Just Out of Reach
V.A. Lyrics
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All around my neck
Hissing poison in my ears
Out of nowhere it hits me
My mind injects the novocain
Can anyone feel me scream
I want to be free
I'm incomplete
Why do I
Want to hurt myself
Can't explain why
I want to die
How can I
Be this so alive
And broken
What's wrong with me
Brokenness isn't weakness
Reach out
Reach out
It's ok to not be ok
Reach out
Reach out
For help
Always fearing
I'm not good enough
Forgetting love surrounding me
Out of nowhere it's here again
My mind replays the battering
Can anyone stop the suffering
I want to be free
How I believe
I'm underserving
Why do I
Want to hurt myself
Can't explain why
I want to die
How can I
Be this so alive
And broken
What's wrong with me
Brokenness isn't weakness
Reach out
Reach out
It's ok to not be ok
Reach out
Reach out
For help
Panic comes and goes
Panic comes and goes
Never knowing the time of day
There's no denying the truth
Now I believe
I'm complete
Now I see
How to love myself
I say now
I want to live
I know
That I am alive
Found God
No longer broken
To the lies
In my mind
In my body
No longer broken
The lyrics of "Just out of Reach" by V.A. delve into themes of internal struggle, self-harm, seeking help, and finding healing. The song describes a constant presence of negative thoughts and influences, represented by vipers creeping around the singer's neck and hissing poison in their ears. This imagery portrays the toxic thoughts and emotions that overwhelm the singer.
The line "Out of nowhere it hits me, my mind injects the novocain" suggests that the singer uses self-destructive behaviors as a means of escape or numbness. The use of novocain metaphorically represents the act of self-harm, which temporarily masks their pain and distress. However, the singer yearns for someone to recognize and understand their suffering, expressing the desire to be free from this vicious cycle.
The song raises the question of why the singer seeks to hurt themselves and wants to die. Through this introspection, they admit that they do not have a clear explanation for these feelings, highlighting the complexity of their mental and emotional state. Despite feeling alive, the singer is also acutely aware of their brokenness. They question what is wrong with them, further emphasizing their self-doubt and lack of self-worth.
However, the lyrics also assert that brokenness should not be seen as weakness. The song encourages reaching out for help and acknowledges that it is okay to not be okay. The repetition of "reach out" throughout the song emphasizes the importance of seeking support and not facing struggles alone. This message provides a glimmer of hope amidst the darkness and despair portrayed in the earlier verses.
As the song progresses, the lyrics express a transformation. The singer realizes that they are not alone and that love surrounds them, although they may have previously forgotten this fact. This newfound understanding allows them to see that they deserve better and are complete as they are. The mention of finding God suggests that the singer has found solace and strength in their faith and spirituality.
In the final lines, the lyrics declare the singer's desire to live and reject the lies that once consumed them. They have overcome their brokenness and refuse to let their mind and body be controlled by negative thoughts. This ending suggests a journey towards self-acceptance, healing, and a newfound appreciation for life.
Line by Line Meaning
Vipers creeping
Dangerous thoughts and negativity slowly infiltrating my mind
All around my neck
Feeling overwhelmed and suffocated by these negative thoughts
Hissing poison in my ears
Negative voices and influences constantly affecting my thoughts
Out of nowhere it hits me
Negative emotions suddenly overpowering me
My mind injects the novocain
Using distractions or avoidance to numb the pain
Can anyone feel me scream
Desperately seeking someone to understand and hear my pain
I want to be free
Longing for liberation and escape from these negative emotions
Yet I believe
However, there is still a belief deep within me
I'm incomplete
That I am lacking something essential in my life
Why do I
Questioning the reasons behind
Want to hurt myself
Having self-destructive tendencies
Can't explain why
Unable to comprehend the underlying reasons
I want to die
Experiencing thoughts of wanting to end my own life
How can I
How is it possible for me
Be this so alive
To feel so intensely alive
And broken
While also feeling fundamentally damaged
What's wrong with me
Questioning and seeking answers about my own flaws
Brokenness isn't weakness
Realizing that being broken does not mean being weak
Reach out
Seeking support and connection
It's ok to not be ok
Understanding that it is acceptable to feel vulnerable or distressed
For help
Asking for assistance and guidance
Always fearing
Constantly feeling afraid
I'm not good enough
Having low self-esteem and doubting my worth
Forgetting love surrounding me
Neglecting the presence of love and support in my life
Out of nowhere it's here again
Suddenly, those negative feelings and thoughts resurface
My mind replays the battering
My thoughts replay the painful experiences and self-criticism
Can anyone stop the suffering
Wishing someone could alleviate the pain and distress
I want to be free
Desiring liberation and release from this emotional burden
How I believe
Now I have faith and conviction
I'm underserving
Feeling unworthy and inadequate
Panic comes and goes
Experiencing episodes of panic that fluctuate in intensity and frequency
Never knowing the time of day
Feeling unsure and unpredictable about when these panic attacks will occur
There's no denying the truth
Recognizing and accepting the reality of the situation
Now I believe
At this moment, I have conviction and belief
I'm complete
I feel whole and fulfilled
Now I see
Currently, I have gained insight and understanding
How to love myself
Learning to accept and care for myself
I say now
I confidently declare
I want to live
Expressing a desire for life and embracing it fully
I know
I am aware
That I am alive
Acknowledging my existence and vitality
Found God
Discovering spirituality or a higher power
No longer broken
No more feeling fractured or damaged
To the lies
Refusing to believe the falsehoods
In my mind
Within my thoughts and perception
In my body
Within my physical being
No longer broken
Finally feeling whole and complete
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: David Hanson
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@ElianaVietri
Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never meant to be
Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK
But I was
So confused
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
So much hurt
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you
But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
@sophiemurray2029
Who’s listening to this song in 2024?
@inesgeurts7934
Every person who shops in the store I work at, sadly
@patriciaciaccio3858
Me❤
@bsinton
Well some how I came across this song it's 2 am and can't sleep I forgot about this song
@user-ut9sw8bz5y
Me
@vladimirleal1859
March me
@jacquigreen8895
Bridget Jones's Diary. This song is timeless. Movie soundtracks have introduced the world to some unforgettable music.
@jeanoconnor5761
Who is listening to this song 2024? .Brilliant
@napinkaew7012
2024 going down mem lane. Fantastic!
@user-pn8xi5yg7p
Moi en 2024❤❤