Regret
midwxst Lyrics

Feelings coming out at night
Opening up about emotions during the darkness of night.

Nothing in my [?]
Feeling empty or lacking in some way.

People always giving up on me they never try
Feeling abandoned and unsupported by others who give up too easily.

Always wanna leave, you never once stayed by my side
Feeling a lack of loyalty and support from someone who always wants to leave.

I've been trynna change, I've been using all of my mind
Making an effort to change and improve oneself, using all available mental resources.

I know you might regret
Understanding that someone may eventually regret their actions or words.

And I know the shit you said
Remembering the hurtful things someone said in the past.

I'm trynna put it in the past cause I just want the bread
Attempting to move on from past hurt because personal financial gain is now the main priority.

Cause everything I love is fucked up, everything is such a mess
Expressing frustration that everything important in life is falling apart.

I been tired of living life that's why I'm living in the shadows
Feeling exhausted with life and withdrawing from society, preferring to stay hidden in the shadows.

Should've gone for my dreams, I'm stuck in this friction
Regretting not pursuing one's dreams and now feeling stuck in a difficult situation.

I always been writing but nobody listens
Feeling unheard despite constant efforts to express oneself through writing.

Stumbling my words, don't know [?] my diction
Having difficulty articulating thoughts clearly and concisely.

Said that I'm fine, that I'm ok, I'm kidding
Claiming to be fine and okay, but really just attempting to mask one's true feelings with humor.

I've been struggling with my thoughts
Experiencing difficulty with one's inner thoughts and emotions.

Nobody won't come and talk
Feeling isolated and without anyone to talk to.

And I'm tired, I've had enough
Feeling weary and worn out from dealing with difficult emotions.

It's getting bad, it's getting rough
Feeling as if things are only getting worse and more challenging.

I've been trying to try enough but then people always give up on me
Putting forth great effort, but feeling as if others do not reciprocate and give up too easily.

I'm sick and tired, I'm tired of getting last place
Expressing exhaustion and frustration with constantly being in last place or behind others.

Slow down, I think I need pick up my pace
Realizing the need to adjust one's pace in life to achieve more success.

Lost her, and you told me right up to my face
Having someone tell you bluntly that you lost someone important in your life.

And I feel like I am such a damn disgrace
Feeling as if one is a complete failure and source of disgrace.

[?], why don't you
Asking why someone did not help or intervene during a difficult time.

I'm in a Starbucks and my life is falling through [?]
Feeling as if one's life is completely falling apart, even when in a mundane and public place like a Starbucks.

I'm cutting everybody out, don't want them around
Feeling the need to isolate oneself from others, not wanting anyone around.

I'm trynna live up to these standards, now I let you down
Attempting to meet certain expectations, but ultimately feeling as if one has let others down by not meeting those standards.