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祝われなかった誕生 内傷に いたい殺生 遺体結晶みたい キラキラ 皆今生きてんだじゃああの子は
Those who weren't blessed with a happy birth are left with emotional scars that last forever. They feel like lifeless bodies, their glittering outside masking the inner turmoil. Everyone is living their life, but what about that child?

これが運命？笑わせるね 運命って人が左右できたっけ あれ ほどけんの紐 いのちの紐 はれの日も
Is this what fate looks like? That's laughable. Do people really have control over their destiny? Even on sunny days, the cords of life can slip away like shoelaces.

あめの日も どんな日も 望まれなかったあの子を思い 背中のばしてもとに戻ったおなかさすって 駱す手
On rainy days and the like, they'll think of the child who was never wanted. They'll rub their stomach and their back, hoping to ease the pain. They'll let out a sigh.

かなしくて遠巻きに皮肉 醜い感情殺して 下ろす手 もうどうして？って後悔したって変わらない
Feeling sad, they'll make snide comments from afar to stifle those ugly emotions. But it won't change anything, and they'll be left with regret and a heavy heart.

脳裏でわかってるでしょ ちらつく胎動4回想 いのちが気持ちいい行為に負けてきえていいなんて思ってるのかい
You know it deep down, those four flutters of life that come to mind. Is it right to succumb to something that feels good if that will mean the loss of a life?

気持ちのいい時 晴れのち曇り ときどき雨と 天気予報が伝えた朝より気まぐれなあなた
You're as unpredictable as the weather: sometimes clear, sometimes cloudy, sometimes rainy. You're more temperamental than the morning report lets on.

身体 穴だらけ 触らないで ほらまた 悪夢を産むんだ 見えないところで崩れてた愛が たしかに 今目に見えて 理解した
My body is full of holes, so don't touch me. Look, another nightmare is born. The love that was crumbling away where I couldn't see it is now visible, and I comprehend its full meaning.

機械じみた パターン化された愛情 目みればわかるの 胎動 確かにいたよ 嗚咽 喉抑え すぐ終わる 悶え 子宮 肉 繋がる 糸 君と 細胞 ヒント 教えて
Love that feels programmed, like a machine, can be deciphered from the flutter in your womb. It was there, undoubtedly. Suppressing tears, holding your breath, the pain will subside quickly. Your flesh is linked with that of the person you love, and that connection is one to cherish. Teach me how it works at the cellular level.

脳未完成ならば 人間じゃない？ まだ芽 だからって その芽 咲かせてあげるか あげないかは 君次第
If your brain isn't fully developed, does that mean you aren't human? That little bud of yours, should I let it bloom, or leave it alone? It's up to you.

だからね さいたい 咲きたい 胎盤 間に 再開 相対性理論 歪んだ 空間 くらくら迷いそう暗んだ埋葬
That's why I want you to bloom, like you're supposed to. As you're trapped in the space between my placenta and our reunion, you're lost in a twisted space that makes you dizzy, like being buried alive in darkness.

プロパガンダ 苦悩が産んだ産物 はにかんだ くぐつ ぶつぶつ でた影響 副作用 カニバリズムの果て やがて神は気付く
Propaganda is just one product of suffering, and a shy one at that. You can see its impact everywhere, from the clothes we wear to the way we speak. The by-product of cannibalism is when God finally takes notice.

リロード リロード 昨日と一緒 生きようと必死 死に急ぎ もう二度と 読まれることのない本に挟まれた 栞 みたくひとり 記憶薄れてく 忘れられてく
Reload, reload, it's just like yesterday. I'm doing everything I can to stay alive, but I'm also rushing towards death. Like a bookmark trapped in a book that will never be read again, I'm slowly losing my memories and being forgotten.

自分の半分 侈い誕生 止まない愛情 明るんだ街灯
A lavish birth from your own half, born from a love that never stops; the city lights are shining bright.