She has released a collection of EPs ("Lice", "Patched Up", "Loveworm", "Space Cadet"), her debut full-length album "Fake It Flowers" in 2020, her sophomore album "Beatopia" in 2022, and her hit singles "Glue Song" and "the way things go" in 2023. Along with her EPs, albums, and singles, she's released songs featuring popular artists like Laufey, Clairo, Cavetown, PinkPantheress, and Luna Li. Her sound has evolved over the years, drawing influence from 90s alternative rock and space rock.
Disappear
beabadoobee Lyrics
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Tell me all your fears
'Cause the rush of love is gone
And I'm tryna find out why it disappeared
Why it disappeared
I look you in the eyes
Don't feel nothing here
Yeah, that shit's disappeared
Yeah, that shit's disappeared
Yeah, that shit's disappeared
Yeah, that shit's disappeared
Yeah, that shit's disappeared
Do you remember
Our love in November?
That shit was so real
But there's patches on my fingers that won't heal
There's patches on my fingers that won't feel
Why'd you have to fuckin' disappear?
Why'd you have to fuckin' disappear?
Why'd you disappear?
Why'd you disappear?
Why'd you disappear?
Please come back
Please come back
Please come back
Please come back
The first verse of "Disappear" by beabadoobee sets the scene for a relationship at a crossroads. The singer asks her partner to confide in her, to reveal his fears and anxieties, but the spark that once fueled their love has dissipated. She's grasping for an understanding of why their relationship has disappeared. In the second verse, the singer looks her partner in the eyes, but feels nothing. She acknowledges that the love she once felt has vanished. The chorus echoes this sense of loss and asks the partner directly why he had to disappear. The singer is imploring her partner to come back to her and the life they shared.
The bridge provides a glimpse into the past, when their love was still "real" in November, but hints at an event or events that left a lasting impact on the relationship. The ambiguous "patches on my fingers" suggest a physical manifestation of a psychological wound that has yet to heal. The final plea for the partner to come back is laden with desperation and heartache. The singer wants to save what's left of their love and repair the damage, but it's unclear if her partner feels the same way.
Line by Line Meaning
Kiss me on my neck
Start the conversation on a physical note by showing your affection towards me.
Tell me all your fears
Open up to me and share your insecurities and the things that are bothering you.
'Cause the rush of love is gone
The excitement and intensity of our relationship seems to be fading away.
And I'm tryna find out why it disappeared
I'm trying to understand what went wrong that caused the love to vanish, and I want to fix it.
I look you in the eyes
I give you my full attention by locking my gaze with yours.
Don't feel nothing here
I don't feel any connection or chemistry between us anymore.
'Cause the feeling of the love that I used to have
I miss the way I used to feel when we were together, and the love that we shared.
Yeah, that shit's disappeared
That love has vanished, and it's painful to acknowledge it.
Do you remember
I'm trying to see if you still have the same memories and feelings about our relationship.
Our love in November?
I'm referring to a specific time of our relationship that held deep and genuine love.
That shit was so real
The love we had at that particular time was sincere and profound.
But there's patches on my fingers that won't heal
These patches represent wounds that have not healed over time, showing the pain and heartache I feel.
There's patches on my fingers that won't feel
The pain and hurt I feel are so intense that I can't even feel anything else.
Why'd you have to fuckin' disappear?
I can't understand or accept why you left, and the pain is overwhelming.
Please come back
I want you to return, and revive the love and connection we used to share.
Please come back
I need you to come back and fix what's broken between us, and restore the love that we've lost.
Please come back
I miss you terribly and want nothing more than to have you back in my life.
Please come back
The emptiness without you is crushing me, and I'm begging you to return.
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Beatrice Ilejay Laus
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@nuraisyahalya4470
Kiss me on my back
Tell me all your fears
'Cause the rush of love is gone and
I'm tryna' find out why
It disappeared
Why it disappeared
I looked you in the eyes
Don't feel nothing here
'Cause the feeling of the love
That I used to have
Yeah, that shit's disappeared
Yeah, that shit's disappeared
Yeah, that shit's disappeared
Yeah, that shit's disappeared
Yeah, that shit's disappeared
Do you remember?
Our love in November?
That shit was so real
But there's patches on my fingers that won't heal
There's patches on my fingers that won't feel
Why'd you have to fucking disappear?
Why'd you have to fucking disappear?
Why'd you disappear?
Why'd you disappear?
Why'd you disappear?
Why'd you disappear?
Please come back
Please come back
Please come back
Please come back
@lessmobbu2413
[LYRICS]
Kiss me on my neck
Tell me all your fears
'Cause the rush of love is gone and
I'm tryna' find out why
It disappeared
Why it disappeared
I looked you in the eyes
Don't feel nothing here
'Cause the feeling of the love
That I used to have
Yeah, that shit's disappeared
Yeah, that shit's disappeared
Yeah, that shit's disappeared
Yeah, that shit's disappeared
Yeah, that shit's disappeared
Do you remember?
Our love in November?
That shit was so real
But there's patches on my fingers that won't heal
There's patches on my fingers that won't feel
Why'd you have to fucking disappear?
Why'd you have to fucking disappear?
Why'd you disappear?
Why'd you disappear?
Why'd you disappear?
Why'd you disappear?
Please come back
Please come back
Please come back
Please come back
@softerhaze
she looks like an art student i would have a crush on in high school
@mouses_HK
I have a crush on her now. No not now ever since I saw her. Which was a long time ago.
@mystery785
Lmao I dig chicks like her
@oh-ohstinky5819
9,999,999M views what.…?
@mystery785
@@oh-ohstinky5819 what do you not understand
@vvalentine7848
views fr lol
@cleetusisnotfat3216
Girl In Red: We fell in love in October.
Beabadoobee: Do you remember our love in November?
@jokesonyou222
Alessia Cara: I’m gonna miss it when it’s over, I hope we never see October
@kirkcobain7813
Neck Deep: That's the last thing you'd remember, its been a long lonely December..
@RandomPerson-tw8mn
@@kirkcobain7813 Heather- Conan Gray " I still remember 3rd of December, me in your sweater...."