Next To You
Yung Van Lyrics

3 AM and it's already morning
I feel like time is slipping away from me and I can't rest, as the struggles of life never seem to pause.

Can't go to sleep 'cause my dreams always boring
My dreams lack excitement and fulfillment, making it difficult for me to find solace in sleep.

Life's so fast I don't know where I'm going
The pace of life is overwhelming and chaotic, leaving me uncertain about my direction and purpose.

I'm stressed out 'cause my life's a mess
The state of my life is disorganized and overwhelming, causing immense stress and anxiety.

4 AM and there's tears down my face
In the early hours of the morning, sorrow engulfs me, leading to tears streaming down my cheeks.

Can't stop screaming 'How'd I get to this place'
I am filled with a sense of despair and confusion, questioning how I ended up in my current situation.

This ain't home, I don't know where to go
I no longer feel a sense of belonging and find myself lost, unsure of where to find comfort and stability.

Life's not fun ever since you left
My life has lost its joy and excitement ever since you departed from it.

5 AM, I miss you once again
As the morning progresses, my longing for you intensifies once more.

I miss the days we'd spend laughing in confidence
I yearn for the times when we would share moments of laughter and security together.

You lied when I told the truth
You deceived me by not being honest while I remained transparent and sincere.

I'll always be right next to you
Despite the betrayal, I will continue to stand by your side and support you.

And you said you'd be there too
You promised that you would also be there for me in return.

So tell me why I'm not next to you
I am seeking an explanation as to why I am no longer close to you despite our mutual promises.

Lies falling out your mouth
You consistently speak falsehoods and deceit.

Always end up in a mess somehow
These lies consistently lead to chaotic and complicated situations.

The lights in your eyes burned out
The passion and sincerity that used to shine in your eyes have faded away.

Ran from the sea, I'm on solid ground
I escaped from the tumultuous and unpredictable nature of our relationship and found stability on my own.

Living outside, I'ma compromise
Living without you, I have settled for a less fulfilling and compromised existence.

Can't put trust in myself for life
The betrayal has eroded my self-confidence and ability to trust my own judgment.

Beautiful face but no heart inside
You may possess physical beauty, but your inner character lacks sincerity and empathy.

Yeah, it's all dark inside
My heart and emotions are filled with darkness and emptiness.

I just wanna know where you're living at
I am curious about your current whereabouts and living situation.

I don't see your dot on the minimap
Metaphorically, I am unable to locate you or understand your intentions.

Shoot me in the heart at least
If I cannot be close to you, I would rather experience emotional pain and heartbreak.

Rather be dead if I'm not at your feet, yeah
If I cannot have your love and be by your side, I feel as though life is not worth living.