Distance
X-ACTO \ IGNITE Lyrics

Shattered all remaining lights
All hope and positivity have been destroyed.

Seems like a way
A possible course of action.

That I convinced myself
I created this narrative in my own head.

Feelings better left on the shelf
Emotions that are safer to leave unexplored.

Again with everything it means
Despite all of its implications.

Born to loose
Destined for failure.

With nothing much left to say
There is nothing else to discuss.

But I guess it doesn't matter anyway
Regardless, it's unimportant.

Pull me close
Draw me near.

And watch me fall
Observe as I plummet.

Time tuns out
The clock has run its course.

But I can't say it's your fault
I am not blaming you for this outcome.

So it's my turn to hurt
Now I must experience the pain.

But it's no ones fault
Nobody is to blame.

It's my time to hurt
It is my moment to feel sorrow.

I let my guard down
I exposed my vulnerability.

So I'll make the fall
I will accept the consequences of my actions.

Time's running out for us all
We are all running out of time.

Are you guilty for what you've just said
Do you feel remorse for your recent words?

Are you faithful to what's inside your head
Are you staying true to your thoughts and beliefs?

My feelings toward this situation
My emotions regarding this matter.

Is that I'm guilty
I feel responsible.

For being the instigator
As the catalyst of this situation.

Of these fallacies
Of these false beliefs.

Not seeing the painful parts of insecurities
Being blind to the harmful aspects of insecurity.

For not being the friend
For not fulfilling the role of a friend.

That you want
That you desire.

You want me to be
The version of myself that you desire.

This is Distance
This is the emotional disconnection between us.