Diary
Wale Lyrics


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If I told you I wanted to talk to you,
You think I'm try'na holla at you,
And maybe I am but,
You wouldn't hear me out anyways would you? ,
Rather lose love than to move on never knowing what it feel like,
Short days, long nights,
By the phone, no call,
Need a clear mind 'cause I been blind,got me goin' down that road,
Heart made of stone,
Far away from home,
Black woman you cold,
Every problem you ever had with another man I gotta face,
Started off on thin ice,
I'm still here but I can't skate,
Slow sink, can't breath, no remorse, don't think,
Listen to your friend get another man for a minute then repeat,
Queen, you deserve the title
But she rejects what I give,
While she nurse the wounds by them,
Tried them, didn't work,
Got impossible standards,
Nothing I'm a do is gon' work,
Diary of a black girl,

I wonder why I sit and cry,
Wish I could shed all these tears,
I'm down and out,
I'll keep on moving and tryna get out,
I don't know how to move on,
Where I went wrong,
I wish I could live with no fear,
So down and out,
I'll keep it moving and tryna get out,
Somehow,

Raised by a momma who, who,
Hates her baby father so, so
She don't have a problem with, with,
Saying fuck a nigga Quick, quick,
I'm just tryna be the one who never run,
But you run away from me,
Girlfriends man cheat, cheat,
Why not me the same thing,
She can't see in me, what I see in her,
This pain she inherit can't be reversed,
I can't even stay living in the shade
Of all the motherfuckers who played you,
The irony in that is that I ain't even that,
But you put in these pages,
Wife, you deserve the label
But, but, you been hurt before so you don't feel your able,
Tried them didn't work, got impossible standards,
Nothing that I ever do works,
Diary of a black girl,

I wonder why I sit and cry,
Wish I could shed all these tears,
I'm down and out,
I'll keep on moving and tryna get out,
I don't know how to move on,
Where I went wrong,
I wish I could live with no fear,
So down and out,
I'll keep it moving and tryna get out,
Somehow,

See all I wanna do is be relevant,
Just tell me that I ever meant anything more,
That you could ever see me and you in another light,
But its like the dark women indoors in the darkest nights by the wrong man,
See all of them have made you incapable of a first impression,
What it do is I channel my aggression with no cable or antenna,
Just intentions to impress you if capable,
Hoping that the material possessions can materialize to a better you,
Cars, nothing I drive can drive you out of this frame of mind,
For such an ugly picture and,
Money, nothing I buy can buy more time
For your ears to tell your heart to listen to it,
Diamonds, a girl's best friend is what they say
But believe me with the right allegiance shorty you gonna shine anyways,
And everyday that goes by is a couple more lines in her diary,
The day before is better than the present,
So anyone presented in her presence endures these life sentences,
There's no key for release,
No reason to be around,
Her minds in the clouds,
She writes it all down,
In her diary,

I wonder why I sit and cry,
Wish I could shed all these tears,
I'm down and out,
I'll keep on moving and tryna get out,
I don't know how to move on,
Where I went wrong,
I wish I could live with no fear,
So down and out,




I'll keep it moving and tryna get out,
Somehow,

Overall Meaning

The song "Diary" by Wale talks about a man's attempts to communicate with a woman who he believes to be special to him. He fears that the woman may not listen to him even if he attempts to talk to her. The man is willing to risk losing her love instead of giving up on the relationship without putting forth any efforts to make things work. The song mentions the struggles and difficulties that they face in their relationship. The woman has had problems with other men in the past, and the man is trying to prove himself. However, the woman's trust and confidence in men have taken a hit, making her doubt any potential relationship that comes her way.


Wale talks about how this woman writes in her diary, which highlights her insecurities and doubts. The song takes a turn when the man introspects and speaks about his attempts to impress the woman. He believes that if he could just show her that he is different from other men, she might be willing to give him a chance. However, the man realizes that it is not easy to impress this woman. She has been hurt before, and she has set impossible standards for herself, which he cannot seem to meet.


Overall, "Diary" by Wale talks about the struggles faced by two individuals in a relationship. It highlights the importance of communication and how doubt and insecurity can erode even the strongest of relationships.


