Past is a Grotesque Animal
of Montreal Lyrics


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The past is a grotesque animal
And in its eyes you see
How completely wrong you can be
How completely wrong you can be

The sun is out, it melts the snow that fell yesterday
Makes you wonder why it bothered
I fell in love with the first cute girl that I met
Who could appreciate Georges Bataille
Standing at Swedish festival discussing "Story of the Eye"
Discussing "Story of the Eye"

It's so embarrassing to need someone like I do you
How can I explain, I need you here and not here too
How can I explain, I need you here and not here too

I'm flunking out, I'm flunking out, I'm gone, I'm just gone
But at least I author my own disaster
At least I author my own disaster

Performance breakdown and I don't want to hear it
I'm just not available
Things could be different but they're not
Things could be different but they're not

The mousy girl screams, "Violence! Violence!"
The mousy girl screams, "Violence! Violence!"
She gets hysterical because they're both so mean
And it's my favorite scene
But the cruelty's so predictable
It makes you sad on the stage
Though our love project has so much potential
But it's like we weren't made for this world
(Though I wouldn't really want to meet someone who was)

Do I have to scream in your face?
I've been dodging lamps and vegetables
Throw it all in my face, I don't care

Let's just have some fun
Let's tear this shit apart
Let's tear the fucking house apart
Let's tear our fucking bodies apart
But let's just have some fun

Somehow you've red-rovered the gestapo circling my heart
And nothing can defeat you
No death, no ugly world

You've lived so brightly
You've altered everything
I find myself searching for old selves
While speeding forward through the plate glass of maturing cells

I've played the unraveler, the parhelion
But even apocalypse is fleeting
There's no death, no ugly world

Sometimes I wonder if you're mythologizing me like I do you
Mythologizing me like I do you

We want our film to be beautiful, not realistic
Perceive me in the radiance of terror dreams
And you can betray me
You can, you can betray me

But teach me something wonderful
Crown my head, crowd my head
With your lilting effects
Project your fears on to me, I need to view them
See, there's nothing to them
I promise you, there's nothing to them

I'm so touched by your goodness
You make me feel so criminal
How do you keep it together?
I'm all, all unraveled

But you know, no matter where we are
We're always touching by underground wires

I've explored you with the detachment of an analyst
But most nights we've raided the same kingdoms
And none of our secrets are physical




None of our secrets are physical
None of our secrets are physical now

Overall Meaning

Of Montreal's song "The Past is a Grotesque Animal" is a long and dense piece of music that details the tumultuous ups and downs of a relationship. The song speaks to the idea that sometimes, no matter how close we feel to the person we're with, we can never truly know them completely. The past is like a grotesque animal because it holds all of our ugliness, all of our mistakes, and all of our secrets. Even in the eyes of the person we love, we can see how wrong we've been in the past, and how fragile our connection truly is.


The verses of the song delve into the specifics of the relationship, the singer falling in love with a girl who appreciates the work of Georges Bataille and discussing "Story of the Eye" with her. He also speaks to the embarrassment of needing someone the way he needs her, and the frustration of flunking out of school. The chorus of the song reflects the idea that even though everything may be falling apart, at least we're the ones leading the way. The bridge of the song brings in a mousy girl who screams for violence, and the singer wonders if his partner is mythologizing him the same way he is mythologizing her. He implores her to teach him something wonderful, and speak to him in the radiance of terror dreams.


