Half Hour
Yumi Zouma Lyrics


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I walk around for one half hour
My thinking's clear at night
In all the worlds I think I hear you
Soothing all the time

I've been let off of work today
But all my plans are flakes
You're scared and it's feels unfair
But maybe I'll be brave

I think I need you when I die
When I've got no one on my side
I think about it all the time
When I need to
Get back when I see through lies
This time I scream until I cry
Then laugh for hours
Like we folded in half
I think about it all the time
When I leave you it won't be a clean goodbye

I never found a stead refusal
Like gritted through my teeth
You give me time for when I'm sinking
When I fail to please
Fighting off your lack of prowess
You smell like cigarettes
Reminded me of what you withdrew
When I hitched my bets

Slow down
Show me what you've seen
No I can't think of you
I'll only stay so you'll feel ok
But maybe I should move

I think I need you when I die
When I've got no one on my side
I think about it all the time
When I need to
Get back when I see through lies
This time I scream until I cry
Then laugh for hours
Like we folded in half
I think about it all the time
When I leave you it won't be a clean goodbye

Look you say
We gotta stay warm
Well gotta stay calm
Oh embrace
You got me but I can't tell if you are trying or not

I think I need you when I die
When I've got no one on my side
I think about it all the time
When I need to
Get back when I see through lies
This time I scream until I cry
Then laugh for hours
Like we folded in half




I think about it all the time
When I leave you it won't be a clean goodbye

Overall Meaning

Yumi Zouma’s song “Half Hour” seems to be a reflection on a relationship that is troubled, but that the singer can’t let go of. The first verse reveals that the singer walks around for a half hour at night, during which time their thinking becomes clear. They think they hear their partner soothing them, which speaks to the comfort they find in the relationship. However, as the verse progresses, it is revealed that although the singer has been let off work, their plans fall through, leaving them with uncertain feelings about the relationship. The second verse reflects more confusion, as the singer describes struggling with a lack of “stead refusal” and being reminded of what their partner has withdrawn.


The chorus seems to be an acknowledgment of the power dynamic in the relationship, with the singer saying they need their partner when they die and have no one else on their side. They “think about it all the time,” an indication that despite the ambiguity and confusion in the relationship, it is constantly on the singer’s mind. They describe screaming and crying but then laughing for hours, which gives the impression that the relationship is passionate, but also unstable. The closing lines of the chorus leave the listener with uncertainty about the future of the relationship, with the singer declaring that when they leave their partner, it won’t be a clean goodbye.


In the bridge, the singer seems to be questioning the stability of the relationship once again. Their partner tells them “we gotta stay warm/ we gotta stay calm,” but the singer is unsure whether their partner is trying. The bridge hints at a lack of communication and consistency in the relationship. The final repetition of the chorus brings the song to a close, leaving listeners with the same sense of ambivalence and uncertainty that the singer experiences in the relationship.


Line by Line Meaning

I walk around for one half hour
I spend thirty minutes aimlessly wandering, lost in thought


My thinking's clear at night
I have more clarity of thought when it is dark outside


In all the worlds I think I hear you
I imagine hearing your voice in every possible scenario or reality


Soothing all the time
Your voice and presence bring me comfort and calmness


I've been let off of work today
I have the day off from my job


But all my plans are flakes
All of my intended activities or arrangements are unreliable or not solid


You're scared and it's feels unfair
You are frightened and it seems unjust to me


But maybe I'll be brave
But perhaps I can summon the courage needed in this situation


I think I need you when I die
I feel that I will need you when I am approaching my own death


When I've got no one on my side
When I feel alone and unsupported by anyone else


I think about it all the time
I constantly ponder this idea or thought


When I need to
Especially when I require comfort or reassurance


Get back when I see through lies
Reacting strongly to falsehoods and trying to correct any misconceptions


This time I scream until I cry
I express my intense emotions through screaming and weeping


Then laugh for hours
And then subsequently experience an extended period of laughter


Like we folded in half
As if we are doubled over with laughter, together


When I leave you it won't be a clean goodbye
When our relationship ends, it will not be a simple or easy separation


I never found a stead refusal
I never received a firm rejection or denial


Like gritted through my teeth
I struggle to withhold my frustration or anger


You give me time for when I'm sinking
You provide me with support and kindness during difficult times


When I fail to please
When I disappoint you, or am unable to make you happy


Fighting off your lack of prowess
Struggling to cope with your perceived shortcomings or inadequacies


You smell like cigarettes
Your scent reminds me of cigarette smoke


Reminded me of what you withdrew
Elicits memories of what you have taken away, or withheld from me


When I hitched my bets
When I placed my trust in you or took a risk with you


Slow down
Take things more slowly or patiently


Show me what you've seen
Tell me about your experiences or insights


No I can't think of you
Sometimes I cannot stop thinking about you or picture you in my mind


I'll only stay so you'll feel ok
I will remain close to you for your sake, to provide reassurance or emotional support


But maybe I should move
Maybe it would be healthier or wiser for me to distance myself and move on


Look you say
You begin to speak, drawing my attention


We gotta stay warm
We need to stay physically or emotionally warm and connected


Well gotta stay calm
We also need to remain calm and level-headed


Oh embrace
Embrace each other, either physically or metaphorically


You got me but I can't tell if you are trying or not
I feel close to you, but I am uncertain whether you are genuinely committed to our relationship




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I walk around for one half hour
My thinking's clear at night
In all the worlds I think I hear you
Soothing all the time

I've been let off of work today
But all my plans are flakes
You're scared and it's feels unfair
But maybe I'll be brave

I think I need you when I die
When I've got no one on my side
I think about it all the time
When I need to
Get back when I see through lies

This time I scream until I cry
Then laugh for hours
Like we folded in half
I think about it all the time
When I leave you it won't be a clean goodbye

I never found a stead refusal
Like gritted through my teeth
You give me time for when I'm sinking
When I fail to please
Fighting off your lack of prowess
You smell like cigarettes
Reminded me of what you withdrew
When I hitched my bets

Slow down
Show me what you've seen
No I can't think of you
I'll only stay so you'll feel ok
But maybe I should move

I think I need you when I die
When I've got no one on my side
I think about it all the time
When I need to
Get back when I see through lies

This time I scream until I cry
Then laugh for hours
Like we folded in half
I think about it all the time
When I leave you it won't be a clean goodbye

Look you say
We gotta stay warm
Well gotta stay calm
Oh embrace
You got me but I can't tell if you are trying or not

I think I need you when I die
When I've got no one on my side
I think about it all the time
When I need to
Get back when I see through lies

This time I scream until I cry
Then laugh for hours
Like we folded in half
I think about it all the time
When I leave you it won't be a clean goodbye



All comments from YouTube:

sleepyfribble

This band is supernatural. I’m so blessed to not only have found then but appreciate them. It heals my soul in this difficult world.😊

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Sandiso Majubana

Introduced this band to my girlfriend in 2017 and this is her favourite song. This is how I know we're soulmates, Hope to marry her one day she doesn't know it yet :)

Chairun Combs

I'm so happy to find such a clever, cool band like Youmi Zouma, right when new stuff is coming out also. I listened to about 200 new bands over the past couple weeks and you are #1!

a person

I listen to chvrches a lot and really like this band

Andrew Mitchell

This is super great, gonna go listen to this forever

Kenneth Alvarez

Man, the lyrics of this song really hit you in the feels.

momentsmeanmore

Yet another great track! Can't wait for Willowbank rggh c'mon October!!!

Osvaldo Márquez

Los adoro ! ❤️❤️❤️

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