First Bad Habit
Vanessa Hudgens Lyrics


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Turn it off, turn it on
Like the vibrate on your phone
Call me up, wanna talk
Then you freeze me
It's the same when you're gone
Keep me guessing what you want
But my heart says it's you who can please me
I get pushed to extremes
And I should know what it means
But I can't bear the game, to be over
When you're moves never change
Only got myself to blame
Cause I fall for it over and over

You're like my first bad habit
I can't live without it
I can't give you up, give you up
And even though you're trouble
I come back for double
I can't say, "Enough is enough"
I'm a part of you
You're a part of me
And I know it's wrong
But I can't get free
You're like my first bad habit
How am I gonna give you up?

You're the worst, you're the best
Something different from the rest
It's a fact, seeing you is never easy
Like my style, hate my friends
Oh, the conflict never ends
How much worse can it get when you tease me?

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
The way we go around
Can't put my first bad habit down
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
The way we go around
I just can't give you up

You're like my first bad habit
I can't live without it
I can't give you up, give you up
And even though you're trouble
I come back for double
I can't say enough is enough
I'm a part of you
You're a part of me
And I know it's wrong
But I can't get free
You're like my first bad habit
How am I gonna give you up?

Turn it off, turn it on
O-off, off, on on
Keep me guessing what you want
Guessing, guessing what you want
Turn it off, turn it on
O-off, off, on on
Keep me guessing what you want
Guessing, guessing what you want

You're like my first bad habit
I can't live without it
I can't give you up, give you up
And even though you're trouble
I come back for double
I can't say enough is enough
I'm a part of you
You're a part of me
And I know it's wrong
But I can't get free




You're like my first bad habit
How am I gonna give you up?

Overall Meaning

In "First Bad Habit," Vanessa Hudgens sings about a toxic relationship that she can't seem to let go of. The first verse outlines the push and pull of the relationship, with the singer expressing frustration at the way her partner keeps her guessing and freezing her out. Despite knowing that the game is unhealthy and that she's falling for the same old moves time and time again, the singer can't help but keep coming back for more.


The chorus likens the singer's relationship to a "bad habit" that she just can't shake. Despite the fact that this person is trouble and causes conflict, the singer is still drawn to them and can't imagine life without them. The second verse further highlights the tension in the relationship, with the singer noting that her partner is both the worst and the best, and that even seeing them in person is difficult. The song ends on a somewhat ambiguous note, with the singer wondering how she's ever going to give up this pattern of behavior.


Overall, "First Bad Habit" is a characteristically catchy and emotionally charged pop song that explores the complexities of toxic relationships.


Line by Line Meaning

Turn it off, turn it on
Trying to control the relationship like the vibrating switch on a phone


Like the vibrate on your phone
Comparing the relationship dynamic to the vibrating function on a phone


Call me up, wanna talk
Desire for communication


Then you freeze me
Frustration in communication when the partner suddenly becomes unavailable


It's the same when you're gone
The relationship is in a constant state of uncertainty


Keep me guessing what you want
Ambiguity in partner's desires


But my heart says it's you who can please me
Despite the difficulties, the heart still desires the partner


I get pushed to extremes
The relationship drives to emotional extremes


And I should know what it means
Intellectually aware of the issues with the partner


But I can't bear the game, to be over
Unable to walk away from the relationship


When you're moves never change
The partner's behavior doesn't evolve


Only got myself to blame
Acknowledging self-responsibility for the situation


Cause I fall for it over and over
Continuously returning to the unhealthy relationship


You're like my first bad habit
The partner is a toxic addiction


I can't live without it
Unable to imagine ending the relationship


I can't give you up, give you up
Lacking the strength to leave the partner


And even though you're trouble
Despite the problems associated with the partner


I come back for double
Returning to the partner with an even greater desire


I can't say, "Enough is enough"
Inability to set healthy boundaries in the relationship


I'm a part of you
Deep emotional investment in the relationship


You're a part of me
The partner has become an integral part of the singer's life


And I know it's wrong
Aware of the negative aspects of the relationship


But I can't get free
Unable to leave the partner


You're the worst, you're the best
The partner is both the worst and best thing in the singer's life


Something different from the rest
The partner is unique in a way that makes them desirable


It's a fact, seeing you is never easy
The relationship is constantly challenging


Like my style, hate my friends
The partner has issues with the singer's social circle


Oh, the conflict never ends
Disagreements continue to arise between the singer and partner


How much worse can it get when you tease me?
More frustration and emotional turmoil caused by the partner


I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
Expressing confusion


The way we go around
The cycle that the relationship follows


Can't put my first bad habit down
Unable to end the toxic relationship


I just can't give you up
The singer has no desire to leave the partner


Guessing, guessing what you want
Continued ambiguity in partner's desires




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Cathy Dennis, Lukasz Gottwald

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