Desperado
Vin Jay Lyrics
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I don't understand my life or it's meaning
I been doing me, looking for a reason
To be a better man every brand new season
Believe I'm blessed
Feeling myself sometimes
But going through hell sometimes
But it's all good, either way I'm fine
I wanna dwell sometimes
I am not complete, I am not comfy
I don't give a damn if you
Like or you love me
You cannot hold me, you will not hold me back
I'm alone, not lonely
I'm a desperado and I don't know if I'm
Gon' be here tomorrow
But you really don't wanna walk
This road I follow
So cold and hollow, I'm a desperado
And I don't know if there's
Much here left for me
I'm a desperado, that's the motto
Living too fast, bet I die slow
See no signs that I'm gon' follow
Still, I hope I find my way
But other nobody waiting on me
Never let 'em in 'cause I
Know I'm gon' leave
Never look back, never get no sleep
Was it all worth it? I guess I'm gon' see
Try to focus on a light
But I keep losing concentration
Tell the voices in my head I
Soak up all their conversations
But I can't turn back, I know I'm falling
Save me from myself
I'm a desperado and I don't know if I'm
Gon' be here tomorrow
But you really don't wanna walk
This road I follow
So cold and hollow, I'm a desperado
And I don't know if there's
Much here left for me
In Vin Jay & Cryptic Wisdom's song "Desperado," the lyrics express a sense of internal struggle and uncertainty about life's meaning. The singer acknowledges that they don't have all the answers and are not a genius. They have been searching for a reason to become a better person with each new season but still feel incomplete and uncomfortable. The singer doesn't care if others like or love them and refuses to be held back by anyone. They are alone but not lonely.
The chorus emphasizes the singer's desperado nature, suggesting that they don't know if they'll be alive tomorrow. They warn others not to walk the same path they do because it is cold and hollow. The singer lives fast but fears a slow death. They feel lost but hope to find their way, even though they believe no one is waiting for them. They refuse to let anyone in fully, always looking forward and never getting any sleep. They question if their choices and actions were worth it and hope to find some clarity or salvation in the midst of their falling.
Overall, the lyrics portray a deep sense of inner turmoil, existential questioning, and a desire to break free from the conventional norms of society. The singer embraces their desperado nature, acknowledging the risks and uncertainties it brings, while still hoping to find meaning and purpose in their life's journey.
Line by Line Meaning
I ain't got the answers, I am not a genius
I lack the knowledge and intellect to understand everything
I don't understand my life or its meaning
I am unable to comprehend the purpose or significance of my existence
I been doing me, looking for a reason
I have been living my life, searching for a purpose or motivation
To be a better man every brand new season
To continuously strive to improve myself with each passing phase of life
Believe I'm blessed
I have faith that I am fortunate
Feeling myself sometimes
Experiencing confidence and self-assurance occasionally
But going through hell sometimes
Enduring difficult and challenging situations at times
But it's all good, either way I'm fine
However, I remain content regardless of the circumstances
Even when I'm not and
Even in moments when I am not
I wanna dwell sometimes
When I desire to linger and immerse myself in negativity
I am not complete, I am not comfy
I feel incomplete and uneasy
I don't give a damn if you
I do not care about your
Like or you love me
Approval or affection towards me
You cannot hold me, you will not hold me back
You are incapable of restraining or hindering my progress
I'm alone, not lonely
I am in solitude, but I do not feel lonely
I'm a desperado and I don't know if I'm
I am a reckless individual and I am uncertain if I will
Gon' be here tomorrow
Be present in this world in the future
But you really don't wanna walk
However, you truly do not want to embark on
This road I follow
The path that I am choosing to take
So cold and hollow, I'm a desperado
Feeling empty and detached, I am a desperate individual
And I don't know if there's
And I am unsure if there is
Much here left for me
Many meaningful things remaining in my life
That's the motto
This is the guiding principle or slogan
Living too fast, bet I die slow
Living a fast-paced life, but I predict a slow demise
See no signs that I'm gon' follow
Do not perceive any indications that I will adhere to
Still, I hope I find my way
Nevertheless, I maintain optimism that I will discover my path
But other nobody waiting on me
But there is nobody else dependent or relying on me
Never let 'em in 'cause I
Never allow them to enter because I
Know I'm gon' leave
Am aware that I will eventually depart
Never look back, never get no sleep
Never reflect on the past, never have the opportunity to rest
Was it all worth it? I guess I'm gon' see
Was the entire journey worthwhile? I suppose I will determine that
Try to focus on a light
Attempt to concentrate on a source of hope or guidance
But I keep losing concentration
Nevertheless, I continuously lose focus
Tell the voices in my head I
Convey to the thoughts occupying my mind that I
Soak up all their conversations
Absorb all the dialogues within my inner thoughts
But I can't turn back, I know I'm falling
However, I am unable to retreat, I am aware that I am descending
Save me from myself
Rescue me from my own destructive tendencies
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