Back To Life
Vanessa Carlton Lyrics


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Lying in the dark
Waiting patiently
Pill like a diamond
Putting me to sleep
Black swan, I've become
I want to know no one
Bring me a stranger
On the eve of renaissance

Pendulum above my body swings
Know that I'm a living breathing thing
Slowly see the color in my eyes
Back to life, back to life

Waiting hungry
A bird upon the sea
Under navy
The craving comes for me
Wait it out, it's different now
The powers coming slowly
Touch my skin, it's delicate
I can feel the change

Pendulum above my body swings
Know that I'm a living breathing thing
Slowly see the color in my eyes
Back to life, back to life, back to

Sight
Sound
Touch me
To find
Bad
Good
Dead
Alive

Slowly see the color in my eyes
Back to life, back to life
Pendulum above my body swings
Know that I'm a living breathing thing




Slowly see the color in my eyes
Back to life, back to life, back to

Overall Meaning

In the first verse, Vanessa Carlton describes a state of darkness and solitude, as she lies in wait for something to happen. The mention of a pill like a diamond suggests medication or a substance that helps her fall asleep and escape from her current reality. The comparison to a black swan represents her desire to isolate herself from the world, wanting to disconnect from everyone and everything. She craves a stranger to bring a fresh perspective and new experiences into her life, symbolized by the mention of the eve of renaissance.


The second verse continues the theme of waiting, this time with an element of hunger. The comparison of herself to a bird upon the sea highlights her vulnerability and the uncertain nature of her desires. As the craving intensifies, she feels a change coming slowly, implying that she is going through a metamorphosis. The delicacy of her skin evokes a sensitivity to the transformation happening within her.


The chorus brings a sense of hope and renewal. The swinging pendulum represents the passing of time and the inevitable oscillation between life and death. Vanessa emphasizes her existence as a living, breathing entity, highlighting her awareness and appreciation of being alive. As she slowly starts to see the color in her eyes, it signifies her rediscovery of joy and vitality. "Back to life" becomes a mantra, signifying her journey towards embracing and fully experiencing life once again.


The bridge section consists of words juxtaposing opposites - sight, sound, touch, bad, good, dead, alive. This could represent her longing to fully engage with the world and all its sensations, from the positive to the negative, and from life to death. By acknowledging these contrasting experiences, she acknowledges the complexity and richness of living.


The final chorus repeats the themes of the previous chorus with the pendulum swinging above her body, once again emphasizing the passage of time and the beauty of her existence as a living being. The mention of slowly seeing the color in her eyes reinforces her perseverance and progress in coming back to life, back to a place of vibrancy and presence. The repetition of the phrase "back to life" reinforces her determination and the importance of embracing the present moment.


Line by Line Meaning

Lying in the dark
In a state of vulnerability and isolation


Waiting patiently
Anticipating change or transformation


Pill like a diamond
A substance that provides temporary numbing or escape


Putting me to sleep
Providing a temporary release from reality


Black swan, I've become
Feeling like an outsider or unique individual


I want to know no one
Desiring solitude and disconnection from others


Bring me a stranger
Seeking new experiences or encounters


On the eve of renaissance
On the verge of personal growth and rebirth


Pendulum above my body swings
Symbolizing the passage of time and life's uncertainty


Know that I'm a living breathing thing
Understanding the reality of one's existence


Slowly see the color in my eyes
Witnessing a gradual return to vitality and emotion


Back to life, back to life
Returning to a state of vitality and purpose


Waiting hungry
Impatiently longing for change or fulfillment


A bird upon the sea
Feeling small and insignificant in a vast world


Under navy
Immersed in darkness or depression


The craving comes for me
Being consumed by a desire or need for something


Wait it out, it's different now
Recognizing that change takes time and things have shifted


The powers coming slowly
Sensing a gradual restoration of strength and purpose


Touch my skin, it's delicate
Becoming aware of one's vulnerability and sensitivity


I can feel the change
Sensing a transformation or shift in oneself


Sight
Perception and understanding


Sound
Auditory experiences and communication


Touch me
Physical and emotional connection


To find
Seeking meaning and purpose


Bad
Negative experiences and emotions


Good
Positive experiences and emotions


Dead
Emotionally or spiritually lifeless


Alive
Filled with vitality and purpose


Slowly see the color in my eyes
Witnessing a gradual return of vitality and emotion


Back to life, back to life
Returning to a state of vitality and purpose


Pendulum above my body swings
Symbolizing the passing of time and life's uncertainty


Know that I'm a living breathing thing
Understanding the reality of one's existence


Slowly see the color in my eyes
Witnessing a gradual return of vitality and emotion


Back to life, back to life, back to
Returning to a state of vitality and purpose, repeatedly




Lyrics © MOM'S GOTTA PLAY TOO
Written by: Vanessa Carlton

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@NoFootprints27

Lying
In the dark
Waiting patiently
Pill like a diamond
Putting me to sleep

Black swan
I've become
I want to know no one
Bring me a stranger
On the eve of renaissance

Pendulum above my body swings
Know that I'm a living breathing thing
Slowly see the color in my eyes
Back to life, back to life
Waiting...
Hungry...
A bird upon the sea
Under navy
The craving comes for me
Wait it out
It's different now
The powers coming slowly
Touch my skin
It's delicate
I can feel the change

Pendulum above my body swings
Know that I'm a living breathing thing
Slowly see the color in my eyes
Back to life, back to life
Back to

Sight
Sound
Touch me
To find
Bad
Good
Dead
Alive

Slowly see the color in my eyes
Back to life, back to life
Back to

Pendulum above my body swings
Know that I'm a living breathing thing
Slowly see the color in my eyes
Back to life, back to life
Back to



All comments from YouTube:

@dorianmoncrieff433

I feel very grateful that she just keeps on going, and also develops in her music style throughout the years. In a complicated and stressful world, it's very soothing to hear a sound like this.

Keep it up, Vanessa! You're the sun that breaks the storm ❤

@natureclips5849

This could easily be on a Lana Del Rey album oh the meloncolia

@TacoStacks

How does this have only 15,000 views? Vanessa is a LEGEND

@_rogertaylors_car

FACTS, BRO, FACTS.

@_rogertaylors_car

15k Views, 1.1k Likes, THIS DESERVES MILLIONS OF VIEWS.

@jayday4795

she's not famous anymore lmao she was a teenage hype job made her producers rich then got tossed out when she couldn't sell anymore

@_rogertaylors_car

no, back in 2003, she was still with Ron Fair, until she wanted to make a record produced by her ex, Stephan Jenkins.

@jaredskyemusic

@Roger Taylor's Car that was a mistake

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@Jdf1234

Mesmerizing. I’ve been listening to you since I was a teen and now I’m 30. Your music has gotten me through a lot of lifes ups and downs, thank you.

@_rogertaylors_car

What I like about Vanessa is, she never gave up on making songs even though she has plenty of listeners.

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