Cold Massive Blue
Wynardtage Lyrics

Is it the journey
Is the experience and process of living not fulfilling enough

That is not enough
That it is not giving everything the author expected from it

The fatal longing
The overwhelming desire for something unattainable and destructive

Of selling love
The painful feeling of being unable to love or being loved in return

Now to erase
The attempt to eliminate or forget something painful or unwanted

Some secret thoughts
The hidden and private reflections or desires of the author's mind

And capitulate
To give up or surrender to a force or feeling beyond control

By the human heart
By the deeply emotional and vulnerable core of the author's being

Is it the war
Is life and all its struggles a battle or conflict to be won

That I like to win
An admission of the author's need to conquer and overcome challenges

The strict growing hate
The intense and increasing anger and resentment within the author

Flocks massive within
An overwhelming swarm of negative emotions consuming the author's thoughts

Now to destroy
The desire to ruin or eliminate something or someone the author once cherished

Lifes brighter charme
The beauty and brilliance of existence that is being lost or forgotten

The secretly peace
The inner tranquility and calmness that is being disturbed and threatened

Softly and warm
Gently and comforting, but now lost or unattainable

Much love as to leave
So much love and affection that it is painful to let go

Unable to give
The author's inability to express or give love due to emotional blocks or circumstance

Cold tears to run
The numbing and painful tears that fall in times of grief and loss

Breaking the kiss
The separation and distancing from something intensely intimate and personal

Is it life
A rhetorical question about the nature and purpose of existence

A seperate game
An isolated and individualistic experience of life, where others are not understood or felt

Of people and nature
The interaction between humanity and the natural world

Not feeling the same
The sense of isolation and being different from others

Now to frustrate
To cause annoyance, disappointment, or discouragement

And bidden by lust
Compelled or controlled by a strong and usually negative emotion or desire

There isn't security
The lack of safety or protection from harm or loss

By this lack of trust
The absence of faith or belief in something or someone

For now and ever
Forever and always, without end

Drowned in you
Totally immersed and consumed by another person or feeling

Standing that moments
Living in or being stuck in a particular time or experience

Of the cold massive blue
The overwhelming and cold feeling of loss or emptiness

Is it the light
Is this the illumination or understanding of something once unclear or unknown

Of the saddest day
The most dolorous and sorrowful moment in time

Of eternal sleep
The endless slumber of death

Indestructible grey
The unchanging and unyielding state of darkness and depression

Now to spit out
To release or express something forcefully, often in anger

The salty life
The bitter and unpleasant aspects of existence

It's blackest mood
The deepest and most intense state of sadness or despair

The bitter side
The painful and unpleasant aspects of life or love

Oh is it life...
The continuation of the rhetorical question about the meaning and purpose of life