Sometimes
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Sometimes I, I feel like I don't even belong here
There are moments when I question my place in this world and feel like an outsider.

Sometimes I, I feel like I'm all alone
There are times when I feel isolated and without any companionship.

Sometimes I feel like I'm insane
Occasionally, my thoughts and emotions become overwhelming, making me question my sanity.

It is hate or the love, They starting to feel the same
The lines between experiencing hatred and love are becoming blurred, creating confusion and uncertainty.

I'm becoming numb to the pain
I'm reaching a point where I no longer feel the emotional distress and suffering I have endured.

Hennessy was the killer, I'm taking shots to the brain
Metaphorically, alcohol (Hennessy) has become destructive in my life, causing me mental anguish.

I swear society got me feeling like a monsta, All because the color of my skin makin assumptions
Due to societal biases and prejudices based on my skin color, I feel dehumanized and treated as a monster.

Tryna make a livin, While they steady just a killin
I am striving to make a living for myself, while others around me are perpetually engaged in acts of violence.

I'm just tryna feed my children, While they only want to block us
My sole focus is providing for my children's well-being, but society seems determined to hinder and obstruct our progress.

Pop us, Boy you lucky if you end up locked up
They shoot at us, and if you manage to escape without being killed, you're considered fortunate if you end up in prison instead.

When they pull on the block, If you listen or not,You may just hear that blockaaa
Law enforcement raids our neighborhood, and whether we comply with their demands or not, the sound of gunshots and violence is inevitable.

Now you can't get up, and now you need a doctaaa
You're incapacitated and in need of medical attention, unable to rise up and defend yourself.

You bloody, you leakin, your bodies in shock huh
You are severely injured, bleeding profusely, and your physical state is in a state of shock.

And they get away wit it, It's all on record and it's strange isn't it
The perpetrators of violence escape punishment, and despite the evidence being recorded, it is dishearteningly unusual.

How you by yourself but it's six of 'em takin your life, But yeah you take the blame wit it
Despite being outnumbered and outmatched, you are held responsible for your own death, a deeply unjust situation.

Your image, they changin it, Like you slingin dope, or you out killing folks, Tryne justify why you was slain nigga
They are manipulating your image, portraying you as involved in drug dealing or murders, attempting to justify why you were killed.

What a shame nigga
It is a disgrace and tragedy.

Another death around the corner, Like murders all that she wrote it
Each corner holds the potential for another death, as if murder is the only inevitable conclusion.

Bloody murder for your quota
People are being killed for the sake of fulfilling a quota or achieving certain statistics.

Kill our own people for the soil
Within our community, there is a willingness to harm and even kill our own members for territorial purposes.

This here my block, you ain't welcome here, Where we bust shots, and hustle here
This neighborhood belongs to us, and outsiders are not accepted in our territory, where we engage in gun violence and illegal activities to survive.

You a op nigga, get popped nigga, On God nigga, I'll take it there
If you're an opposition or threatening force, be prepared to get shot or killed, as I am willing to escalate the situation to the extreme.

That is just the mentality, Raising up the fatality, Rate with no technicalities
This mindset prevails, resulting in an increase in deadly outcomes without consideration for any legal or moral complexities.

Gangsta movin so cowardly
Despite presenting themselves as tough and fearless, those involved in gang-related activities move with a lack of courage and integrity.

Guns, You can't go nowhere without one
Guns are seen as essential for personal safety, to the point where you feel unable to go anywhere without carrying one.

Police after you soul, Niggas after your life so
Both law enforcement and individuals within the community are relentlessly pursuing you, making your life constantly at risk.

Can't win for losin, Protect and serve, who you foolin
I am trapped in a cycle of losing, where the concept of law enforcement protecting and serving is merely an illusion.

People who look and feel like you, Bustin all the maneuvers to gotcha gone
Even people who share your appearance and experiences are plotting and executing plans to eliminate you.

Sometimes l feel like the world's on my shoulders, And if I drop, then who gon catch it
There are instances when I feel an immense amount of burden, as if the weight of the entire world is upon me, and if I falter, no one will be there to support or help me.

I swear to God I'm feelin like life is over
I genuinely believe that my life is coming to an end, feeling overwhelmed and hopeless.

Sometimes I feel like, Yeah feel like
At times, I experience these intense emotions and thoughts.