of love and death
genCAB Lyrics


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pretend, just let me sleep again
i'm losing confidence with consciousness i need to begin
i don't know why, well just look under my eyes
through the REM into a dream where i could save you again
and i feel so cursed with this long life
because i wanna goto heaven but i don't wanna die
i close my eyes just to kill some time
escape eternity and exit anywhere that i like

CHORUS
and the screams might seem like they're coming from someplace inside
i hide within my body alive
when i die don't let them bury me, i'll never survive
just leave a trace of me as debris
to leave my mark on this place in case i still can't see
i lied when i said i never tried
when i die don't let them bury me, i'll never survive

set free, now i'm just by myself
there's no use for good health when i'm trapped here without you
i swell like an ocean inside
when you died you didn't stop me from..
you didn't stop me in time
i'll throw my fist deep within the beach
but the heart of the earth is too far out of reach




tearing graves in the sand in the shape of my veins
i lay down as i drown while the blood comes in waves

Overall Meaning

The song "Love and Death" by genCAB explores feelings of loss, grief, and the struggle to reconcile with mortality. The first verse begins with the singer expressing a desire to escape consciousness and enter into a dream where they can save someone they have lost. The second half of the verse reflects on the tension between the desire to reach heaven and the fear of dying. The chorus addresses the internal struggles of the singer, feeling as though they are screaming within themselves and wanting to leave a mark on the world before they die. The second verse touches on how difficult it is to move on after experiencing loss and how the pain can feel unbearable. The final line speaks to the overwhelming sense of loss and how it can feel like being drowned by the ocean.


Line by Line Meaning

pretend, just let me sleep again
Please allow me to pretend and go back to sleep


i'm losing confidence with consciousness i need to begin
I am losing my confidence when I am conscious and I need to start anew


i don't know why, well just look under my eyes
I do not understand why, but please examine the area under my eyes


through the REM into a dream where i could save you again
Through the stage of rapid eye movement, I hope to enter a dream where I can save you once more


and i feel so cursed with this long life
This long life feels like a curse to me


because i wanna goto heaven but i don't wanna die
I desire to go to heaven, but I do not want to die


i close my eyes just to kill some time
I close my eyes to pass the time


escape eternity and exit anywhere that i like
I want to escape the concept of eternity and leave wherever I please


and the screams might seem like they're coming from someplace inside
The screams might seem to originate from within me


i hide within my body alive
I hide within my living body


when i die don't let them bury me, i'll never survive
Please do not bury me when I die, I will not survive


just leave a trace of me as debris
Leave behind a remnant of me like debris


to leave my mark on this place in case i still can't see
So that I can leave an impression on this place in case I cannot see


i lied when i said i never tried
I was not truthful when I claimed that I had never attempted


set free, now i'm just by myself
I am now liberated and alone


there's no use for good health when i'm trapped here without you
Having good health is pointless when I am trapped here without you


i swell like an ocean inside
I am swelling up like an ocean from within


when you died you didn't stop me from..
You did not prevent me from...


you didn't stop me in time
You were unable to prevent me in time


i'll throw my fist deep within the beach
I will punch my fist deep into the sand


but the heart of the earth is too far out of reach
However, the core of the earth is too far away for me to reach


tearing graves in the sand in the shape of my veins
I am creating graves in the sand that resemble my veins


i lay down as i drown while the blood comes in waves
I lie down and drown while my blood comes in waves




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