Close to Me
chptrs Lyrics


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I count on every word you said
In the back of my mind I repeat them
One by one
I need you when I′m falling apart
I bury my head in your hands and heart
I come undone
Want you close to me, close to me
Close to me, oh close to me
When I don't have the words to bring
Your honesty would throw me a line
It took me by surprise but I don′t mind
Anymore
I'm wrestling with graceful poise
And straining just to hear your voice
In the noise
Want you close to me, close to me
Close to me, oh close to me
When I don't have the words to bring
Close to me, close to me
Close to me, oh close to me




What if I wander?
What if I misstep at all?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to "Close to Me" by chptrs explore themes of dependency, vulnerability, and the desire for emotional closeness. The opening lines convey a deep reliance on the words and promises of someone significant. The singer holds onto these words in the recesses of their mind, repeating them meticulously. This repetition suggests a need for reassurance and comfort.


The next few lines indicate that the singer seeks this person's presence, particularly when they feel broken or on the verge of falling apart. They metaphorically bury their head in the hands and heart of this individual, as if seeking solace and emotional support. By doing so, they find themselves unraveling and becoming undone, perhaps referring to a vulnerability or emotional release that can only occur in the presence of the person they long for.


The chorus of the song expresses a strong desire to have this person close by, emphasizing the repetition of the phrase "Close to me." It implies that being physically near this person provides a sense of security and emotional well-being. They yearn for this connection as it helps them find comfort when they don't have the right words to express themselves.


The second verse reveals the singer's struggle with grace and elegance while yearning to hear the voice of the person they depend on. They strain to find clarity amidst the surrounding noise, indicating an overwhelming and chaotic external environment. Despite these challenges, the singer does not mind the surprise of experiencing the other person's truthfulness. This suggests that even though the honesty may have caught them off guard, they appreciate and value it, as it strengthens their bond.


The chorus is repeated again, highlighting the strong desire to be close to this person. The closing lines of the lyrics introduce a sense of uncertainty and potential missteps. The singer wonders what might happen if they wander or make mistakes. This further emphasizes their dependency on the other person, as they fear the consequences of potentially losing or distancing themselves from the source of emotional closeness.


In summary, "Close to Me" delves into the singer's dependence on someone and explores their desire to maintain emotional proximity. They rely on the words and promises of this person, seeking their presence when feeling broken. The lyrics depict a vulnerability that leads to an unraveling, and a longing for comfort and clarity amidst the chaos of life. Ultimately, the song reflects the singer's yearning for emotional closeness, while acknowledging the potential risks and fears that come along with it.


Line by Line Meaning

I count on every word you said
I rely on and value every word that you have spoken


In the back of my mind I repeat them
I continuously replay and remember them in my thoughts


One by one
Taking each word individually and carefully considering its meaning


I need you when I'm falling apart
During times of emotional distress and vulnerability, I depend on your support


I bury my head in your hands and heart
I seek solace and comfort by seeking refuge in your care and love


I come undone
I become emotionally unraveled and overwhelmed


Want you close to me, close to me
Desiring your physical and emotional proximity


When I don't have the words to bring
When I struggle to articulate my thoughts and emotions


Your honesty would throw me a line
Your truthfulness and sincerity would offer guidance and support


It took me by surprise but I don't mind
Although unexpected, I am accepting and comfortable with it


Anymore
In this present moment


I'm wrestling with graceful poise
I am skillfully and gracefully navigating through inner conflicts and struggles


And straining just to hear your voice
I am making an effort and exerting myself to listen attentively to your words


In the noise
Despite the distractions and chaos around me


What if I wander?
What if I deviate or lose my way?


What if I misstep at all?
What if I make mistakes?




Writer(s): Josh Auer, Jerad Atherton

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@DanielTolson

As a wedding filmmaker, it's a no-brainer to use your songs in our videos, but you guys are the only ones I listen to outside of work use. I got up this morning and looked at my wife and said, "It's new CHPTRS day!" Keep up the wonderful work!

@wearechptrs

Daniel, I'm pretty sure this is one of the besty comments ever. thank you. This makes us so happy to hear.

@kgvisuals9170

second this .. I don't look elsewhere for the audio soundtracks for weddings they are truly special and gifted

@ingridilahm3294

me tooooo Daniel :)

@cons_stylianou

I could not agree more. They really do give a unique vibe

@Travel_With_Monsoon

same here.

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@albertmijares2566

This song just hit a spot where i thought was not existing anymore.

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