My Affection
Vassy Lyrics


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Doo-bee-doo-bee-doo, doo, doo, ah
Doo-bee-doo-bee-doo, doo, doo, ah
Doo-bee-doo-bee

Where do I begin?
I'm sittin' here jaded
Yeah, I fell asleep with the makeup still on my skin
Wide awake again
I'm prayin' I make it
I step in the 12 but it's somewhere I've already been

Diamonds won't fool me 'cause I'm too far gone
Wish I could get back the air in my lungs
I've been so fucked up, it's bad for my heart
My heart

So
No more I love you's
It's too easy to say, yeah
No more I loves you's
Until I'm okay, yeah
I blamed it on the time zones
I blamed it on my eyes closed
I blamed it on the world like it owes me
So stop me before it's too late
No more I love you's
Until I'm okay

Oh, I faced my sins
And I wish it was easy
Now I fall asleep with the light on but still without you
So I'll make amends
And I buy myself flowers
And then when they die, I'll be happy that they got me through

Diamonds won't fool me 'cause I'm too far gone
Wish I could get back the air in my lungs
I've been so fucked up, it's bad for my heart
My heart

So
No more I love you's
It's too easy to say, yeah
No more I loves you's
Until I'm okay, yeah
I blamed it on the time zones
I blamed it on my eyes closed
I blamed it on the world like it owes me
So stop me before it's too late
No more I love you's
Until I'm okay

It's not on my lips and I love it
No weight on my chest, I'm above it
I'm takin' a moment to cut it out (oh)
I feel my conscience is callin'
Now there's no fear, no more runnin'
I don't want words that mean nothin', no

Oh, no more I love you's (no, no more I love you's)
It's too easy to say, yeah (know it's too easy to say)
No more I loves you's (no)
Until I'm okay (until I'm okay)
I blamed it on the time zones (oh)
I blamed it on my eyes closed (eyes closed)
I blamed it on the world like it owes me
So stop me before it's too late




No more I love you's (ooh, oh, no)
Until I'm okay (until I'm okay)

Overall Meaning

The song "My Affection" by Vassy begins with a catchy melody of "doo-bee-doo-bee-doo, doo, doo, ah" that sets the tone for the raw and emotional lyrics that follow. The first verse describes the feeling of being lost and jaded, falling asleep with makeup still on the skin and waking up wide awake again, praying to make it through the day. The lyrics convey a sense of exhaustion and weariness, as the singer navigates through life, feeling as though they have been in the same place before.


The chorus of the song focuses on the phrase "no more I love you's," and the singer's decision to stop saying those words until they feel okay again. The lyrics are a reflection of the singer's emotional state, struggling to come to terms with their own heartache and pain. The second verse talks about facing one's sins and the challenge of moving on. The lyricist attempts to make amends and even buys flowers for themselves to find happiness. However, the singer still struggles with their emotions and acknowledges they have been too "f**cked up."


Overall, the song is a plea for healing and an acknowledgment that words are not enough to express the complexities of love and heartbreak. The repetition of "no more I love you's" creates a sense of finality and resignation that the singer needs time to heal and recover before being able to express love again.


Line by Line Meaning

Doo-bee-doo-bee-doo, doo, doo, ah
An introductory tune setting the mood and tone of the song.


Where do I begin?
A rhetorical question about where to start telling a personal story.


I'm sittin' here jaded
Feeling exhausted and emotionally drained from a challenging experience.


Yeah, I fell asleep with the makeup still on my skin
Exhaustion and emotional turmoil caused her to fall asleep wearing makeup, suggesting an inability to take care of herself.


Wide awake again / I'm prayin' I make it
Unable to sleep or relax, she is worried and concerned about her well-being.


I step in the 12 but it's somewhere I've already been
She's back in a familiar but uncomfortable place or situation, indicating a pattern of self-sabotage or destructive behavior.


Diamonds won't fool me 'cause I'm too far gone
Material possessions won't fill the emotional void she feels; she knows it's too late for that.


Wish I could get back the air in my lungs
Metaphor for wanting to go back to a time when she felt free and alive.


I've been so fucked up, it's bad for my heart / My heart
Extreme emotional stress has taken a toll on her heart and overall health.


No more I love you's / It's too easy to say, yeah / No more I loves you's / Until I'm okay, yeah
She's tired of empty words and wants to focus on becoming emotionally healthy before committing to love again.


I blamed it on the time zones / I blamed it on my eyes closed / I blamed it on the world like it owes me
She's been trying to run from her problems by blaming external circumstances and refusing to take responsibility for her actions or healing.


So stop me before it's too late / No more I love you's / Until I'm okay
She needs someone to intervene and help her break her destructive patterns before she's too far gone. She won't commit to love until she's emotionally healthy.


Oh, I faced my sins / And I wish it was easy
She's finally admitting her mistakes and trying to make amends, but it's not easy to do.


Now I fall asleep with the light on but still without you
Despite the changes she's making, she still feels alone and unsupported.


So I'll make amends / And I buy myself flowers / And then when they die, I'll be happy that they got me through
She's taking care of herself and finding joy in small things, even when things don't last.


It's not on my lips and I love it / No weight on my chest, I'm above it
The weight of unfulfilling love is lifted, providing relief and allowing her to feel free from emotional baggage.


I'm takin' a moment to cut it out (oh) / I feel my conscience is callin'
She's taking a moment to sever ties with negative influences and is being guided by her conscience to make healthier choices.


Now there's no fear, no more runnin' / I don't want words that mean nothin', no
After doing the necessary work to become healthy, she's ready for meaningful connection, not just empty words.




Writer(s): Karagiorgos Vicky, Gilyard Omar J

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