Line by Line Meaning

The past is a grotesque animal
The past is a strange and terrifying creature


And in its eyes you see
And when you look at it, you realize


How completely wrong you can be
How much you've been mistaken


How completely wrong you can be
How much you've been mistaken


The sun is out, it melts the snow that fell yesterday
The sun is shining and melting yesterday's snow


Makes you wonder why it bothered
Makes you question why it even snowed at all


I fell in love with the first cute girl that I met
I fell in love with the first attractive girl I saw


Who could appreciate Georges Bataille
Who shared my love of Georges Bataille


Standing at Swedish festival discussing "Story of the Eye"
At a Swedish festival discussing our admiration of "Story of the Eye"


Discussing "Story of the Eye"
Discussing our admiration of "Story of the Eye"


It's so embarrassing to need someone like I do you
It's humiliating to need you the way that I do


How can I explain, I need you here and not here too
How do I express that I need you, but not at the same time


I'm flunking out, I'm flunking out, I'm gone, I'm just gone
I'm failing, and it's clear that I won't make it


But at least I author my own disaster
But at least I'm responsible for my own failure


At least I author my own disaster
At least I'm responsible for my own failure


Performance breakdown and I don't want to hear it
I'm having a mental breakdown and I don't want to deal with it


I'm just not available
I'm emotionally unavailable


Things could be different but they're not
Things could be better, but they're not


Things could be different but they're not
Things could be better, but they're not


The mousy girl screams, "Violence! Violence!"
The timid girl screams, "Violence! Violence!"


The mousy girl screams, "Violence! Violence!"
The timid girl screams, "Violence! Violence!"


She gets hysterical because they're both so mean
She becomes hysterical because they're both so cruel


And it's my favorite scene
And I love watching this unfold


But the cruelty's so predictable
But their cruelty is unsurprising


It makes you sad on the stage
It's disheartening to witness


Though our love project has so much potential
Even though our love has great capacity


But it's like we weren't made for this world
But it seems we don't fit into this world


(Though I wouldn't really want to meet someone who was)
('Cause honestly, who would?)


Do I have to scream in your face?
Must I shout to get through to you?


I've been dodging lamps and vegetables
I've been avoiding thrown objects


Throw it all in my face, I don't care
Throw it all at me, I can take it


Let's just have some fun
Let's just enjoy ourselves


Let's tear this shit apart
Let's destroy everything


Let's tear the fucking house apart
(Literally) Let's destroy the house


Let's tear our fucking bodies apart
(Literally) Let's hurt ourselves too


But let's just have some fun
But most importantly, let's enjoy ourselves


Somehow you've red-rovered the gestapo circling my heart
You've successfully navigated the barriers to my heart


And nothing can defeat you
And nothing can stop you


No death, no ugly world
Not even death or an undesirable world


You've lived so brightly
You've had such a vibrant life


You've altered everything
You've changed everything


I find myself searching for old selves
I'm looking for my past selves


While speeding forward through the plate glass of maturing cells
I'm moving rapidly through life's maturation process


I've played the unraveler, the parhelion
I've played the role of the one who untangles, the parhelion


But even apocalypse is fleeting
But even the end of the world is temporary


There's no death, no ugly world
Nothing can really kill you; there's no truly ugly world


Sometimes I wonder if you're mythologizing me like I do you
Sometimes I wonder if you're creating myths about me, like I do about you


Mythologizing me like I do you
Creating stories about me, like I do about you


We want our film to be beautiful, not realistic
We'd rather have a beautiful film than a realistic one


Perceive me in the radiance of terror dreams
See me as a figure in your most frightening dreams


And you can betray me
And you can deceive me


You can, you can betray me
You are capable of betraying me


But teach me something wonderful
But also show me something amazing


Crown my head, crowd my head
Overwhelm me with your admiration


With your lilting effects
With your light and happy influence


Project your fears on to me, I need to view them
Show me your anxieties, I need to see them


See, there's nothing to them
As it turns out, there's really nothing to be afraid of


I promise you, there's nothing to them
Trust me, there's nothing to be afraid of


I'm so touched by your goodness
I'm deeply moved by your kindness


You make me feel so criminal
You make me feel guilty for something


How do you keep it together?
How do you maintain your composure?


