Ruin
faminehill Lyrics

Give me one good reason if you care at all
Please provide a convincing rationale for why he had to depart, if you truly care.

Why he had to leave first?
Why did he have to depart before anyone else?

I feel it all
I experience everything acutely.

The warmth of the couch of the livingroom
Recollection of the comfort I felt on the living room's sofa.

That summer day I waited
I waited that whole summer day for his return.

but no one seemed to come home
Unfortunately, no one returned to the house.

Still everyday I feel it
Even now, I sense its impact every day.

A son was gone
A son was taken from us.

The one you never needed
The one you never wanted or truly tried to understand.

And now you're gone
You have left us as well.

But death will never change it
Death cannot alter what has already occurred.

Lie to my face and I'll respect you
You will gain my esteem if you lie to my face.

What the fuck did you think?
What on earth was going through your mind?

We can see through you and all your inhuman deeds
We are well aware of your cruel and savage actions.

As he passed away you remained the same
You persisted in your unacceptable conduct as he perished.

Making it harder for us
Compounding the problem even more for us.

Even at the hardest times your son has given you everything
In spite of everything, your son has been there for you during even the harshest of times.

But you gave it all away and ruined your familyname
Yet, you squandered everything he had given you and tarnished the family's reputation.

Nevertheless he kept fighting for you until his last day
Nonetheless, he persisted in fighting for you until his final moments.

And when we lose it all
At the point when everything is lost

We won't see the end
The conclusion will elude us.

It just falls apart
Everything crumbles.

There's nothing to have
There is nothing left to possess.

And when the darkness fades
When the obscurity subsides.

You're alone and lost
You will be lost and isolated.

The pain does go away
The agony will gradually dissipate.

But you will never trust
However, you will never be able to trust anyone again.

Hell is a place for you
You belong in hell.

Coward
You are a coward.

If there's an afterlife I can only hope you'll suffer for the things you've done
If there is an afterlife, I can only hope that you will suffer for what you have done.

And if you'd like to hear my last words:
And if you are interested in hearing my final words:

You won't be remembered
Rest assured, you will not be memorialized.