Line by Line Meaning

If I told you I wanted to talk to you,
If I expressed my desire to communicate with you,


You think I'm try'na holla at you,
You assume that I am trying to hit on you,


And maybe I am but,
Perhaps I am, but


You wouldn't hear me out anyways would you?
You wouldn't listen to me anyway, would you?


Rather lose love than to move on never knowing what it feel like,
I would rather lose love than not know what it feels like to move on,


Short days, long nights,
Days are brief, but nights are long


By the phone, no call,
Waiting by the phone, but no one is calling


Need a clear mind 'cause I been blind,got me goin' down that road,
I need a clear mind because I have been blind and it got me headed down the wrong path


Heart made of stone,
Having a heart that is hard and unresponsive


Far away from home,
Being distant from my roots and origins


Black woman you cold,
You, a black woman, are emotionally detached


Every problem you ever had with another man I gotta face,
I have to confront every issue you have ever had with another man


Started off on thin ice,
We began our relationship in a precarious position


I'm still here but I can't skate,
I'm still around, but I'm unable to move forward


Slow sink, can't breath, no remorse, don't think,
I'm slowly sinking, unable to breathe, and feeling no remorse or concern


Listen to your friend get another man for a minute then repeat,
You listen to your friend who has a new man in her life, then you repeat the same pattern


Queen, you deserve the title
You, as a woman of value and importance, deserve to be called a queen


But she rejects what I give,
However, you refuse to accept what I offer


While she nurse the wounds by them,
You tend to your emotional wounds with the help of others


Tried them, didn't work,
You've tried relationships in the past, but they didn't succeed


Got impossible standards,
You have unrealistic expectations


Nothing I'm a do is gon' work,
Nothing I do will be successful


I wonder why I sit and cry,
I wonder why I'm feeling emotional pain and tears


Wish I could shed all these tears,
I wish I could stop shedding tears


I'm down and out,
I am feeling sad and discouraged


I'll keep on moving and tryna get out,
I will persist and attempt to overcome my difficulties


I don't know how to move on,
I don't know how to progress beyond my present situation


Where I went wrong,
I am uncertain where I made mistakes


I wish I could live with no fear,
I yearn to live without fear


See all I wanna do is be relevant,
All I desire is to matter or be important


Just tell me that I ever meant anything more,
Just inform me that I had more significance in your life


But its like the dark women indoors in the darkest nights by the wrong man,
It's like dark-skinned women who struggle with their emotions in the evenings by the side of the wrong man


That you could ever see me and you in another light,
That you could ever envisage me and you differently


She can't see in me, what I see in her,
She cannot envision me in the same way that I see her


This pain she inherit can't be reversed,
This pain that she has taken on cannot be undone


I can't even stay living in the shade
I cannot even remain in the shadow or darkness


Of all the motherfuckers who played you,
Of all the people who have mistreated you


Wife, you deserve the label
You, as a wife, deserve that designation


But, but, you been hurt before so you don't feel your able,
But you have been wounded in the past, so you doubt your capability


See all of them have made you incapable of a first impression,
All of them have rendered you unable to make a good first impression


Cars, nothing I drive can drive you out of this frame of mind,
No car I drive can take you out of this negative state of mind


Money, nothing I buy can buy more time
No amount of money I spend can buy more time for us


Diamonds, a girl's best friend is what they say
They say that diamonds are a girl's best friend


But believe me with the right allegiance shorty you gonna shine anyways,
But believe me, with the proper loyalty, you will shine regardless


And everyday that goes by is a couple more lines in her diary,
Every day that passes results in additional entries in her diary


The day before is better than the present,
Yesterday was preferable to today


So anyone presented in her presence endures these life sentences,
Anyone who is present with her suffers through these long-lasting difficulties


There's no key for release,
There is no way to escape


No reason to be around,
There is no justification to remain


Her minds in the clouds,
Her mind is lost in daydreams


She writes it all down,
She records all of her thoughts and feelings




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: OLUBOWALE VICTOR AKINTIMEHIN, MARSHA AMBROSIUS, CHRISTINE OTT, LUDOVIC MORILLON, MARC ROGER SENS, STEPHANIE J. BOUVIER, YANN PIERRE TIERSEN, JAMES GUFFEY, MATT BANG, MATTHEW KIPPER

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