I'm all, all unraveled
I'm falling apart completely


But you know, no matter where we are
But you know that regardless of our location


We're always touching by underground wires
We're always connected by unseen forces


I've explored you with the detachment of an analyst
I've analyzed you objectively


But most nights we've raided the same kingdoms
But most nights we've shared common experiences


And none of our secrets are physical
And none of our secrets are tangible


None of our secrets are physical
None of our secrets can be touched or felt


None of our secrets are physical now
None of our secrets can be materialized now




Lyrics © OBO APRA/AMCOS

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The past is a grotesque animal
And in its eyes you see
How completely wrong you can be
How completely wrong you can be
The sun is out, it melts the snow that fell yesterday
Makes you wonder why it bothered
I fell in love with the first cute girl that I met
Who could appreciate George Bataille
Standing at a Swedish festival discussing "Story of the Eye"
Discussing "Story of the Eye"
It's so embarrassing to need someone like I do you
How can I explain? I need you here and not here too
How can I explain? I need you here and not here too
I'm flunking out, I'm flunking out
I'm gone, I'm just gone
But at least I author my own disaster
At least I author my own disaster
Performance breakdown, and I don't want to hear it
I'm just not available
Things could be different, but they're not
Oh-oh-oh
Things could be different, but they're not
The mousy girl screams, "Violence! Violence!"
The mousy girl screams, "Violence! Violence!"
She gets hysterical (ooh, ooh, ooh)
'Cause they're both so mean (ooh, ooh, ooh)
And it's my favorite scene (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
But the cruelty's so predictable, (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
It makes you sad on the stage (ooh, ooh, ooh)
Though our love project has so much potential (ooh, ooh, ooh)
But it's like we weren't made for this world (ooh, ooh, ooh)
And though I wouldn't really want to meet someone who was
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Do I have to scream in your face? (ooh, ooh, ooh)
I've been dodging lamps and vegetables (ooh, ooh, ooh)
Throw it all in my face, I don't care (Ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Let's just have some fun, let's tear this shit apart
Let's tear the fucking house apart (ooh, ooh, ooh)
Let's tear our fucking bodies apart (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Let's just have some fun (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Somehow you've red-rovered the gestapo circling my heart
And nothing can defeat you (ooh, ooh, ooh)
No death, no ugly world (oh, ooh, ooh)
You've lived so brightly (ooh, ooh, ooh)
You've altered everything (ooh, ooh, ooh)
I find myself searching for old selves
While speeding forward through the plate glass of maturing cells
I've played the unraveler (ooh, ooh, ooh)
The parhelion (ooh, ooh, ooh)
But even apocalypse is fleeting (ooh, ooh, ooh)
There's no death, no ugly world (ooh, ooh, ooh)
Sometimes I wonder (ooh, ooh, ooh)
If you're mythologizing me like I do you (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, if you're mythologizing me like I do you)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
We want our film to be beautiful, not realistic (ooh, ooh, ooh)
Perceive me in the radiance of terror dreams (ooh, ooh, ooh)
You can betray me (ooh, ooh, ooh) (ooh, ooh, ooh)
You can (ooh, ooh, ooh)
You can, you can betray me (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Teach me something wonderful (ooh, ooh, ooh)
Crown my head, crowd my head with your lilting effects
Project your fears on to me (ooh, ooh, ooh)
I need to view them (ooh, ooh, ooh)
See there's nothing to them (ooh, ooh, ooh)
I promise you there's nothing to them (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
I'm so touched by your goodness (ooh, ooh, ooh)
You make me feel so criminal (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
How do you keep it together? (ooh, ooh, ooh)
I'm all, all unraveled (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
But you know, no matter where we are (ooh, ooh, ooh)
We're always touching by underground wires (ooh, ooh, ooh)
I've explored you with the detachment of an analyst (ooh, ooh, ooh)
But most nights, we've raided the same kingdoms (ooh, ooh, ooh)
And none of our secrets are physical (ooh, ooh, ooh)
None of our secrets are physical (ooh, ooh, ooh)
None of our secrets are physical now (ooh, ooh, ooh)



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i've never listened to a 12 minute song so many times in a row.

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THE PAST IS A GROTESQUE ANIMAL

AND IN ITS EYES YOU SEE

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