selfdestructive nihilism
dandelion hands Lyrics


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we pop pills in the parking lot before class
so the teachers couldn't be so up our ass
and we smoke in the boy's bathroom
it was normal because i had you

we'd get drunk and drive and try to get hit
we could die at any time but it didn't mean shit
the tragedy of course is that we made it
i can't look in the mirror, that face i fucking hate it

but you're going to leave me now
because you're tired of sitting around
you can't stand this god forsaken town
and you can't stand to be held down





i guess that i don't care
yeah i'll be fine anywhere

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Selfdestructive Nihilism" by Dandelion Hands portray the self-destructive behavior of two individuals who are trying to find a way to cope up with the pressures of their daily life. They take pills to escape the scrutiny of their teachers and smoke in the boy's bathroom. The singer emphasizes that this behavior was normal because they had each other, which highlights the profound effect that peer pressure can have on individuals. However, the behavior escalates as they start getting drunk and driving recklessly, risking their lives without any care. The lyrics reflect their nihilistic worldview where they believe that their existence is purposeless, and their deaths are inevitable, and thus, their risk-taking behavior is justified.


The singer acknowledges the tragedy that they have made it so far in their self-destructive ways. However, the singer is left with the burden of their actions as they cannot stand to look in the mirror and hate the face they see. The end of the relationship between the two is inevitable as one is sick of being held down by the town, and the other has grown tired of sitting around. The singer doesn't seem to care about the break-up as they believe they will be fine anywhere. It portrays the bleakness of their worldview, where they do not see the value of anything or anyone.


Line by Line Meaning

we pop pills in the parking lot before class
We consume pills in the school parking area to avoid the attention of our teachers.


so the teachers couldn't be so up our ass
We don't want constant scrutiny and oversight from our teachers.


and we smoke in the boy's bathroom
We smoke cigarettes in the boy's restroom at school, hoping not to get caught.


it was normal because i had you
Having someone to smoke and experiment with made these illicit activities seem ordinary.


we'd get drunk and drive and try to get hit
We drink alcohol and test our limits by driving, almost yearning to be involved in a car accident.


we could die at any time but it didn't mean shit
Our reckless behavior could have easily led to our death, but we didn't care about the ramifications.


the tragedy of course is that we made it
It's a tragedy that we didn't have the sense to stop our self-destructive behavior before we got hurt or worse.


i can't look in the mirror, that face i fucking hate it
I can't bear to look at myself in the mirror because I despise who I am and what I've become.


but you're going to leave me now
You're going to break up with me soon.


because you're tired of sitting around
You want to leave because you're bored and restless with our stagnant existence.


you can't stand this god forsaken town
You're fed up with living in a place that feels like hell with no future prospects.


and you can't stand to be held down
You refuse to be limited or restricted in any way.


i guess that i don't care
I am indifferent to your decision to leave.


yeah i'll be fine anywhere
I don't care where I go or what happens to me because I'm already numb inside.




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Comments from YouTube:

DrSquiresMD

really relaly great holy fuck really great


pls what are the chords, i got the ones in the verse but whats the ones in the chorus ty love u stay safe <33333333333333

quirktwerp

hi! thank you so much; the chords are actually at the song link in the description, at the top of the lyrics section.

Toby

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