If I Ever See the Light
Willie Nile Lyrics


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Dark street staring at my feet
It isn't shown, it's unknown
Just where I'm going to

Heartbeat tangled in deceit
I feel numb not a crump
Of hope left on my plate
O lord and it's getting late

But if I ever see the light
If I ever see the light
I'm gonna walk up to it
Put my fist right through it
Gonna grab with all my might

Cold sweet haunted with regret
Chills roll cross my soul
It ain't over yet

In deep how'm I gonna sleep
The ghost's dance got no chance
Cause when it gets this black
There's no turning back

But if I ever see the light
If I ever see the light
I'm gonna walk up to it
Put my fist right through it
Gonna grab with all my might

By the wall where shadows fall people stare
In the gutter lost souls mutter




"Is anyone there, does anybody care?
I mean it, I mean it, I mean it, I swear"

Overall Meaning

In Willie Nile's song "If I Ever See the Light," the singer seems lost and numb, staring at his feet while walking down a dark street. He feels tangled in deceit and haunted by regrets, with no hope left on his plate, and no chance of falling asleep. Despite all this, the chorus offers a glimmer of hope, with the singer promising that if he ever sees the light, he will walk up to it, put his fist right through it, and grab with all his might.


The lyrics paint a picture of someone struggling with depression, uncertainty, and loneliness, who is searching for a way out. The image of the lost souls muttering in the gutter, begging for someone to care, adds a poignant layer to the song. The chorus suggests that there is still fight left in the singer, that he is still holding on to a shred of hope and determination that he will overcome the darkness in his life.


Line by Line Meaning

Dark street staring at my feet
Walking down a poorly lit street, I'm lost in thought and staring at my feet


It isn't shown, it's unknown
I have no idea where I'm going or what's waiting for me there


Just where I'm going to
I'm pondering aimlessly without any destination or purpose


Heartbeat tangled in deceit
My heart is heavy with lies and deception


I feel numb not a crump
I'm emotionally drained and have no hope left


Of hope left on my plate
I have no optimism for my future


O lord and it's getting late
I'm concerned that time is running out for me


But if I ever see the light
Despite my circumstances, I'm hopeful of a better future


If I ever see the light
Optimistic of a brighter future


I'm gonna walk up to it
When I see my opportunity, I will pursue it wholeheartedly


Put my fist right through it
I won't let anything stand in my way of success


Gonna grab with all my might
I'm committed to seizing the success I desire


Cold sweet haunted with regret
Remorse consumes me like a bitter, cold breeze


Chills roll cross my soul
The icy sensation of disappointment courses through my entire being


It ain't over yet
Although I'm met with setbacks, I'm not giving up


In deep how'm I gonna sleep
My thoughts have been tormenting me, and I can't find peace


The ghost's dance got no chance
The doubts and fears that once consumed me no longer have any control over me


Cause when it gets this black
When things seem hopeless and lost, I remain steadfast


There's no turning back
I'm persevering towards my goals without looking back


By the wall where shadows fall people stare
People judge me and doubt my ability to succeed


In the gutter lost souls mutter
People who are struggling speak negatively and disparage others


Is anyone there, does anybody care?
I'm questioning whether there's any support or hope for me


I mean it, I mean it, I mean it, I swear
I'm resolute about my desire for success




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