Help Me
Yxl Lyrics

Don't know what I should do
I'm feeling lost and uncertain about the right course of action.

No longer good enough for this
I no longer feel capable or competent in this situation.

Does that make me worthless
Am I without value or significance because of this?

I thought that I could be
I believed I had the potential to become

Everything that I would need for me
everything that I would require to find fulfillment within myself

But I'm just not perfect
But I realize that I am flawed and imperfect.

Always found a way
I have always managed to find a solution or overcome obstacles.

Then all was changed
But suddenly, everything was altered.

Was it a mistake
Was the previous belief or decision a wrong or misguided choice?

I thought that I could be
I believed I had the potential to become

Everything that I would need
everything that I would require

Somebody help me please
I am in desperate need of assistance from someone.

'Cause I guess I'm not enough for me
Because it seems that I am insufficient or inadequate for my own needs.

I thought that I could do it on my own
I believed I had the capability to accomplish it by myself.

But here I am confused and all alone, oh
Yet, I find myself perplexed and without support.

Won't someone help me please
I am earnestly requesting assistance from anyone.

'Cause I know I'm not enough for me
Because I am aware that I alone cannot satisfy my own needs.

I thought that I could do this
I believed I had the capability to accomplish this.

Until the end of time
For an indefinite duration or forever.

Take care of all my duties
Handle all of my responsibilities and obligations.

Take care of what was mine
Attend to what belongs to me or is my responsibility.

But I find that as time passes
However, I discover that as time goes on

This feeling grows inside
This emotion intensifies within me.

I feel so stupid and useless
I experience a sense of foolishness and worthlessness.

When I'm used to feeling pride
When I am accustomed to feeling a sense of achievement or self-worth.

Why life gets harder the farther you get
Why life becomes more challenging the more progress you make.

(Is this making sense)
(Am I being coherent and understandable)

I'm starting to doubt
I am beginning to question or lose faith in

If God really made me for this
Whether God truly intended me for this purpose or task.

I feel angry, confused
I experience feelings of anger and confusion.

I'm changing my views
I am altering my perspectives or opinions.

And I may need to use a helping hand
And perhaps I require assistance or support from others.

But man that don't mean that I lose
However, it does not imply that I am defeated or unsuccessful.

I was given advice
Someone offered me guidance or counsel.

If you want it done right
If you desire it to be executed correctly.

You gotta go do it yourself
You have to personally take action and accomplish it.

So I felt that I had to do this
Therefore, I perceived that I must undertake this task

All by myself with no help
Independently and without any assistance.

But I saw my failures growing
However, I witnessed my mistakes and shortcomings increasing.

Showing flaws I'd never known and
Revealing imperfections that I had never been aware of and

Constant lows from going solo
Continuous negative experiences resulting from individual efforts.

I was my own opponent
I was the one hindering or sabotaging my progress.

So I had to own up to
So I had to accept responsibility for

All the moments where I fell short
Every instance where I did not meet expectations or fell behind.

Opened my heart up
Bared my emotions or vulnerability

And oh I've never felt so sure
And, oh, I have never felt so certain

This is the way to living
This is the path to true fulfillment and existence.

I was mistaken with it
I had been misguided or wrong about it.

The thing I needed was people
The essential element I required was the support and companionship of others.

And that made all the difference
And that significantly changed everything for the better.