Originally beginning as a solo project by guitarist/vocalist Tyler Zanon in 2013 under the name Bedroom Talk, Tyler recruited member Cody Muraro to guest on the debut song “Grinding Teeth”. The chemistry worked out in a positive manor, so both decided to undergo the project together as a duo. After releasing 2 EPs and a full-length, Cody left the band in 2020 to become the vocalist of Real Friends. Since then, Youth Fountain moved forward as Tyler's solo project, releasing "Keepsakes & Reminders" in 2021.
Helpless / Letters To Our Former Selves
Youth Fountain Lyrics
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We'll never get back what we once had then.
Where the fuck did you go? The day you left me for dead again. But did you ever think I could be different? You never gave me a chance.
Wake up. I still feel like I'm sleeping, sleeping so heavy in my own thoughts. They contain words I once said to her, so overdramatic, so over-the-top. And now I can't stop reminiscing on times that I wish I could just go re-live. Because a whole year without you my dear, completely cut from my life from some stupid fight I caused.
So where the fuck did I go? That day you left me for good. I guess I tried to grow stronger as our love just got weaker. I still remember the promise I made for you that day. ""You've got to be more happy in your life"" but things just aren't alright without you.
The lyrics in the first verse convey a sense of helplessness and regret. The singer reflects on a situation where they were unable to express their true feelings, leading to a sense of missed opportunities and lost connection. The lyrics capture the struggle of wanting to communicate but feeling unable to do so effectively. The mention of giving up and giving in suggests a sense of resignation and acceptance of the outcome, even though it is not what was desired.
The second verse shifts the focus to the other person in the relationship, questioning their actions and choices. The singer laments being left behind and feeling abandoned, wondering if the person ever considered the possibility of things turning out differently. The frustration and betrayal of being left "for dead again" come through strongly, highlighting the emotional turmoil and disappointment experienced.
As the lyrics progress, there is a sense of introspection and self-doubt. The singer grapples with feelings of being stuck in a cycle of longing and regret, unable to move past the memories of the past. The lyrics convey a deep sense of yearning for the past and a desire to go back in time to make things right. The self-criticism and reflection on past actions show a willingness to acknowledge mistakes and the impact they had on the relationship.
The final verse encapsulates a mix of self-blame and longing for a lost love. The singer questions their own role in the relationship's downfall and reflects on their attempts to cope with the loss. The mention of a promise made to the other person underscores a desire to make amends and find happiness, yet the reality of the situation remains bleak. The lyrics capture the struggle to move on and find contentment without the other person, highlighting the lingering impact of their absence on the singer's life.
Line by Line Meaning
Here I stand, helpless again. Caught up on words that you wish you said. You gave up, I'm giving in.
Feeling vulnerable and lost once more, dwelling on the things you wish you had expressed. You backed down, and now I'm surrendering.
We'll never get back what we once had then.
Realizing that the past relationship cannot be restored to its former state.
Where the fuck did you go? The day you left me for dead again. But did you ever think I could be different? You never gave me a chance.
Questioning your disappearance when you abandoned me without a second thought. Did you ever believe in the possibility of change within me? You never even gave me an opportunity to prove myself.
Wake up. I still feel like I'm sleeping, sleeping so heavy in my own thoughts. They contain words I once said to her, so overdramatic, so over-the-top. And now I can't stop reminiscing on times that I wish I could just go re-live.
Attempting to shake off the illusion of being awake while feeling trapped within my own mind, replaying melodramatic words spoken to her. Unable to escape memories of moments I yearn to experience again.
Because a whole year without you my dear, completely cut from my life from some stupid fight I caused.
Reflecting on the void of an entire year spent without your presence, a result of a senseless argument I initiated.
So where the fuck did I go? That day you left me for good. I guess I tried to grow stronger as our love just got weaker.
Questioning my own disappearance on the day you departed permanently. Perhaps I attempted to become more resilient as our bond steadily deteriorated.
I still remember the promise I made for you that day. 'You've got to be more happy in your life' but things just aren't alright without you.
Recalling the vow I made to you, urging you to find more happiness in your life. However, my own existence feels incomplete without your presence.
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: TYLER ZANON
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FIEUZE
Well i guess it's my turn to share my story and how this song helped me a lot to get out of my fuckin depression.
I have matched with this girl in the beginning of july. After days of chatting, i proposed a drink. She was here... Waiting for me. I was hesitant and shy. After a two minutes of breathing , i went to her encounter . After the date, she told me "It was a magnificent night" then i hugged her so much. Two days after, i kissed her on "Hail to the king" by Avenged Sevenfold and we were officially a couple 25th of July . I will always remember those sleepless night with her, playing at Uncharted on my PS3. After the game, we were in my garden, looking all the stars talking about our couple and our future. It was the first night i said to her "I love you".
Five month of fun love and happiness.... I introduced her to my parents , she did the same, even with her band of friends, even to her ex boyfriend who is really not a bad guy.
But there was this guy at her university .... who texted her so much.... even when she was with me . I was under pills so i was almost knockout and did'nt noticed this enough quickly. At university her other "friends" arranged meets and date between her and him, just the two of them. After weeks, he kissed her. She told me the truth in crying.... Told me she want to stay alone and not to be in couple...
But after this... She posted a photo on her instagram story where she kiss the guy. i was ready to star the fight in this song but after reflexion it was better for me to leave
It was a fuckin depression for me : pills, loss of weight, crying and sleepless night......
and after i found this song : each day i jump everywhere in my bedroom, picturing me in front of her , screaming the lyrics of this song in a theater with a big crowd ..... I hope one day she will remember me and how bad she have been with me and how selfish she was in tolding me " i'm good without you, so i see no reason to bring you back to my life ".
Thank you for this song guys Thank you for your attention. I hope to see this guys in france to thank them for this album for get me out of my depression. From the bottom of my heart. Thank you all.
Dreambound
We're so incredibly proud of you guys <3 Much love
Adam Birangga
My boii
Sad Boi
I love Dreambound
Ryan B
Dreambound I love how you guys always send your support to bands you used to promote via comments.
You guys are awesome and more promoters should be like you guys!
Youth Fountain
Right back at you <3 <3
Leif
Thanks for showing them to me and the awesome work you do for smaller bands!
gotanerve zine
seems like this genre will never die out
Straight white Male
Rock and roll? No … it won’t
Immolator772
@BAADACHE Pierre i'm pretty sure it's called melodic post-hardcore.
Josh Lawson
Nor should it.