self images
genCAB Lyrics


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understand that I went backwards
falling over, going home
but moving foward as I spoke,
"i thought you understood the consequences"
diversion from the Earth,
a newer version of my birth
deserving every moment. I said,
"this time i meant it"

i need to stop this, its all a mistake
i said I'd do it, whatever it takes
this time I'll keep every promise I make
take a step backwards and give me the strength

CHORUS
give up my life and rewind it tonight
so sudden but safe led to the light
betray my stay because here i'm ok
there's nothing really left for me anyway
give up my life and rewind it in white
no tunnels to take me to sleep tonight
betray my stay cause the answer's to
kill yourself and live happily after

repeat the sequences i dont know what this means
cause all i see between us is me saying

"seperate the fake selections"
the same, its all the same my name, my clothes, my everything
again i'm left here thinking that
"i thought i could see it"

now I'm fading falling in cascades
i feel safer when I'm translucent
and I'm phasing, changing different shades
i'm so lucid when I'm not moving

i need to stop this, its all a mistake
i said I'd do it, whatever it takes




pull the trigger cause everything's fake
pull the trigger and everything breaks

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of GenCAB's "self images" explore themes of self-deception, suicide, and rebirth. The singer reflects on a past where they went "backwards," fell over, and went home, before making a promise to keep their word and move forward. However, they realize that the sequences are repeating, and they can't differentiate between what's real and what's fake. They contemplate killing themselves to find happiness in the afterlife, but they realize that even that may be a deception.


Through the repetition of "i thought," the singer acknowledges their prior mistakes and misunderstandings. They want to "separate the fake selections" of their life, but everything seems "the same" - their name, clothes, and everything else. They begin to fade away, both physically and mentally, and become "translucent" and "lucid" when they're not moving. They consider pulling the trigger, concluding that everything breaks once they do.


Overall, the lyrics suggest that the singer is lost and confused, struggling to find a way forward. They recognize that they've made mistakes and want to change, but it's not clear if they'll be able to succeed.


Line by Line Meaning

understand that I went backwards
I need you to comprehend that my journey has been in reverse


falling over, going home
My path and actions have resulted in me stumbling and returning to what's familiar


but moving forward as I spoke, 'i thought you understood the consequences'
Despite the setback, I continued to make progress while reminding you that you should be aware of the potential outcomes


diversion from the Earth, a newer version of my birth
I've departed from the usual, creating a different interpretation of my rebirth


deserving every moment. I said, 'this time, I meant it'
I believe I'm worthy of every experience and I vow that this time I am sincere


i need to stop this, it's all a mistake
I recognize that my current actions are misguided and require cessation


i said I'd do it, whatever it takes
I previously promised I would persevere through any challenge, regardless of the cost


this time I'll keep every promise I make
I ensure that I will fulfill every pledge I propose


take a step backwards and give me the strength
By taking a step back, I will be granted the power to proceed forward


give up my life and rewind it tonight
I wish to relinquish my existence and relive moments from the past


so sudden but safe led to the light
Although swift, the direction I'm veering towards is safeguarded and leading me towards enlightenment


betray my stay because here i'm ok
I will abandon my current situation because here I am comfortable


there's nothing really left for me anyway
I've exhausted all options and have nothing more to proceed forward with


give up my life and rewind it in white
I desire to abandon my life and relive certain moments in a new, unspoiled light


no tunnels to take me to sleep tonight
I have no distractions to aid me in unconsciousness during the night


betray my stay cause the answer's to kill yourself and live happily after
I must forsake my current state of being because the solution is to end my life and obtain happiness in the afterlife


repeat the sequences i don't know what this means
I continuously replicate the actions, yet I'm unsure of the significance


cause all i see between us is me saying, 'separate the fake selections'
All I perceive between us is myself instructing to differentiate between counterfeit options


the same, it's all the same my name, my clothes, my everything
Everything remains identical, including my identity, attire, and entirety of me


again i'm left here thinking that 'i thought i could see it'
Once more, I'm here contemplating how I believed I could distinguish between things


now i'm fading, falling in cascades
I'm currently deteriorating, cascading towards a significant decline


i feel safer when i'm translucent
Transparency makes me feel more secure and protected


and i'm phasing, changing different shades
I'm fluctuating and becoming various hues


i'm so lucid when i'm not moving
I'm clear in thought and perception when I remain stationary


pull the trigger cause everything's fake
Take action and end my life because everything is fraudulent


pull the trigger and everything breaks
Propel myself towards death and cause everything to shatter




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Comments from YouTube:

Marysol Rodriguez

i love this song so much i would listen to it all day if i didnt have classes

Pablo Rowell

Just heard this on last fm today why doesn't this have more views its a really nice song!

xephonn11

1st time hearing this...explains the life I spent in the 2000's to a tee!!! well...except the suicide thing. epic shit!!!!

KyleAWhile85

Until today, I had only heard of genCAB. I am not disappointed.

Riku Urufu

This is great! Angsty music you can dance to!

Valentina Gibby

<3

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