The You I Created
of Montreal Lyrics


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It's hard to know exactly
When my dreams got weird
I tense up and get antsy when you're near
But nightly you appear to me
Ghostly in my head
But I never can remember what you said

It must be something reassuring
Something sweet and kind
Something you would never say in real life
Where does it go in the morning?
It slipped out of my hand
Eating breakfast with my other thoughts
Away from wakeful lands
Where is the you I created?
The you that I adore?
When my eyes are open I don't see you anymore

It's hard for me to fathom
That you disappeared
And turned into exactly what I feared
But every night you sing to me
When my eyes are closed
But I never can remember how it goes

It must be something undeserving
Only in my mind
Something you would never sing on your time
It disappears without warning
It shifts like grains of sand
Galavanting with some other dreams
I didn't understand
Where is the you I created?
The you that I adore?
When my eyes are open I don't see you anymore

But nightly you appear to me




Ghostly in my head
But I never can remember what you said

Overall Meaning

In "The You I Created," of Montreal explores the complexities of dreaming and the longing for an idealized, unattainable romantic partner. The song begins with the singer expressing confusion about when their dreams started to become weird and unsettling, specifically when the person they have created in their mind appears, ghostly and unapproachable. Though the singer longs for this person, they are tense and antsy when they are actually near, suggesting a fear of rejection or disappointment when faced with reality.


The chorus of the song reveals the singer's disappointment that the idealized version of their lover only exists in their mind. They long for the kind and sweet words that they hear only in their dreams, acknowledging that this person likely wouldn't say those things in real life. This longing is portrayed as something that slips through their fingers, something that disappears without warning and leaves them grasping at breakfast with their other thoughts.


The second verse continues with this idea of the idealized partner disappearing and turning into exactly what the singer feared. However, they take solace in the fact that every night, this person sings to them in their dreams, though the singer cannot remember the melody or the content of the song. They recognize that this song is undeserving, something that this person would never sing on their own time.


Overall, "The You I Created" is a melancholic exploration of the dissonance between an idealized partner and the reality of human connection. It speaks to the desperation of holding onto something that only exists in our minds and the fear of facing the disappointment of reality.


Line by Line Meaning

It's hard to know exactly
Uncertainty clouds my mind


When my dreams got weird
My dreams take me to strange places


I tense up and get antsy when you're near
You make me uneasy


But nightly you appear to me
In my dreams, you come to me


Ghostly in my head
A phantom in my thoughts


But I never can remember what you said
Your words escape me


It must be something reassuring
You are comforting


Something sweet and kind
Your nature is gentle


Something you would never say in real life
Your true self is elusive


Where does it go in the morning?
Why do you disappear?


It slipped out of my hand
I cannot grasp it


Eating breakfast with my other thoughts
Other things occupy my mind


Away from wakeful lands
I am lost in my own world


Where is the you I created?
The person I have imagined


The you that I adore?
The one I love


When my eyes are open I don't see you anymore
You only exist in my mind


It's hard for me to fathom
I can't understand


That you disappeared
You're no longer with me


And turned into exactly what I feared
You've become my worst nightmare


But every night you sing to me
But in my dreams, you sing


When my eyes are closed
When I'm asleep


But I never can remember how it goes
But I can't recall the melody


It must be something undeserving
It doesn't feel genuine


Only in my mind
Imagined, not real


Something you would never sing on your time
You would never really sing this


It disappears without warning
It vanishes suddenly


It shifts like grains of sand
It changes and slips away


Galavanting with some other dreams
Lost among other dreams


I didn't understand
I don't comprehend




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Comments from YouTube:

Mario Calabrese

It's hard to know exactly
When my dreams got weird
I tense up and get antsy when you're near
But nightly you appear to me
Ghostly in my head
But I never can remember what you said
It must be something reassuring
Something sweet and kind
Something you would never say in real life
Where does it go in the morning?
It slipped out of my hand
Eating breakfast with my other thoughts
Away from wakeful lands
Where is the you I created?
The you that I adore?
When my eyes are open I don't see you anymore
It's hard for me to fathom
That you disappeared
And turned into exactly what I feared
But every night you sing to me
When my eyes are closed
But I never can remember how it goes
It must be something undeserving
Only in my mind
Something you would never sing on your time
It disappears without warning
It shifts like grains of sand
Galavanting with some other dreams
I didn't understand
Where is the you I created?
The you that I adore?
When my eyes are open I don't see you anymore
But nightly you appear to me
Ghostly in my head
But I never can remember what you said

Juan Garza

Such lovely song x3

Mario Stares Sternly

if this is dottie, she has a beautiful fucking voice

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