There's a long road in front of me, there's a lot I finally see
I'm done hidin'
Still ain't the man I wanna be but I'm still fightin'
I'm still fightin'
Sometimes I still drink too much whiskey
cnd close the blinds and hide my phone
cnd pray like hell the Lord will save me
Come tear these walls down stone by stone
I'm still fightin' with the demons up inside my head
I ain't lyin', there's some dark ones underneath my bed
There's a long road in front of me, there's a lot I finally see
I'm done hidin'
Still ain't the man I wanna be but I'm still fightin'
Yeah, I'm still fightin'
Somehow, I'm findin' the courage
I'm livin' and learnin' all I know is
I'm still fightin' with the demons up inside my head
I ain't lyin', there's some dark ones underneath my bed
cfraid but I don't care
Can't be brave if you ain't scared
I'm still fightin', fightin' with everything I am
Won't stop fightin', fightin' down to my last breath
There's a long road in front of me, there's a lot I finally see
I'm done hidin'
Still ain't the man I wanna be but I'm still fightin'
Yeah, I'm still fightin'
I'm still fightin', oh
I'm still fightin'
The lyrics to Tyler Joe Miller's song "Fighting" explore the internal struggles and personal battles that the singer is facing. The song begins by setting the scene of a crowded room where the singer feels lonely despite the appearances of toughness. The fear of potentially hurting someone who tries to love them is evident, as they believe they may break their heart in two. The singer is searching for something to believe in, to live up to the expectations set by their father, and they find strength in their faith in God.
The chorus emphasizes the ongoing battle with the demons that reside within the singer's mind. They acknowledge the presence of darkness, both metaphorically represented as demons under the bed and the inner struggles they face. Despite this, they are determined to keep fighting and facing their fears head-on. The singer realizes there is a long road ahead of them and many lessons yet to learn, but they are done hiding from their problems. They may not have fully become the person they aspire to be, but they are still fighting and pushing forward.
In the second verse, the singer acknowledges their tendency to turn to whiskey as a coping mechanism. They engage in unhealthy behaviors, such as closing themselves off from the world and praying for salvation. They long for their walls to be torn down, brick by brick, to bring about a positive change. Again, the chorus reiterates the ongoing battle within their mind and their determination to keep fighting.
The bridge reveals a newfound courage in the singer's life. They are living and learning, understanding that fear is a natural part of being brave. They continue to fight with everything they have, refusing to give up until their last breath. The song concludes with the same sentiment as the chorus, reinforcing the perseverance and determination to keep fighting despite the challenges.
Line by Line Meaning
c crowded room and I'm still lonely
Despite being surrounded by people, I still feel lonely.
Talkin' tough but it ain't true
I may sound tough, but deep down, it's not genuine.
cnd any girl tries to love me
Whenever a girl tries to love me, I become afraid.
I'm scared to death I'll break her heart in two
I have a deep fear of hurting someone's heart.
Still lookin' for something to believe in
I am searching for a belief or purpose in life.
To be the man my daddy told me to be
I strive to become the man my father always wanted me to be.
For on my knees searchin' for the reason
I search for answers while humbly kneeling and seeking guidance.
I find my strength the good Lord gave me
I discover my strength in the faith and blessings bestowed upon me by God.
I'm still fightin' with the demons up inside my head
I continue to struggle and battle against my internal demons.
I ain't lyin', there's some dark ones underneath my bed
I speak the truth; there are deep-seated and unsettling emotions within me.
There's a long road in front of me, there's a lot I finally see
I realize that there is a challenging journey ahead of me, and I'm gaining clarity.
I'm done hidin'
I no longer want to hide or conceal my struggles and fears.
Still ain't the man I wanna be but I'm still fightin'
Although I haven't yet become the person I aspire to be, I refuse to give up the fight.
Sometimes I still drink too much whiskey
Occasionally, I rely on excessive drinking, especially whiskey, to cope.
cnd close the blinds and hide my phone
I tend to isolate myself by shutting out the outside world and disconnecting from others.
cnd pray like hell the Lord will save me
I fervently pray and hope that God will rescue me from my troubles.
Come tear these walls down stone by stone
I urge for the metaphorical walls of emotional barricades to be dismantled gradually.
Somehow, I'm findin' the courage
In some way, I am discovering the strength and bravery to face my challenges.
I'm livin' and learnin' all I know is
I am embracing life's experiences and continuously acquiring knowledge.
cfraid but I don't care
Although I am afraid, I choose not to let it hold me back or dictate my actions.
Can't be brave if you ain't scared
True bravery can only be achieved when one faces their fears.
I'm still fightin', fightin' with everything I am
I am still determined to fight, putting forth my entire being in the battle.
Won't stop fightin', fightin' down to my last breath
I refuse to cease fighting, persisting until my very last breath.
Yeah, I'm still fightin'
Indeed, I am still fighting and persevering.
I'm still fightin', oh
I am still engaged in the struggle.
I'm still fightin'
I continue to fight and persevere.
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Lauren Grant
From someone who wanted to end it all 3 years ago. I’m still fighting. It gets easier, not completely better, but easier. I still fight with my own demons every day, some days harder than most. But I just look for the light at the end of the tunnel and fight my way there. Whoever reads this and is wondering if it’s worth it, I 100% guarantee you it is. You’re not alone.
Patrick Oxmole
Tyler such a lovely talent, hope you're staying safe
Mikey
I'm happy you found the courage
Brendon Bouvier
That takes a lot of courage to say that …. Your not alone!
David Lysohirka
Oh man this song hits hard...im fighting everyday to be the best i can be for my wife and daughter + other family & friends....i own my own business and have four employees who rely on me in order for them to provide for their own household....i drink, get frustrated, think i should just give up.....until a song like this shows up and makes me feel like i can do it....just keep fighting! Thankyou Tyler for this inspiring music! It means alot to people like myself$
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Robert booker
Alot of people will read this comment but, never understand that this is all done with composure, control, and strength. Im proud of you brother. Thank you for this comment.
William Neville
david lysohirka I’m a business owner my self I go threw the same stuff I don’t know how long you’ve been in business but I’ve been in for 12 years sense I was 18 and it’s hard no one will understand it unless they play the same cards but you got this man keep ya head up
David Lysohirka
@Robert booker thankyou for your understanding. I really appreciate you.
David Lysohirka
@William Neville thankyou brother. I really appreciate your comment. Its means alot to me. All the best to you and yours.